this weekend is a total fun-filled-madness. yeah, we had sisters' night on saturday. it was just lovely and sweet of all the brothers for everything they did for us :) THANK YOU SO MUCH:)
then yesterday, the madness starts. my 2 brothers and I shared a cab with leonard and we reached home at about 12. when we were walking home, my big bro wanted some food. but me and 2nd brother said a BIG NO to that idea. i didnt wanna get fat by eating so late, and 2nd brother was so tired out. then after all of bathed and are clean, 2nd bro started to complain that he's hungry too and wants food. lol, we almost ordered macs, but we would probably just sleep before the delivery comes. so we went back to the place my big brother wanted to eat at. yes, it was 12 - 1 am when we went out. damn, and i had a bowl of noodles + fried chicken wings + coke :(:( (<-- FATT) yeah, oh wells. supper lasted till 3 am. yes, i think we took like 1 ++ hr to eat. lol, we just talked talked laughed laughed. like what my 2nd brother said, its a rare opportunity for the 3 of us to go out for supper :D and i totally love it.
today was madness. seriously. haha, after church, i met up with my mummy and sis for lunch + crazy shopping. and i didnt purposely wore the "i-love-shopping" shirt cos i was going shopping okay. its was just ... coincidental, really!
i spend loads of cash today. well, it was all suppose to be from my pay that is coming soon, but oh wells. since i went out with mum, its a total sponsored trip i guess :P in total i've gotten 3 dresses, a pair of heels, a pair of slippers, a box, 3 facial masks, 2 facial wash, 6 girl stuff (:P), 2 things to put in my room, ... i think that's all :D lol, it was suppose to be more of a 'shopping-trip-that-mum-needs-to-get-clothes' end up, i think my shoppings were as much or even more than hers. as usual, haha. and yes, we did most of our shopping at toapayoh. we walked around like for about 2-3 hrs? it was craziness. i felt as if my mummy just strike top price for 4D/toto last night. haha, we went into shops we wanted and just grabbed whatever we want. lol, for once, my mummy didnt care about the prices of the items -.- how can she spoil us like that. so end up, the three of us were like carry so many bags.
then we decided to go meet dad at home and continue shopping at IMM :) yes, so practically the whole day was shopping after church.
crazy weekend, i'll post about teachers' day and celebrations tmr since teachers' day is only tmr :D:D
I've been thinking and feeling alot. I can't believe all these are happening to you.
We used to the best of friends, what everyone labels as BFF (best friends forever) kinda of besties. I looked at you these days and tried my best to recall, how exactly close we were in the past. Are we just friends close? No, i realised that you made a big part of me. You were a big part of my girl-turning-a-teenage life. I remember how one march holidays, i asked what you were doing for your holidays and you told me nothing special. I invited you over to my family's chalet. I felt as if you were a part of my family, playing so well with my cousins, talking so well with my parents. Everyone knew that we were the one of closest pair of friends, so close till the extent many thought we actually looked alike.
Things changes drastically in just a year, the year that both of us were experiencing different events in our lives. You were considered a youth and i was just a primary girl taking her psle. We still met up that often until that time we fought over the childish-est thing ever. I still don't understand why you had to fight with me over something like that. It was seriously plain immature. I don't blame you.
Now, look at us. You probably never been into this place, but I read your blog often enough. What have become of you today? Its really too scary for me to comprehend everything in detail. You are like that bestfriend of mine then, who is the total stranger i don't even exchange eye contact with.
We used to be so alike, but now, whatever you're doing is what i hate most. I know you were popular, but i didnt know you would use your popularity like that. Man, i don't know if i can really hate you. Maybe if i foresee your behaviour today, did something back then, i would have been able change your today.
Even mommy thinks that its scary how you were my bestfriend and now, you've became like that. Well, look at the both of us now. We used to be so alike in all our ways, but now, we're heaven and hell, angel and devil different.
