Thursday, November 3, 2005
posted at 6:36 AM
class party... was alright lar.
not as good as i expected
cos there were 2 BIG EXTRAS
hate younger MALE siblings
pity jing shan a lot
ha
really bored at home now
waiting for 3pm
cos they are having a interview on yes933
they have already arrived this afternoon
yes. at 12pm
but he is not here
as said, he will not be coming.
but i will still try to give shuwei a double birthday present
less than 12 hours and its shuwei's birthday
why didnt i liked him
if i did like either shuwei or kunda,
my heart will not be hurt by him.
why?
16months ago, i gave my heart happily to him
16months later, i wanna take my heart back but i realised that i cannot
its like a mission impossible now
i meet this person i havent meet for a long time days ago
he still look the same
everything seems alright
we didnt even exchange a single word with each other
only a hi
both of us in fact were introverts
i realised it only now
there we sat there hours doing nothing
we didnt talk cos maybe of that incident
the incident that drifted us apart
from close friends to almost strangers
but i didnt expect him to block me
we both held the object
its werid
cos we both were like stunned
maybe i had a shocked from the object that was coming to me
and his reaction
he didnt breathe a word and throw it away
i dunno how exactly i feel about him
maybe a close friend that i really dun wanna lose
reading our conversations at my chat logs
i really talk to him about stuff i will not talk to guys about
i am confused
DO I LIKE HIM?but when i cry at nighti realised that i still cant let go of himcant let go of yihuai really agreed to the lyrics on my blogi only want - by 7Fwhy do love makes every heart breaks?
