this rocks. this girl, jasmine v is not a official singer. She does a lot of covers and uploads them on youtube, hence she has a own big pool of fans. hahaha, and yes, this MV, she managed to get the whole crew and filmed it. Tell me, what's that? TALENT i'm screaming! She's so good, i better hid myself when i sing.
Youtube her if you wanna her more of her works, or just double/triple click on that video to watch her stuff on youtube :)
To loyal readers and fans of korean-do, I owe all of you an update of my "very happening" life. it's going to be super list like so people dont get bored reading a whole paragraph on 'doreen-rants-about-life' .. haha
- A lot of dance practices these days as church concert, Agape, draws near. I am enjoying dance pracs alot, probably one of the things i wanna do most in my life, that is to perform as a dancer on stage. It's been good, but the aches are definitely not that fun. Love myOstrich sisters more and more.
- Gossip Girl and Sleeping are the only 2 things i do when i am free. Strictly speaking, I am only free yesterday and today. So spent the whole of yesterday sleeping (serious no joke! 13 hrs of sleep yesterday and 12hrs today) and GG-ing.
- I am totally neglecting schools these days. I kinda of figured out from one of Renee's and Fel's conversation that Church + God is more important than school work. Felt guilty for skipping one dance prac for school stuff, so ended up missing 2 korean lessons which i have no idea how i am going to catch up since i have no friends/dont know anyone at korean lesson.
- I just realised that i havent headed to the mall or caught any movies for a whole 2 months (coming to 3 months le). Wanted to catch a movie today, but realised no one free to go with me :( I need to catch UP, ghosts of girlfriend's past and Subaru!
- I really really miss Jo. This is the first time i havent met her in a month ;(:( and jingjing who i havent met for 3 weeks :(
- I am really high now! That i feel like just dance crazily down the hill at my place. Lol, it's the only time left for me to get high before tiredness starts eating into me again :)
- I am ditching school work cos i really dont care about it at this point of time. Sunday night before school starts is the best time to do school work, right Renee? :D:D
- I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIENDS + LAOGONG (who happens to betray me recently :/)
It's not funny how stm (short term memory) is really hitting super hard on me. Maybe it's from all the stress, maybe its from all the lack of sleep/tiredness, i dont know.
I was just learning the dance steps at 5pm with the girls, cos i missed yesterday's prac, so need to learn in like 1 hr what they took to learn in 3-4 hrs. Great, so learnt like some mad person and managed to actually learn pretty fast and kinda of get something out. Cool, then we went ahead to learn the new steps that were intended to be taught today. After that we had super late dinner at 8pm, then after dinner, i totally forgot what the girls taught me.
This is so bad, i think i can barely remember what i learnt today. All i know is i'm damn tired now and my muscles are crazily aching. Shit, how am i suppose to do my intended self-prac at home tmr :(
It sucks when you have super a lot of things to do but dont have the time, energy and capability to do so.
& It sucks even more to know that you are not doing well in what you like. I really always loved and wanna dance, but .. that stupid thing in my head (yes, it's what everyone calls the brain but not sure if mine is one) is not working.
So like what I was saying, June sucks. June just won Best Suckiest Month in the Year 2009.
But I'm hating myself more. Not very glad to know that I might be spending 2 hrs on the road to just travel to and fro church just to take a photo with the dance group. Nothing goes well.
This song just came to me when i was just losing confidence about auditions later.
Lady Gaga - Just Dance A red one Convict Gaga
I've had a little bit too much All of the people start to rush. Start to rush babe. How does he twist the dance? Can't find my drink or man. Where are my keys, I lost my phone. What's go-ing out on the floor? I love this record baby, but I can't see straight anymore. Keep it cool what's the name of this club? I can't remember but it's alright, alright.
[Chorus:] Just dance. Gunna be okay. Da-doo-doo-doo Just dance. Spin that record babe. Da-doo-doo-doo Just dance. Gunna be okay. Duh-duh-duh-duh Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance.
Wish I could shut my playboy mouth. How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside out babe. Control your poison babe Roses with thorns they say. And we're all gettin' hosed tonight. What's go-ing out on the floor? I love this record baby, but I can't see straight anymore. Keep it cool what's the name of this club? I can't remember but it's alright, alright.