What happened? I'm totally disappointed. Just don't come back into my life since you've left for your naughty world.
to the previous post, i suddenly remember and realised those people that have been with me during that night.
i purposely didnt share this during service,
though i did went up to share about other stuff.
well, personal reasons.
i need to thank, firstly, the Lord. He was really there to use people to comfort me and protect that guitar which didnt spilt into half after the fall.
i need to thank those who were really there for me,
Suzanne who was there for me, hugged me who i indirectly caused her to cry as well.
Linghui who held my hand, had the same emotions and thoughts as me, helped me not feel so afraid, and that msg she sent my brother :D
Jolene who was trying to make me laugh and smile the whole time we were walking back to church
Weifeng who made me smile and laughed so hard with his stupid dance.
David for not saying anything. well, it was good okay.
Leonard who kept on telling me and comforting me that its only cosmetic issues
Maylin, Bon & a few other girls for the hugs :)
Charlene
Kendra
i thank God for all these people around me.
though i dare to admit in public that i'm not that close to my church friends, but that night, i really felt as if we were a big family, we were all siblings in His name.
i felt as if, you would really be there to carry the sky with me if it really fell on me.
recently, i have been hearing so much. so much about youngsters at my age getting cancer, getting seriously ill, ... teens passing away at my age, really i wouldnt be able to take that in if any of my friends/loved ones passed away. please take care of yourselves, my friends and loved ones. even if you really do become ill, please do tell me.
It’s sad to hear when someone so young dies.
Model turned actor Lee Eon has died tragically in a motorcycle accident early this morning on his way from from a wrap-up party for for KBS’s drama Strongest Chil Woo. The 27 year old crashed into the guard rail of the elevated roadway in Hanam-dong. He is said to have died on impact.
As a resident of this city, that particular strip of elevated road is banked, curved and not well maintained. In other words, dangerous.
Yongsan police have released a statement that they yet to rule out whether he was riding under the influence of alcohol.
Having his start in modeling, Lee Eon rose to fame in last year’s successful drama, Coffee Prince.
credits: popseoul.com
i didnt wanna talk to anyone online today. i wasnt in the mood to do anything now i'm so afraid to lose anyone now. well, though i ain't a crazy fan of this actor above, i watched coffee prince and watched his cf recently. and he just went like that.
Rest in Peace, that's all i can say.
&& the emo tracks replay themselves on my itunes once again ... ...
You are very bubbly and bright. You like to be the center of attention and love when people notice you. You thrive on people liking and accepting you. This is wonderful, but let it go to your head. You must realize not everybody wants to be your friend. You are trusting and hardworking, and tend to learn quickly. you don't like to be active much unless it is in your studies/music. You love going to parties and being with friends, but often you tend to shut your family out of your life. The piano is very temperamental and with that comes a sea of emotions. You are trusting and loving to people very easily but if they hurt you, you can hold a grudge for years.
________________ this is so super true. well, not all, but MOST! like, okay. the paragraph above is SO DOREEN. please. it is lah. HAHA! though i dont really like the instrument since i've gotten pretty sick of it since i was 13. lol, though i secretly wanna take it up :X
okay, i'm feeling all nice now. i'm going to wish all the august babies here now :) well, some awfully late, while some awfully early, and one awfully on time :D
IN THE MONTH OF AUGUST 4th - Jang Geun Suk, my prince (21) dear prince, you're looking so fine. haha, anyhow, happy 21st!! :D:D its really your year this year cos you have already filmed 2 movies and 2 dramas. YOU ROCK since you're only 21 this year!! :D:D
6th - Leonard Chng (21) HAHA, another person turning 21 this august. lol, i had a hard time looking for you photo of you, but i was determined too, you can't be the only one without a photo here right? LOL, so there it is :D i found in somehow in my donald. anyhow, push on and jia you in uni yeah. i wanna be there soon too! oh, and i was thinking of learning guitar from you. but you're wayy too busy for anything else now i guess. haha, happy 21st again for the 1231354235 time :)
(no photo/didnt want a flag here:X) 9th - Singapore (43?) i just realised how important you are to me. well, i probably be suffering if i was born somewhere else. oh wells. haha, thank God that i'm safe from everything over on this small red dot :D
18th - Kwon Ji Yong, G-dragon (20) I had a hard time looking for proper photo of you. okay, they are all great but most with shades on. lol. Well, you're a real talent, like seriously for anyone at the age of 20 to be writing so many songs!! and songs as deep as Haru Haru, This Love, .. And all the songs you write are awesome, with both the lyrics and the tune and all. gosh you freaking rock. lol. rock on 'cause 'G-DRAGON IS GOLDEN TICKET.' :)
20th - JINGJING, my pet PIG (17) you're 17 now so you better behave. lol, i really do sound like i'm talking to my pet. haha, stop being a jealous boyfriend please. haha, i know you love me too much you need to know everything i do. we're meeting on friday yeah? please love those cockroaches :D loveyou, pig.
