went to town with rachel and vera after agm. yeah, oh my. vera and i cabbed from school to far east with a taxi fare of $10.20 that taxi driver is such a cheater making a really long route to get us to far east plaza. ekk. ha. anyways, main thing is I GOT MY CONVERSE BOOT AT LAST!!! yeah, its mainly red with a little of navy blue and white. :):) happy happy.
start for a look out for my prom clothes. have like only the hols to do the hunting and shopping since i have already spotted pieces of clothings like weeks ago. but, now i go back and cant find them. so shall hunt all over again .
Tears translation by: Jungie (also credit: aheeyah.com) I thought there'd be nothing left but Why is it that these tears keep flowing? Why? Why must I remember you with these tears? We loved each other so why have you given me seperation? I feel that I'll just go crazy
There's nothing I can do but spend another day with tears
Why must I remember you with these tears? We loved each other so why have you given me seperation? I feel that I'll just go crazy
I know that I can't be doing this I just pray that I wear out But would it be wrong to pray that these memories don't wear out? Please do that for me, so I can cherish them.
Why did I love you? You who's left me like this.. I pray that everything would burn and leave nothing behind. Even you, that's inside of me.
As I love the day you first came to me..
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i love this song dearly. i love the person who sang this, with much emotions that moves me to tears whenever i listen to it.
aiming to sing this song really well. so i can record it down.
a present preparing for you.
this is one song i would want to record in the studio after Os.
okay, angela teo yu hui asked me to update. yeah, im updating now.
sighx, it have been lifeless life for me. yeah, thats how i view these 3 weeks. im tired. i wanna end everything. i getting sick of chinese cos i dont see my As. and my vision of my future is getting more blurred out once i thought i was clear about everything. now, i dont know where i wanna go. i seriously think, only simei ite wants me. even my teacher makes me seems as if im good for nothing, stupid in otherwords. yeah, i shant mention who she/he is. but i really am ANNOYED with it. you dont wanna help me, its okay. i wanna make it really big one day and i would just not give a damn about you in the future when you acknowledge me as your student. YOU SUCK!
okay, enough of that emo talk. i promise myself i cant let stupid school stuff hurt me!! it wouldnt! i will enjoy the most out of this year when everyone is buzy mugging. cos, this is NOT LIFE! LIFE IS NOT ABOUT STUDYING!! ITS ABOUT ENJOYING IT! and i seriously schooling is such a waste of time. wasting half my life on it. if i was a korean living in korea, i would definately live a totally different. if you know what im hitting it, you will get it :)
i was going to post about the recent crazy stuff i did. OKAY AND HERE COMES THE CRAZY THING EVER. DOREEN STALKED A GUY!! if you think im joking, definately not this time. first time doing such a thing. i saw this guy that is SO MY TYPE at rail mall the other day. he smokes but MY TYPE!! so i decided to stalk him in my school uniform... heehee. yeah, then stalked all the way to the busstop. i was like staring at him and thinking of how situations will turn out if i get his attention and if we talked. i will definately asked him to quit smoking.. HA! and then, oh my. when i was staring at him while i thought, he suddenly turned back and look at me.. oh my! i was like pretending to talk on the phone mann.. HA! its so cool to see a long hair dude around singapore mann.. but, he never appeared at his smoking corner ever since. maybe he is terrified by me.
was thinking of posting my type of guy here. but nah. would just tell some close friends and FULLSTOP. no one else will know :) i just thought, i have so many conditions and singapore guys will not really fit in.. i shall just migrate to korea then :)
lalala, this is my break from writing my chinese essay. other than updating this blog (cos angie asked me to), im crazily getting pictures of korean guys. i shant attempt to post it now. another day :) HAHA!
to my dear PETRINA :), HAPPYsweet sixteenBIRTHDAY!! yeah, I LOVE YOU LOADS!! oh my, the cupcakes were super sweet (as in sugar sweet!!)
okay, update on my own sweet 16. went to grandma's to celebrate mother's day and my birthday. it wasnt really for me and i tell you, i will never wanna celebrate my birthday with a crowd that dont wanna celebrate with me ever i tell you. it was WAY WEIRD. but, ignore that i tell myself. its my sweet sixteen and i should not let these bother me.
I GOTTEN: 1. korean coke + dodo club mositurizer from kendra 2. bouncing cute thing i named seven7 from trina 3. nice necklace from vera 4. box of heart shaped watermelon from US 5. heart-shaped necklace from auntie angela 6. zinc bag + TVXQ's keychainsfrom jo & angie 7. lots of stuff given by mummy from taiwan 8. angbao from sister 9. angbao from grandma 10. angbao from uncle issac
cant remember anymore :) HA! anyways, jo and angie's one was way sweet. other than angie making the zinc bag a little obvious through the phone, jo came early to school like everyone else even though she doesnt have a paper until 1130~! she is so sweet man!! and the both of them did the craziest thing ever, they got the keychains of EVERY member in TVXQ and them as a band. cos they werent not sure which one i liked :P so it was like 6 altogether.. and then, jo went to hang it like all on the zinc bag! HAHA! when i first saw all the stuff on the pretty bag, i was thinking 'jo is crazy'.. HA! but it was really nice of angie and jo to get those for me! THANKS DEARIES :)
moreover, we went out today after literature to celebrate the end to jo's mid years. yeah, she doesnt take amath, but me and angie DO! but we still went. went sakae for teatime buffet. IT WAS FUN! disregarding the fact that there was this group of girls who kept on staring at us cos we kept eating.. hello, who dont eat in a buffet? there were like sitting there not eating... stupid people, no brainers. sighx. but we still had fun.
im still so full now ..
oh wells, i should enjoy using the net. hope i can go out with angie and jo tmr again !! meeting cousin at ps in the afternoon tmr. NO SCHOOL!
just wanna share this video. ROCKS. i totally in love with this band too above my already long list of bands. but this is different, its a girl band. yeaah.. KOREAN girl band (**whoops :XX) ha. CSJH, junior of super junior, BoA, TVXQ :) enjoy this apart from all the stress for exams!
presenting CSJH - One more time, OK?
I WANT THIS ALBUM!! but ITS NOT IN SINGAPORE YET!! damn it. lets wait 3 long months..
i hate it when i study too hard, feel confident about a subject and then screw it up. shit it mann. i mugged for physics for a like a week. and the damn paper 2 was so difficult. it was like CRAP!
hate school. going to slack for ss mann.. HA! :) slack papers tmr, cos im not even going to prepare for it. other than emaths, which i prepared for like weeks ago :)
mummy have been back for 2 days by now :) whoo, i got more prezzies :) okay, not the point.
mids are coming. and i dont feel much stressed out. i dont know why? maybe its just the peace that He has given me. im just stressed over chinese Os now which is like on 28 may.. and my mids are like next monday. weird, i know i am. i dont know. i feel so much more stressed in march hols for my mids years that i am now. im just, excited for my birthday. cos i really wanna buy my converse shoes :X
aiyo, so stressed. this whole week was madness. i was so occupied and stress over some friendship problem. im feeling better now since i wrote a letter to her. i dont know how she feels ... but, o wells. i dont want to affect her mood before the mid years. though mine is already badly affected. im really dreamy now. sighx.
doreen knows she wouldnt do well this mids. she doubts she can ever do well in secondary schooling for once. she thinks she is stupid, or maybe she really is. studies is not her flare. she wants to graduate and fly to music and design.
