You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Your the person that everyone follows and wants to be around. People look to you for advice and want to be your friend. If your not at a party its not a party
Nothing else to say. Gosh, i just suck to the core.
Super pissed by the fact that i still kinda of dont know what i want. i was talking so much to fel about everything. and we felt like 5 years old girls making big dreams.
is it the path for me? did i not pray before i enter all these? but, part of me thinks that all these is not my future job scope.
and i just realised that, i'm not good at anything. not good anything enough to make that particular thing something that i can earn money with. or is it that i dont have enough confidence and courage to turn something i may seem to be good at into my future job, one that can feed me in the future and make me feel happy when i work.
BoA's first English album is released today!!! :D AHHHHH~~ yes. i know all BoA fans are super happy! the day we've been waiting for!
Heard the whole full album, its really good! some of the songs that she sang, really didnt sound like her! cos the songs she have in this album, most of them is something she never tried before, which is still great! her english is improving. its good!! i think she can have success in debuting and doing well in the America market! BoA, hwating!!
Here's a video that contains all the previews of BoA's new album's songs :D Enjoy~~ :D
haha, there goes DO being crazy over BoA again. told you she never fails to impress me! BoAjjang!
Happy Birthday, my dear Bitch :D lol, you can do all your drinking legally now. and whatever else you want to do :X hahahahahaha. just stay bitchy forever! haha .. ---- To G: i feel useless because i can't seem to do anything for you when you are suffering all the pain and heartaches. i feel super useless as a friend once again. well, i think i probably am one. but well, i know that the only thing i can do is just be there for you?
--- Its like i finally saw the last episode of a drama. i finally saw the episode that reveals everything. yeah, i didnt know, i'm so sorry. all those sufferings and burdens you carried alone, its a stupid for me to not even realise and see them. to think that i thought it was you being you, and i think i am the one being super childish. well, how i hope you will just talk to me when you need a shoulder. but then again, maybe you dont wanna show me your weak side. i'll be here.
-- to all my readers: sorry again. haha, i know some have told me that my blog dont really like make sense sometimes. but ohwells .. haha. cos only people involve will understand? well, sometimes even the person themselves dont even know its them.
my life the past week was .. b0ring NOT!! LOL, i found so many things to do last week. here it goes.
monday - went to jo's place to help her older sister, Yvonne with preparations for her booth in SMU. They have an online blog, www.the6thavenue.com, which sells girls clothes and all. yeah, helped them with designing of their posters. tuesday, wednesday & thursday - went down to SMU with jo to the booth to sell and publicize the booth + online shop. yeah, it was really an experience. haha :) it was really fun. cos jo's there and the new friends i met there was really nice :D i remember having a bbq dinner at jo's place on tuesday and airport dinner with jo + auntie + yvonne on thursday :D
friday - at last, manage to grab almost 12 hrs of sleep!! met jo + jing at a korean restuarant to eat. it was so so lah, so i'm not going to name which korean restuarant we went too :X haha, then walked alot along bukit timah with jing while jo went home to pack her luggage to japan. lol, she flew the next morning at 1am.
haha, so i practically met jo every day from monday to friday. lol, actually to speak so, i met jo + her mum (auntie) + her older sis (yvoone) for a whole 5 days. haha. i think i'm going to miss jo badly since she's going to be in japan for another 8 days. haha. :(
continuing saturday - DONALD's BIRTHDAY FOR THOSE WHO DIDNT KNOW :X well, Heng was the only one who wished Donald happy birthday. haha, lol. Though my second brother did say happy birthday to him a day earlier but he smacked donald's head as a present T______T, hurt my donald .. i have yet got him anything :Xearthwired. it was .. okay lah. as people who know me well, i dont like these kind of social stuff. so, oh wells. luckily i was a helper. haha, if not i wouldnt even appear there to begin with.
so far i've been ... (still) crazy over k-pop/korea/koreans, (still) watching and spazzzzing over Boys Over Flowers, 꽃보다 남자, (still) crazy over jihoo/hyunjoong :D, (still) quite busy, stuck to BoA's Eien, waiting for more Super Junior's Comeback, Sorry Sorry!!, saving money for LG ice cream, (still) loving all my girlfriends :D (you know who you are), .... :D
okay, i think i seem like a happy girl at last. lol.