25th - Hannah, Lannah Loong the 'L' (17) HAHA, i really love to and enjoy teasing you. but sort of realised that you've been pretty nice and all to me. thanks for everything yeah! we've been friends for only about slightly more than half a year and i feel as if i've known you well enough. lol, somehow i can just open up to you. you should be glad. thanks for allowing me to make fun of you all these while. i'll continue for the next 2 years, all the way till you grad:D that is if we are in the same class. haha. don't get diabetes. :D
---- the end of my lovelove to people around me :D haha, i should blog more like that in the future. makes me feel kinda happier :D
okay, youtube and my internet hates me today. after a trip to malacca, i can't even fangirl or browse around the internet properly this totally sucks.
anyhow, since blogger and photobucket is working fine :D, i'm going to update on my last week :)
On thursday, before i left, i celebrated jing's birthday a week before her actual one. yes, and she was not being appreciative the whole night. lol, me and jo almost died planning for her. ohwells, jing sucks. here are the pics!
okay, we had a steamboat dinner. then we surprised her with the cake. which she was not surprised at all, hate you pig. her lovely cake that was awesomely good!!
birthday girl, zhijing/xiaojingjing/booch/pig
jojo:D lovelove!
and jo gave me and jingjing stuff. lol, yes it wasnt my birthday but i had so many things that day as well!! 3 HEART balloons, i love you WIFE (** edit: she wants to be the wife) :D
well, we're suppose to have a mask party, but no time :X
gold one for me!!
a goodie bag since it was a birthday party :D
and jo gave me everything RED inside! she just knows her hubby (**edit: i'm the husband now) too well :D
JING IS FREAKING SCARED OF COCKROACHES!!! HAHAHA! well, managed to get a pack of cockroaches for her :) almost got it imported from aboard okay. but me and jo didnt wanna spend too much on cockroaches. lol. yeah, but seriously, jing's expression when she sees cockroaches was just >priceless. haha, she was on her toes the whole night, being very paranoid about everything. jing is the pig that is scared of cockroaches :D
--- friday, left the house at 6.30am (i havent woke up so early for almost a year!!) malacca wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. well, most of the time i would just skip malacca and go straight to KL.
MY ROOM!
toilet :)
okay, i was dressed pretty formally throughout the whole trip since i went there for a conference. haha, so don't have the impression that i always dress like that when i'm aboard!!
ROOMATE, Ryna - which i only knew during the conference itself, but we cliqued SO well.
yes, she was using donald. i brought donald over :D:D
and we had to pay RM20/per day for internet. the hotel didn't had wireless internet though stated on their web. sucks, we had to use the old fashion thing. lol!!
ROOMATE - RYNA - you're so retarded!! lol, but we've so much to talk about though we know each other for only 2 days? yeah, we had this 2 hours conversation in the hotel room before we slept on the 2nd night of the trip. both of us were like tried lying down on the bed, but somehow we just talked and talked. haha, i'll miss you!!
44th coy GB Captain - ELIORA yeah, her name is as unique as it seems!
&& my conference.
yes, it was a jiemeihui/WSCS thing. but it was really fun. lol.
