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I DESPERATELY WANT GUITAR HERO NOW!!!
i just found out the other day that there is a mac/pc version of guitar hero in comics connection.
and its $149.90

but doreen is not working anymore.
where do the money drop from?
oh, maybe i should like save $2 a day?
so i will need to wait for about 10 weeks?
gosh, that is like 2.5 months.

oh, and i was telling jo that i want to set up a
HELP DOREEN GET HER GUITAR HERO (MAC VER.) campaign.
but not like my birthday is coming.
then she was like telling me can ask people to donate it for my christmas present.
then i went on, oh, and children's day, youth's day and NATIONAL DAY :D
haha, okay, we are sort of retarded for some reasons.

so, if anyone is kind and nice enough to donate to the
HELP DOREEN GET HER GUITAR HERO (MAC VER.) campaign. ,
please kindly tag on the tagboard or msg me :D
(which i think no one would really do -.-)
i accept any form of cash, even gold and diamonds will be accepted as well :D
okay, im being retarded to think that someone will give me a gold bar.

:D anyhow, thanks in advance.

I WANT MY GUITAR HERO BADLY :(
okay, maybe i should be more practical and start my save-2-dollars-a-day campaign instead.
damn.


GOSH,


FOR ONCE, i feel that my sister is the only person who's making me smile and be all retarded.
dang it, for once, i feel that siblings are the only one who makes me smile and makes me angry.
gosh, bitter-sweet relationship..

haha, doretta and david are all so retarded like me :P
now we know what's in the blood relation.

THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SMILE, SISTER:D


HANNAH SUCKS.
SHE TOTALLY OWE ME A BIG BIG ONE NOW.
IF NOT, SHE WILL SO BE POPULAR ONLINE FOR TALKING BAD ABOUT JUNSU :P

HAHA.

look at what made me pissed today,

haha, she stupid fool.
to this that out of all people she come and mess with me.
i wanted to put whatever she said about yoochunnie too.
ohwells, i shouldnt since she's my friend.
but she shouldnt since she's my friend.
she made a purple line video thingy for joc.
but i felt a little annoyed with some of the lines she placed there. (whooops)
yeah, like gosh, if i didnt know her and saw this, i will make sure i spam the person till she apologises to Dong Bang okay.

yes, this fangirl protects these korean artistes well.
lol.

Labels: dong bang shin ki, junsu, korean

HHAHAHAHAHA :D
im being all retarded on RETARD's birthday :D

i love you, joc!
SARANGHAEYO



haha, yeah.
this was the conversation between me and birthday girl, jocelyn at 12MN
yeah, wished like dont know how many happy birthday's there.

happy birthday girl.
you're all old and wrinkly now :)
sorry we could meet up today :( but we will tmr yeah :D


haha, okay
the weekend was BOOM
yeah,
went out a whole day with jo on sat.
we went for a trip around singapore
haha, we sort of agreed to go around singapore and take photos.
and then i had a cranky idea that we should dress as tourist.

DOREEN SUCCESSFULLY BECAME A TOURIST IN SINGAPORE FOR A DAY!

my dressing,

(photobucket irritating me so much that im just going to put my pic like that, lol.)
haha, yeah and i really thought i looked damn tourist too!!
jo didnt really need to dress up as a tourist cos she always looked like a foreigner to many.
oh, and i was thinking whoever asked me where i was from, i would just say i'm a korean with mixed blood of a chinese.
like maybe, korean and china parents? HAHA
i bet they would believe :D


okay, would post so many pics until i've hand in my assignment
haha, so dont wish to see them till after first july :P

anyhows, me and jo went to chinatown, vivo city, dempsey road and holland v
haha, my FIRST TIME to dempsey road and holland v
and my first time at chinatown without going with the school. (like those heritage trip? yep)
so im considered a tourist in singapore after all.
haha

AT LAST I GOT SOMEONE WHO WOULD PLAY THE VIVO PLAYGROUND WITH ME!!
yeah, me and jo were like playing everything there
awesome.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JO!!
and i love vivo's playground!! :D

hey, dempsey road was really nice.
i felt like i was not in singapore when i was there (same for chinatown and holland v)
yeah, i know you must be thinking i've got the road name wrong.
i've got pics of that place, so keep your eyes OPEN WIDE :D

(WARNING: DONT ATTEMPT TO STEAL PHOTOS TO HAND IN FOR YOUR PHOTOGRAPHY ASSIGNMENT COS YOU'LL JUST BE DIGGING YOUR OWN GRAVE and i'll push you down for stealing :P)
HAHA
dempsey road



they had a whole spot for parrots, which made me thought that i've walked into the bird park.
but the parrots were adorable :D






and this was my fav one :D


partly cos i've taken a great pic of it :D


jones the grocer is a really amazing place.
its a must go!!
the nougats are like AWESOME!