[Chorus]
When I come through on the dance floor checkin out that catalogue. Can't believe my eyes so many women without a flaw. And I ain't gonn' give it up, steady tryna pick it up like the car I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex until the til done until tomorr' yeah. Show me I can see that you got so much in the jean The way you twirling up them hips round and round There's no reason, I know why you can't leave here with me In the meantime stand, let me watch you break it down.
[Chorus]
I'm psychotic synchypnotic I got my blue burners and phonic I'm psychotic synchypnotic I got my brand electronic I'm psychotic synchypnotic I got my blue burners and phonic I'm psychotic synchypnotic I got my brand electronic
Go. Use your muscle comin out work and hustle I got it, just stay close enough to get it Go slow. Drive it, clean it like so clean it's been molesto, I got it, and your popped coll'
[Chorus]
taken from: http://www.lyricsty.com/
Yes, it must be coming from Him who is always watching over me. Just went this song rang on my itunes, Renee told me to 'Just dance, gonna be okay'. It's really just coincidence or either, He is really in charge.
I'm super nervous for auditions tomorrow. Lucky there's Maylin who's going with me :) if not i will really be emo-do. lol, and telling fel and renee just now, i will probably run away and not go for auditions if i didnt have someone to go with! At least i can go to training with Maylin if we both get in :) awesome!
Anyhow, went with fel for lunch at Clementi Macs today. Haha, managed to grab the 11-2pm lunch promotions at Macs for the 2nd time. lol. Then, we meet Renee before heading to fel's place for teach-doreen-dance-for-auditions. Haha, went to her place to slack a bit and talk afterwhich we head to her gym to dance for a while then end up slacking and talking. Lol, we spend more time talking then dancing and i dont care! haha, the bond is more important okay! :) Renee left for school first while me and fel went up to her apartment to look at g-market for a while.. really a while only. (g-market is the korean online store that doreen and felicia visits ALOT. We hope to buy the whole site down :) right fel?) it happened that me and fel both saw RAIN BOOTS yesterday. How love! We could buy it and then be the happiest people on earth who screams for joy when it rains. Cos we'll have the perfect reason to wear our rain boots :D
I just practiced on my own with whatever renee and fel taught me for the short afternoon. Haha, surprised but i remembered every single 8's you all taught me! lol, hope i'll be able to remember it during freestyle tmr. I practiced so hard that i am sweating so much. fel! you are not the only one who dances till sweat drips. Lol, i guess i just danced harded when i'm on my own. :(
This have been a very wordy post but. THANKS SO MUCH TO FELICIA CHIA AND RENEE TAN WHO TOOK UP TIME TO TEACH THEIR DEAR FRIEND WHO CAN'T DANCE. :D
tagged all the photos FAMILY camwhored today. it was seriously BAD. lol, haha cos i kept on tagging the wrong people with the wrong name, cos fb had to fail on me when i finish tagging all the photos. thanks so very much.
i'm feeling freaking lazy now to get out of my chair. damn it. badbad. i know i have super alot of things to do, but doreen always choose to be lazy.
i have ministry stuff plus concert things to work on. i have my care circle and core group to pray for. i have my friends that i should show more concern to. i have nra auditions to worry about. but all i do is rest my butt on this chair and start looking at heels all over again ...
anyhow! NRA Auditions! i am going for it this wednesday, and if they dont have a slot for me on wed, i'll probably try this friday and next wed ... all the way till i get myself into NRA. Lol.
Went to town with ming,ling,jo and david on sunday after church. woah its seriously been long since i went town. and
AT LAST, i saw a backpack that i might consider getting. haha, it just appeared to me while we walk into the shop! lol. and a big big tote bag for dance, (i dont know if they are called tote bags but those big big bags). haha, that bag stand out so much! and i will super unique with it :D hahaha!
okay, im like making super a lot of plans to buy stuff after i enter NRA. lol. so i better get in :X
Gosh, NRA auditions for me will be on 13th, 14th and 15th May. I guess i will be going on 13th May, try to fight for the first time slot so i can go home for birthday dinner after that.