FOOD WAS LIKE MADNESS! we had 6 meals a day. breakfast, tea break, lunch, tea break, dinner, supper. DAMN i'm sure i gain weight.
oh, and did i mention? I MEET MRS PANDIAN THERE!! haha, not really MET there i meant. she went for the conference as well! what a surprise!
me, ryna and eliora were like the only youths there. the rest were aunties who claimed to be younger than us. HAHA, seriously, going to a trip with overload of auntie can be really fun. no doubt more fun compared to going out with a group of youths i guess. we were like standing at the side during auntie's conversation and laughing at them. well, i guess aunties are more open and caring compared to youths. i dont know, maybe its only me, or this conference.
okay, i'm trying to fit back into my working life now after the trip.
THIS IS A DIFFERENT POST, NOT THE SAME AS THE ONE I POSTED DAYS AGO. Big Bang's MV - Haru Haru / Day by Day MV
okay, for the good of all those who ain't big bang fans and those who ain't korean, i'm going to post what's going on in this mv above. (well, cos i realised that people actually watched this awesome mv :D)
okay to cut the crap, this is what went on in the mv
characters: A - the first guy who starts rapping ('finally i realised that i'm nothing without you ....') B - the guy who was touching the girl's hand in the beginning GIRL - this is obvious, the only girl there -.-''|
GIRL left/broke up A. and it happens that one day A saw GIRL with another guy, B. A and B started fighting after the girl left. A goes crazy after seeing GIRL with B. They happen to meet one day at the carpark. B cuddled the GIRL to emphasize the fact that GIRL is not A's anymore. A just goes even crazier. He goes home and slams everything off. GIRL can't bear to see A behaving like that, she's also very upset that they will need to part sooner or later. A's friends saw him slamming everything, behaving like a mad fool, they wanna stop him, but can't. everyone gathers at the hospital, only A doesn't know about GIRL's cancer she's suffering from. gd's friend decide to tell A to allow them to meet for one last time, before GIRL dies. A ran, but didn't made it in time to see GIRL for the last time. A met B in the hospital. B gave A the girl's couple ring. A & GIRL had a couple ring (is shown with the flash back) A cries in anger and saddness as he learns about everything. but everything is too late now. GIRL dies.
'I'm sorry for lying, she really loves you' hence, A ended the song with 'Oh girl, I cry cry You're my all, say goodbye bye Oh, my love Don't Lie lie Oh my love, say good bye'
yeah, this is the end of what i have to say about this awesome sad mv.
this album have hit 100,000 pre-orders and YG entertainment is crazily printing it like mad now. and i dont know when it'll be my turn to get my album since i didnt even pre-ordered it. congrats Big Bang, you're bringing in more gold for your company right now.
haha, another 'loveletter' from another girl in my working area. so cute la, she drew like 6 faces (of me). and mis-spelt jiejie as 'jeijei'. :D and attempt to spell my name as dorin.
lol, i'm attracting too many girls.
HAHA!, but only girls tend to do things like such.
girls express their love freely unlike guys.
okay, that wasnt a personal attack to anyone.
gosh, looking at my tatoo now with colour, i thnk it looks damn real! i want this as my airbrush or maybe, permanent tattoo!! its fading off slowly day by day T____T and they (kids) all said that i was a baddie cos i had a dragon tattoo.
i want my airbrush tattoo badly now!
i wanna have the paikia look from now on :P
okay, i don't have to really paikia since i'm already one.
lol, that excludes those i deleted on the spot.so i can safely say i took almost 200 photos in 43 minutes.
lol, you can go and calculate my rate of taking photo.
haha, i can officialy proclaim myself as
CAMWHORE-QUEEN.
and my mummy just laughed at me when i told her that.
and she insisted is not her genes that made me like that.
and pushed all blame on my daddy.
what a dorky mum.
i'm getting better with those emo shots.
anyhow, check out my tattoo!:D:D
yes, dodo got a tattoo.
dont worry, its not permanent.
though i secretly want a permanent one. well at least one that can stay for about 2 weeks? air-brush sort? i dont know what i want la.
haha, though i myself used to be really against tattooing.
people do change.
