Wednesday, December 26, 2007
posted at 3:08 PM
merry christmas everyone.
okay, this is really late as its almost boxing day liao.
lol.
its been a bad christmas.
i cried like almost more than 5 times.
shit, not telling ya for what.
bad bad christmas.
whatever i wanted to get in the stores are like all sold out.
my beanie, hat, tops, .. EVERYTHING IS GONE
i feel empty.
6 more days to '08
20 more days to pay day
1mth + 3 days to school life at ngee ann.
Friday, December 14, 2007
posted at 3:35 PM
sighx, okay.
i stopped doing the daily-blogging-emo-post-till-christmas thing 2 weeks ago.
i just couldnt keep up with it :SS
anyways,
i've been working 8 hrs shift at least 5 times a week.
and watching at least an hour of korean drama these days.
watching witch yoo hee and hello miss! currently.
more than half way for both shows.
3 more episode for witch yoo hee
7 more episode for hello miss!
okay, fine.
i agree that witch yoo hee gets a little sucking towards the end.
cos its a little on my nerves sometimes.
but, watch it for kim jeong hoon!!
not for the character he is acting as, cos he's kind of wicked there.
but then again, you will be able to see and learn how scary pple can get in this small world we are living in +___+
hello miss! is worth watching!
look at lee da hae do her crazy things --> her dramas are normally the crazy type
lee ji hoon just look better and better as the show progresses :DD
i'm waiting in anticipation for next week!
so many things gonna take place mann!
clique stayover: 21st to 22nd:D
and many more that i know will make me smile ^__^
doreen's tiring and boring life starts again.
like faith, i think im lacking in social life a lot this hols
aiya.
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
posted at 1:36 PM
#3. Love Is Leaving (She's gone) by Super Junior
When did you start getting tired of me
What did I do to make things hard for you
I no longer say anymore words to you
I can't even ask you anymore questions
Not once did you throw a tantrum instead you just smiled
I missed the sadness that swept across your eyes
It's absentminded foolishness, I'm sorry my love
*Watching you turn away, love is vanishing
I'm now starting to see time
I believed that the time to part was suppose to come
I didn't know it was sinking inside of me
If I could turn back time..
No, if you would just smile for me once..
You were weary all by yourself, I couldn't hold your heart
It's my childish pride, I'm sorry my love
**Seeing how cold you're becoming, this parting is smudging
I know that there's nothing I can do anymore
Becoming attached to the word love
I didn't realize my love was leaving me
Just saying the words I'm sorry is not enough, even though I am very sorry
I don't know the right words to say to you
I'm so dizzy I can't even breath
I'm getting lost in time that I've lost
There's nothing I can do at this point..
*Watching you turn away, love is vanishing
I'm now starting to see time
I believed that the time to part was suppose to come
I didn't know it was sinking inside of me
Monday, December 3, 2007
posted at 10:11 AM
i dont know what's up with me mann.
when i found out that i need to work tmr from 12pm to 4pm, i feel this sudden dread in me to go work.
i dont know what's wrong with me suddenly.
when pple ask me how's work and all, i'll just say okay and not anything else.
i dont really like my job actually.
i think going school is so much better.
cos, i too need friends.
and i dont mix with the pple well at coffee bean.
i'm gonna quit :X
after my training?
after i found a job that will pay me at a better rate per hour?
something that will be more fun with friends' company?
i dont know.
it was really a rash decision i made to work there.
sighx, i want my pay badly :S
i dont understand how pple can work at there for almost 2 decades?!
i'm dying even before reaching a month working there.
did i made the right choice in working there in the first place?
now, if i quit, not only wouldnt i get my pay for going for training these 3 weeks, i wouldnt even be able to step into the coffee bean at rail mall.
cos it would feel so awkward.
i dont know who to tell all these to.
joyce told me to quit cos she cannot see her friend getting paid at $4 per hour.
she wants to me to go give flyers at $8.50 per hour.
aiya, i really dont know.
maybe after my training, i'll just take up 2 jobs.
dont know la :SS
you've got to help me, lord +____+
i'm so depressed that i almost cried just now.
i really got no clue in anything im doing now mann.
working there is alright, pple treat me okay.
but i just dont feel the urge to go there anymore.
i wanna talk to my mum about this.
but im afraid that she would scold me for having thoughts like that.
my terrible fate.
my terrible life :X
but this woke me up once again.
this feeling in me.
that is telling me
'doreen, you dont wanna earn so little money when you grown up.
you want to get your dream job, your dream pay
you need to work and study very hard in poly to get what you want.
you know all these are crap that you dont wanna face in the future'
drags..
#2. Forever Love by TVXQ
Shining right before our eyes, the glittering sunset
Inside my chest, a profound love like nothing I have ever felt before
If I say to myself that I'm fine on my own, I'm telling a lie
I've been passing time like this, but from now on, you're the only one I'll never part from
Time and time again I'll send it to you, what you're looking for
All your hesitation will melt away, let's live and Forever Love
With shadows inching closer on a steep path, the feel of your clasped hand
It seemed like that gently, tenderly erased the pain
What kind of a future are you painting?
The image of your young self
Finding the first star of the evening
Now, I'll give it to you
Time and time again I'll sing for you, my precious one
The single most undeniable treasure in this world, believe in love
You're the only love forever
No matter whenI'm confident that
I'll protect you forever
The thorns stuck deep within your heart
If they're pulled out, I'll hold you close
An endless dream
Time and time again I'll grant it for you, everything that you wish for
The single most undeniable brilliance in this world, believe in love
Time and time again I'll give it to you, what you're looking for
All your hesitation will melt away and let's live, together
You're the only love forever
Sunday, December 2, 2007
posted at 1:55 PM
twenty five more days to christmas.
i shall post twenty five emo post/lyrics within this time.
here comes my emo post :S
christmas is not really suppose to be an emo thing.
but this time of the year is always emo to me :SS
this is a translation of a korean song, so forgive the english and lang structure of it :D
#1.고장난 가슴(Broken Heart) by Battle
I'm regretting a lot, there are a lot of things I did wrong
Give me one chance, forgive me just once
Why is this day without you so lonely
There is one breath in my broken heart
Can't you come back to me, every night I can't sleep
I'm just shedding tears
Are we now other people, are we really finished
I linger at your house like a habit, when we meet
In case we grow farther apart, in case you hate me more
I'm just looking at your back, crying
I'm regretting, I was very bad
I'm very sorry.
Please forgive me a little
I want to see you the more I try to forget you and I yearn for you
Only tears fill my broken heart
Can't you come back to me, every night I can't sleep
I'm just shedding tears
Are we now other people, are we really finished
I linger at your house like a habit, when we meet
In case we grow farther apart, in case you hate me more
I'm just looking at your back, crying
I'm sad because the songs on all the streets are sad
My throat closes with every step,
Don't see anyone else, Don't date anyone else
I'll love you even if bloody tears pour from my heart
In case you return to me one day, in case you contact me if I wait
I'm just looking at your back, crying
(Rap)I can't do it, You are my everything but why do you just keep hurting me
Don't do this, don't leave me, don't love anyone else
I'm hurt, I'm crying, my heart know, the words "us" is sad
The memories in my heart refuse to move
Just once, please give my broken heart a chance, trust me
Let me make you smile one more time
I'll make you happy, I'll swear to the heavens, I promise
I'll love you forever as if you never left me
My broken heart is crying