BoA - Eien perfyou can skip the first 45 secs if you want. 'Cos BoA just talking :D
by the way, she's korean. just that she have been in the jap entertainment market for a while and is going into the america market. so she speak good jap and good enough to understand english :D.
ahh, seriously, she's the best. she's really good in dance and her vocals are awesome. she never fails to impress me. i've been listening to her since i was sec 2, when i saw seem to be some werido who listens to jap and korean music in school. LOL. 5th year listening to BoA, and she never bores me. she just .. so so good. :D so you should watch the video if you havent! she's really ... the best artist i've seen so far!
i shall update about my recent life in a while. :D
This fans are crazy. they draw SO SO well. gosh, i dont mind anyone drawing something so nice for me!!! :) its perfect mann!! I tried to look for the photo of Hyun Joong closest to what they have drawn so you can appreciate the great drawing of this korean fan better! she's really good! ahhhh! i wanna friend her.. HAHAHA :D enjoy.
crap lah, she draw until like its really the photo itself in black and white version. ahhh!! i can never draw until something like that lor .. . T__T
wha, now i understand how cruel and guiltless some people can be. they spoil something you have put in so much time and effort .. then they tell you that now its useless since i dont need it anymore, then they walk away without even a apology or a sorry, and they dont even want to try to help you fix that thing.
today started off very badly. and i dont wanna publish the whole story to the whole world. because there's no point in doing so.
when i was just lying on bed and thinking of how this day will be super bad, Apple called me up telling me that Donald is ready to discharged :) so, i went down to town alone to get donald. haha, didnt really want to ask around for people to accompany me cos i didnt want to bother anyone and i need Donald back badly.
yeah ... just when i on Donald and started to admire it a little, another bad thing happen. Doretta just killed my model -_______-
its destined to be an awful day for me. it just cant get any worst, cos i will just go and sleep the remaining day off if one more day thing is coming my way.
dont know for what particular reason, i have this funny feeling inside of me. well i cant really describe it ...
then again, i always have weird retarded emotions. those that make me high and happy for a particular moment or hour, those that make me super emo for ages, those that make me super troubled and dont know what to do.
fine, its probably just me.
--- went out for dinner at Buddy's with bitch, L, renee and fel. we had a great talked during dinner, which was great. it have been a while since i've caught up with euminl in person. lol, we usually just talk everything online ... then we headed to school, to do some nra stuff. well, not me or L, its for the other 3:) haha, then i was telling them how i want to join nra. should i? i hope i can still cope with school and all even after i join. but will they even take me to begin with?
well, cos i feel at least more human now. that period of being 'a physically dead person' is over. i feel like a human now, a normal human. i can run, i can play sports like anyone else. i need to go and do whatever i was doing, whatever i wanted to do before i had my whole back screwing up on me.
Thank God.
but half of me secretly still wants to be physically disabled. ---- one more day closer to Donald's return :) missmiss him :/
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( Donald just got admitted into hospital. seriously ... i'm missing him vvveerrrrry badly :( its like gosh, i think about him like for every minute when i have nothing to do ... its so bad that i actually watched tv ... gosh, i only watch tv when i'm really bored or the show's really good ..
damn :( my poor donald will only be discharged in like 3-5 days which is very bad :( i never not seen it for more than 2 days and 3-5 days is just killer .. haha.
and i only realised that i cant listen to my korean music only when he comes back.. well or i'll need to listen to them only on my ipod which is damn troublesome. TTTTTTTTTT_____TTTTTTTTTT SO SAD!!
msg me if you need to look for me ... cos i dont think i'll go online anytime these 3 days moreover, i dont really like using any of the computers at home. once you get a mac, who will still use windows man ... and its DONALD i'm missing and not computer .. lol.
haha, i'm so good :D joanne lim jia yuen have been certified well now with the help of korean-do's KOREAN THERAPY :D THANK ME NOW, JO :D
because she is watching Boys Over Flowers and spazzzing over it with me. because she is betraying dadong and likes actor Lee Min Ho (who acts as Gu Jun Pyo) who's korean :D:D because she says Hyun Joong look good when he smiles, making her the first close buddy who said something nice about Hyun Joong oppa ~~ HAHAHAHA!!
and i'm seriously so spazz over Boys Over Flower, Hyun Joong and his character, Ji Hoo XDXD
call me crazy.
even heng likes UR Man By ss501 okay?! (that's the song that Hyun Joong dance to :D:D) hhahahaha~~