&& check this out, yes, tell me that i'm mad. and the play count continues. since this is the 2nd day running listening to only Big Bang's Haru Haru. i've watched the mv like 10-20 times by now.
GOSH!!! in just 20 minutes, it will be the lengendary 080808!!! well, you must think that doreen is nuts over the arrival of olympics. i never fail to surprise you:)
well, i told my mummy 'As long as China don't shake anymore, i dont care about olympics.' lol, other than the fact that the torch bearer this year is a super junior member, hangeng.
080808, BIGBANG IS BACK WITH A 3rd MINI ALBUM :P:P that's wayyy more exciting and what i'll be looking out for in just 20 minutes.
well, but i've just received good/bad news online regarding their 3rd mini album. it was sold out from the number of pre-orders received that its back ordering now. lol, that's funny. that is good cos the album sales is good and people are buying their music. BUT, IT ALSO MEANS I'M GOING TO GET IT AT A LATER TIME?! that's one thing why it suck staying in singapore.
i can't even import it over since its all gone now, i need to make sure i snatch mine before the next batch fly off. lol.
i'm glad i'm working now, there are so many great albums by great people being released this and next month. well, i'll be officially fulltime fangirling for from now, not like i never did. lol.
talking about work, i received something i thought was sweet today! its sweet considering the fact that i only meet this girl on monday and got to only know her better on wednesday!! well, i told you the girls there are loving me so much, that they drag me to play barbie with them. HAHA!
&& i'm suddenly stuck to wondergirls' & girls generation music yet again. it must be the WONDERBANG GENERATION(wonder girls + big bang + girls generation) EFFECT!!
FIRST DAY AT BEFORE & AFTER SCHOOL CHILDCARE CENTRE wells, its was okay. but for some reason i was feeling very tired the whole time there. i bet it was because my breakfast coffee suck. & partly cos i cannot act stupid or talk or listen to music. wells i'm the teacher there what. lol
okay, but it was pretty fun. first time i open up to people so easily. maybe cause they are kids, and the adults there are awesome. but a few funny/cute incidents that happened today with the kids :X
#1. a girl. well, she saw my handphone wallpaper during lunch. then comes our conversation.
girl: jiejie, is that a girl? me: no, its not la! girl: It is la jiejie!! its a girl!! me: no, its not a girl. its a boy! girl pauses for a while, i think she was shocked.. lol. girl: oh, then it must be your boyfriend right? me: (i wish!) no, its not my boyfriend la. girl: he is la, jiejie me: no, he is a korean singer. girl pauses for another while girl: you have boyfriend right, jiejie? me: no, i dont. girl: you have la, dont bluff me. me: i really dont have. girl pauses yet again and said, 'I can introduce a korkor to you! Kelvin korkor is 19 this year. me: oh really? girl: yes, how old are you? me: 17 girl: then you can marry kelvin korkor!!! HAHAHAHA.
i was like thinking, HUH!? -.-''|. this girl is only primary 3 and she's telling me these things. i changed my screensaver like immediately after she said all those. can you imagine if more kids saw? they would like repeat the same conversation again and again.
then another one #2. a group of primary 2 boys. they saw my watch during study time. then our conversation
boy A looks intensively at my watch me: yes? boy A: how come your watch like that one? me: huh? boy B: ya lor, got heart shape one. more boys started to look at my watch now. boy B: HAHA, i know. your boyfriend buy for you this watch right? me: NO! boy A: aiyo, jiejie. i know is your boyfriend buy one la. me: nononono. boy B: jiejie, you have boyfriend? me: nono, do your work lah. boy A: you bluff, you have boyfriend right. me: no, i dont have. boy A: you have la. me: you dont do your work i dont tell you. boy B: jiejie I KNOW!! you have a wife right? me: NO!! i dont have any wife or husband. boy A: you have mummy? me: yes, i only have mummy and daddy. and can you all just concentrate and do your work?