and PS Cafe.
okay, this place made me feel very coffee prince, yeah the korean drama coffee prince
its very homely and nice
and it just feels very coffee prince
which i love it.
food a little pricey but the cakes looks great!!

okay, all for today :D
lol, i felt as if i was advertising for dempsey road.
we're so going back there jo!!


sorry Law :X


crap, i was editing pictures just now.


damn it, i'm so hating school.
i really really feel like dropping out of school
though how much i know my JC friends are in great envy of me

i seriously think, school now suck so much more than secondary school.
its like only now i know that MG was heaven.
damn it.

i could break all the rules i wanted, skip school till my heart's content, fail my tests till the end-of-years examination ..
but now i cant do anything, but keep on going to school like a fool.

damn it to school, my emo-ness just trigger off cos of school.
now i know what charlene meant when she said studying makes her angry.
talking about school makes me angry.


i finally got it, i finally understood why i liked FT Island's songs so much

there was this comment regarding the songs FT Island sang on youtube:

dont you think they are too emotional?

yes, i guess that is why i like their songs?
oh, and their lead singer, Hongki, is really EMOTIONAL when he sings the songs.
he almost cried when singing Lovesick during their debut performance,
and on other stage performances, he gives this real emo look and almost cried at times singing other emo songs.

gosh, emo-ness.

--
anyhow, i cut my hair again.
bad, i do this almost monthly.
yes, i know how faith will so kill me when she sees me.
wherever i cut my hair, it marks the date that we will be meeting soon.
and true enough, i'll most probably be meeting her next week.
okay, i should cut my hair everytime i wanna see her :)
hahah.

AND MY SEXY VERA IS SO FLYING BACK TO SEE ME ME ME!!
HAHAH!
i can't wait to see her!
oh, will be going to fetch her from the airport and see her darling face.
i really miss you girl!!
the last time i heard your voice was on my birthday!!
vera is so missed!
i cant believe we are meeting at last!! :)

Labels: F.T Island, korean, Lovesick

today went for meeting at church early in the morning.
havent woke up at eight for a long while.
yeah.

went for auditions just now with adabelle.
haha, its for kcc (korean culture club).
it was pretty fun and awesome how we got everything together.
just 24 hrs ago we decided to go for the auditions together.
got the songs, our group name, lyrics, our parts to sing within an hour.
adabelle did an awesome considering that she only got to listen to FT Island's LOVESICK this morning.
yep, she have never heard it before
but we still did at for our audition this evening at 7 at ngee ann.
haha.
i think we can make it through.
there was this guy who went, 'eh, NOT BAD!' in the mids of our singing:D

haha, oh. we initally called ourselves DADA (doreen + adabelle's initials)
then, we changed it to KIMBO-DA (kimbo is korean bimbo... :))!! HAHA

presenting KIMBO-DA,

thanks for the awesome job babe!!
yeah, KIMBO-DA!!
oh, and FT Island's LOVESICK is the first song on my emo playlist.
i think we did an awesome job tonight :D:D

Labels: F.T Island, korean, Lovesick

i think...
i think that I LIKE YOU too..


im not all that useless afterall.


i was just talking to tai-tai-wannabe.

Until You Come Back by F.T Island
I thought we would be different.
Even though i knew of good-byes, I still expected an ever-lasting love.
As if it has been waiting for me like in a scripted novel,
Our separation leaves me crying like an unpredicted rain shower.

I will wait until you come back.
I will cry for a short while until you come back.
When it rains no one will know if these are teardrops or rain drops.
Until when should I wait for you?
Until when should I suffer from the pain?
Even if it hurts so much that i want to die, I will wait for you.

Everything is still as it was, my love for you is still as it was
But you, my love isn't here.

You told me that you'll only love me.
We promised me that we will be together forever.
You promised me you will love only me even if you die.
Don't goodbye Say goodbye
Don't goodbye

My love is enough for only you.
My tears are enough for only you.
Even after a year becomes ten, I will be waiting for you.
Until when should I wait for you?
Until when should I suffer from pain?
Even if it hurts so much that i want to die, I will wait for you.

Labels: F.T Island, korean, Lovesick, Thunder, Until You Come Back

Ah, okay.
after all the emo-ing, no picture post, i've decided to update some pics.
its quite a long back.
just pretty related to how im feeling now :)

(i think its going to be a long post, there is so much i wanna say/do)
haha, so i better just stick to the point and make it short (hopefully:S) and sweet :D

okay, recently, i've just received my album that i've got online:D
its so smexy that i've need to share it with everyone.

the packaging of the CD was just PERFECT.
nothing could get better.
it was the BEST packaging i've seen after buying almost 80 albums.
please tune in to F.T Island when you've got the time.
they are really good.
they are not doreen's typical dancing group, they are band band.
haha, yeah that's where my sexy singer and bassist came from ^_____^

next, i've been on this crazy ISLAND CREAMERY CRAZE which is real bad.
cos i'm really stuck on it this time cos joc,hannah,renee and fel love that place as well.
back in mg, i dont really like going to that side cos i would just head to buddy's and all with jo and jing.
oh, and at island creamery, i would always get...