Well, was telling fel and renee via sms that the more i should go on 13th May since i will be bring birthday luck into the studio with me, plus i will wear those highcuts those girls got from korea for me. Birthday Luck + Lucky shoes, beat that! lol, euminl said 'OK GOOD GOOD, YOU WILL GET INNN!!!' with those luck. haha. hope so, i better get in even with all those luck. if not i'm just not fated to be in dance. but i have talked to renee and will go for 14th and 15th May if i dont make it in my birthday, 13th. :(
I thought i would be emo-ing if i dont get into on my birthday, but if i do, it will be my biggest birthday present as said by renee! its freaking right. so all i need now, which is much more than luck, is God and His guidence!
#1. the modules i'm taking this semester. Camera & Lighting Effects - saw the super big and amazing green screen. i felt like i am doing something course related at last! first project is a 30 sec commercial with fel in a group. its going to be fun. haha ... was suggesting to fel that we should do heels but .. we'll see .. :D Scriptwriting - many of you might not know this but started writing scripts since i was 14. I always liked to write my own scripts, controlling the minds of all my character. Just that they were all very sucky in my own opinion. when i reread some of them, its like trash. haha, but ohwells, i wanna start to learn how to end my stories properly so maybe this module will help!
#2. NRA Quitting Korean Cultural Club and joining NRA (Dance CCA in NP). Yeah, hope i get through auditions and get into the CCA. Plus joce and hannah kept on reminding me that i should go and make some friends. *cos i dont make any friends at my korean lang class the whole of last sem* Once i get through, i should go and buy dance clothes + shoes :D:D
#3. Hanging out with my girls more often. Havent meet FAMILY for a long while and hanged out enough. Well, naturally we will hang out most during semester, so its great! Plus i get to see my bitch around campus:)
#4. Year 2 at last! I step closer to graduation!! yeah, in 2 years time, i will be done with poly. Economic recession shall end before that and i will get my job/have the money to go overseas to study :D:D
haha, i love my freshly coated pink nail polish on my fingernail, and silver on toenails.
dont know for what particular reason, i have this funny feeling inside of me. well i cant really describe it ...
then again, i always have weird retarded emotions. those that make me high and happy for a particular moment or hour, those that make me super emo for ages, those that make me super troubled and dont know what to do.
fine, its probably just me.
--- went out for dinner at Buddy's with bitch, L, renee and fel. we had a great talked during dinner, which was great. it have been a while since i've caught up with euminl in person. lol, we usually just talk everything online ... then we headed to school, to do some nra stuff. well, not me or L, its for the other 3:) haha, then i was telling them how i want to join nra. should i? i hope i can still cope with school and all even after i join. but will they even take me to begin with?
well, cos i feel at least more human now. that period of being 'a physically dead person' is over. i feel like a human now, a normal human. i can run, i can play sports like anyone else. i need to go and do whatever i was doing, whatever i wanted to do before i had my whole back screwing up on me.
Thank God.
but half of me secretly still wants to be physically disabled. ---- one more day closer to Donald's return :) missmiss him :/
its been a loooong time since i embed any videos here. here are 2 to share :D
[MV] I'm stupid - SS501 (Boys Over Flowers OST)
This is the current k-drama i'm chasing. hahaha. and i like the guy who has brown, shoulder length hair! i dont care if you like him or not :P:P haha, and i really like this song so so much :D
the guy who has brown, shoulder length hair. His name is Kim Hyun Joong, leader of SS501. haha. everyone should watch the video below though they are going to skip the above one. cos his dancing is really good! LOL, and the cheorography is great too!
Kim Hyun Joong SS501 U r MAN dance practice
hahaha :D to all those who watched Boys Over Flowers: I LIKE HIM BEST AMONG THE 4!! haha, he is so sad & emo :( he's so nice and sweet, just that jandi dont know how to appreciate him :( hmph! even heng dont like him too :P
too bad, i like him. He's so nice :D HAHAHAAHA!, only heng & icy will understand my craziness. i know its time they murder me or sew my mouth up so i'll stop talking about the same person over and over again :D