LOL!! the kids are so cute. they didnt really get on my nerves that badly. hope they will quit asking me about getting married and having a boyfriend soon.
oh, but many also asked me when i'm working till. when they know that i'm working only until october, they got really really sad. i was still thinking ' hey its only my first day! ' and then boy B came along and suddenly asked me, 'jiejie, can you stay until november? december?'
so sad, i already feel bad for working there for only 2 months which i initially thought it was already loooong.
but, i cant wait to get back there tmr! the kids are like so cute!! & they love me so much! well, not all. i'm just too nice :)
well, i attended his birthday party just last saturday. && i drew/design him a notebook for his present along with a DIY card:) everything was like totally DIY-ed and i loved it so much! yeah, well. its going to get altered by me once he passes it back to me soon. haha.
hope you'll use it! & this is the only time you can see me draw such a proper guitar. lol.
i felt like doing one for myself after seeing his guitar version okay. maybe i should go and bind a notebook for myself and do this too! HAHA
haha, okay. i took so much effort to do that blogskin heading. lol, i really suck at photoshop. well, this is the best i can come up with now. i should go and learn photoshop inside out :(
it had this really loud fan noise which was pretty scary as it sounded as if it was fuming with anger at me.
lol, then charger wouldnt wanna light up even when i'm charging it, and when there is battery in connected to the computer, it states on the computer that no battery is connected.
and then, I FIXED IT :)
haha, so look for me if you have that fan noise issue with your macbook/macbook pros:)
i feel so smart with my macbook pro now.
well, i'm just pro i guess :P
THANK GOD!
i thought i had to buy a new computer or send donald to the hospital for a while.
lucky i didnt call the person up, if not it would have been pretty retarded.
this is a really late update on founder's day which was like 1/2 a month ago.
haha, okay.
now, for the founder's photos.
again, I REALLY MISS EVERYONE THERE.
the i-really-miss-mg rushed back at me really hard that day.
well, i dont exactly missed studying books and doing what i was doing in school for the past 10 years (duh i love my current school life much better)
i miss the people there truck loads.
i can't believe they just walked into my life for 10 years and they are also slowly walking out now.
:(
I MISS YOU!
okay, now i'll shut up and grab the photos if you really want.
those who have facebook, i've upload the album there as well :D
what i've gotten from MG that day
CLASS OF 30'07/40'08!:) proud to be the first graduating 40'08 class in mg :D i love you guys loads!!
sharon, mil, eunice and me:)
lydia!! the girl who have been stuck with me as classmates for her whole secondary life! ILOVE&MISS YOU LOADS! haha, i was really great being your classmate for 4 years straight :)
40'08 peeps who are school in ngee ann now minus juu :( whatever, mil.
US minus vera :(:( i'm glad we're still sort of running strong now. fourth year running and my looongest clique ever, i hope we'll run another 10 years :D
stacey is so retarded :P:P
gosh, PETRINA QUEK SUET HUI HAVE BEEN MY BESTIE SINCE PRI.5! well i just had to say that cos we NEVER fought before!! okay, that's for you, trina! well, our friendship for the 7th year running. i love you loads dear :D
raina-NANA GIRLFRIEND:) i miss miss my girlfriend. (okay i know i've been really emotional lately missing everyone)
BETHY!! KAI, JO && CASS (1/2 of the k-boxing gang)
okay, total whatever to whatever jo wanted to do. lol
EUNICE LAU!!! HAHAHA!! :)
ANGIE!~ as spastic as ever
SQUEAK!!! :) we need to go jamming soon too!
LOL. cassie and jo having cat slapping session
hey yo kelly :D
time for DOJO LOVE:)
FAITH & RACHEL (lovelove:))
jo, do, patty, cassie. I LOVE LOBIN SO MUCH:) miss you loads!
let's end off with a JOANNE LIM's ji-lian i'm engaged to you :P lovelove you dear:)
i took 2 hrs to post this entry. longest time taken to post any entry ever. haha. cos uploading these pics were taking crazy time. chaos for now:)