BURNT CARAMEL WITH BROWNIE :D
yeah, my love since sec 3!!
and there was one time i ate a whole box of it (500ml) with joc.

if i gain weight, i shall just ban myself from island creamery..haha!!

going on, i've this suddenly crave for ...

yes, alcohol.
ever since my birthday, i still havent gotten to drink my alcohol yet.
okay, i dont care im going to take my wine out now..
(after 3 minutes), okay shit i didnt chill it.
haha, okay i making my drink cool first.
haha, what a retard.

yeah, i know its bad that the first time i drank was like 12.
but, now amount of alcohol i have at home is increasing cos i told mummy i would love to drink wine and alcohol
so she just bought a few bottles from her trip the other time.
those in the pics are some of them.
bad DOREEN.

and now im at home, all alone drinking red wine .. LOL!

---
okay next section.
when i was putting those pics above, i had the urge to spam pictures of korean guys.
haha lol.

on my msn it says: ilove-mysexySINGER&BASSIST (&PRINCE)
here comes them :D

(SPAZZZZZ)

HONGKI the-singer


hey, my boyfriend!! namja chingu:D














next,
JAEJIN the-bassist










when my brother saw my msn nick about the sexy bassist, he asked me immediately what sexy bassist.
he thought was him i think, lol.
then i showed him jaejin's pic/video
haha, i remember telling my brother that he should play his bass like jaejin.
cos jaejin so much cooler than he is.
then he kept on insisting he was good and cool enough.. LOL!
he is just so .. URGE.
MOREOVER, jaejin is younger than my brother by 1.5 yrs
hahah.

lastly, MY PRINCE JANG GEUN SUK :D




same as what I'm doing now :P












AHHHAHHAHAA
okay, enough spamming and spazzing over guys now.
^v^

conclusion: red wine aint as good as i thought it would be :X

Labels: F.T Island, hongki, jaejin, jang geuk suk, korean

What if i tell you that I've got lots of fears within me?
the fear of losing the people around me, the fear of losing myself to the human world, the fear of humans, the fear of losing my sense of belonging, the fear of water, the fear of having too much fears?

What if i tell you that I've got a lot of hatred in me?
towards my loved ones, myself, those around me, those who never got to know me, those i didnt know well enough?

What if i tell you that I've got loads of weaknesses in me?
being too emotional, having a mind that is always too negative, no self-control, being too physically/emotionally weak.


If I had told you all these, would you still be standing by my side?
Or, would you just pluck me out from your memory and walk away?

To come and think of it, i dont know what made me so sadistic and emotional.
I dont know, how i became so emotional about every single thing.
Where did my smile come from, when i am in front of others?

I'm not surprised if people thought that I had split personality.
I remembered someone telling me that, I'm a totally different person when they read my blog.
They asked if I was alright.

Am i really alright?

EMO IS NOT TREND.
BEING EMO IS A SICKNESS,
BEING EMOTIONALLY ILL.


shit, i just realised how sadist and emo person i am.
its so bad.
how can i be like that?

oh, i just found out that im like that when i watched k-drama, Hong Gil Dong (yeah, i mentioned this on my previous post).
Prince Lee Chang Hui
there is really emo sad character there.
he is always giving this sad look and he have a really sad life.
but i really like the character alot.
you can refer his character with the prince yul ( KIMJEONGHOON:) )in k-drama, Goong.
yeah, a sad prince.

haha, but ironic, i hate and worry about ChangHui alot while watching the show.
like people hurting him and sabotaging his plans.
hmm, i guess i just love emo sad korean guys huh.

thinking about it, when i write stories, i love to 'torture' my character, giving them the more heart breaking life anyone could have.
its bad.

haha, i remember telling joc this.
i will cry for my characters (be it in the dramas i watch or my own i write)
i will like think about their life and just like cry for the sad events they experience and life that they have.

damn it, i feel so like spamming so badly.
gosh, its been a long while since i've done this.
okay, today will be the ....

SPAM FOR EMO KOREAN GUYS :)
#1: Hongki from FT-Island










#2: Jang Geuk Suk (from Hong Gil Dong)














hahaha, enough emo pics to make me feel all so emo.
lol, watching hong gil dong really make me feel so damn freaking emo these days.
damn, i wanna live in that show so badly and kill all those freaking bad people there!
(okay, irony again, with my previous post about revenge :X)
okay, other than killing all the people there.
i wanna go into the show and possess sung yuri (acting as Heo Neo Yi) and make her like my emo prince.
haha, and give my sad emo prince A BIG HUG :)

poor thing, emo people who love emo guys.
lol

Labels: F.T Island, goong, hong gil dong, hongki, jang geuk suk, kim jeong hoon, korean