sighx, so torturous ... i have to limit myself to watch only 1 episode of Boys Over Flowers a day. so sad lor:( lol, well since they only broadcast to only episode 16 so far and i already finished episode 14 today though i have implemented this rule every since the day/2nd day i was watching it :( i saw this coming ... haha.
to feed my addition and possible withdrawl symptons from BOF, i've decided that i shall start start watching We Got Married :D lol. watched 8 episodes of that today but i'm only like watching Andy + Solbi couple cos they are so cute :D haha lol, tmr shall watch Andy + Solbi && Hyunjoong + Hwangbo couple :D (<-- joongbo couple!) i think it will be so fun watching those tmr + 1 episode of Boys Over Flowers.
haha, but at this rate of watching We Got Married ... i'll finish watching both couples before i even wait for 4 more episodes of Boys Over Flowers to be screened in korean TT_____TT
for your info, Boys Over Flowers is only screened every monday and tuesday, 9.50pm in korea. :( it will take one month of the show to be done screening in korea, damn. but yet i dont want to lose like the beat of watching that drama. i dont know, for me, i need to watch drama like in a week or 2. NOT FOR A MONTH!!! LOL ... if not i will lose the beat one .. and the feel too! haha, i guess i would just need to rewatch it some day? but i dont really like to rewatch dramas to begin with ... :( oh wells, see how lah. .. maybe i will be that bored during the hols ..
okay, its getting late and i see jo is starting to become like me over BOF :D i need to watch a lot of korean + films this holidays. 1. for my korean (teacher said need to watch korean, listen to korean ...) 2. for my film ... duh!
When friends drift apart, they may start to say 'there's no common interest between us anymore', 'we are not in the same school', 'no time to meet up', 'its not my fault, its hers!', ... but think about it, is it all these that may you drift apart? its you. come on face it, its really you and stop blaming other things and everyone else other than yourself.
Then why dont you start tell me, you broke up with your boyfriend because there's no common "interest between us anymore, we are not in the same school, there's no time to meet up, its not my fault, its his!" ?!! lol, come on, why did you even get together with him? because you both had same the same interest, same school, had plenty of time to meet up? damn, dont lie.
well, the reason why you two got together in the first place was before you both loved each other. so i believe that, no matter how you and your friends have no common interest and common ground, how you all may not be in the same school, how much you dont meet your friends ... as long as you have a genuine friendship and love for them, your friendship and sisterhood will still be there. its just that have you made that effort, did you hurt that too much to savage the friendship, have you left too much unsaid?
all i want to tell you today is, please stop hurting and bothering her. i am only saying this because i'm her friend, her good sister.
we are not in the same school, we dont have common interest, but we always make time to meet up though how busy we get, and i can say that we have that bond and love among us.
please, think about what you have done, your little actions that hurt my friend. you killed your own friendship many times but my friend just wanted to give you chances then and again. please stop hurting her, stop lying to her. you should do some serious self-reflection soon. and i'm not going to just sit here and watch you hurt her anymore. i mean it. i will be really mean ..
i dont care if you eventually will read this, or eventually know who you are, or curse me under your breath. because standing up for her is more than this. i'll always be there for you, wife.
i'm seriously such a pig these days. i need at least like 12 - 14 hrs of sleep each day before feeling quite awake. every day is like sleep for 10 hrs then need to nap for 2 hrs in the morning after waking up for 2-3 hrs. lol! i sleep so much like Jihoo in Boys Over Flowers! LOL. (okay, i'm so addicted to BOF :X)
today went to mum's office and tried to do the video for her. i kept yawning the whole time i was in the office cos i only slept for 7 hrs last night. after 30 mins of doing some work, i was a bit sian from yawning so just like talked to mummy about stuff. then after another 30 mins, i told mum i'm tired and slept in her office until lunch time. LOL, pig right?
mum said i am sleeping TOO MUCH that's why i'm always feeling so tired. jo also told me that today. haha, but i like the feeling of being tired from sleeping too much :D rocks! then mum was like telling me during lunch that i'm 21st century sleeping beauty. well, I HOPE! LOL.. cos i'm not that a beauty and no prince to come to my castle .... *whines* crap, I'M KIDDING!
talking about whining, i FOUND A DOG that is so like me! lol, she whines alot, emo when she's left alone ... haha she's my first dog friend, MOOMOO:) which happens to be jo's new dog :D she's really small and cute.. i guess she will be the one and only dog i will love! sorry, other dogs. when i was playing with her at jo's place today, i felt like getting my own dog. but seeing how much jo went through for moomoo, i think i wouldnt get a dog.
jo! everything will be fine yeah? haha, just breathe in and out ... yeah, moomoo will get used of the surroundings soon ... i was glad that i did help you somehow over at your place just now :D i was also glad that we could talk and just chill at the usual pool room! - dodo:)
its been a loooong time since i embed any videos here. here are 2 to share :D
[MV] I'm stupid - SS501 (Boys Over Flowers OST)
This is the current k-drama i'm chasing. hahaha. and i like the guy who has brown, shoulder length hair! i dont care if you like him or not :P:P haha, and i really like this song so so much :D
the guy who has brown, shoulder length hair. His name is Kim Hyun Joong, leader of SS501. haha. everyone should watch the video below though they are going to skip the above one. cos his dancing is really good! LOL, and the cheorography is great too!
Kim Hyun Joong SS501 U r MAN dance practice
hahaha :D to all those who watched Boys Over Flowers: I LIKE HIM BEST AMONG THE 4!! haha, he is so sad & emo :( he's so nice and sweet, just that jandi dont know how to appreciate him :( hmph! even heng dont like him too :P
too bad, i like him. He's so nice :D HAHAHAAHA!, only heng & icy will understand my craziness. i know its time they murder me or sew my mouth up so i'll stop talking about the same person over and over again :D
have been tagged by my dear wife, joanne lim jia yuen. haha, so here it is! --
Starting Time: 10.30pm (22th feb.)
TEN ARE YOUS 1. Are you single - yes. 2. Are you happy - hmm, cannot answer this. its complicated? should be more unhappy than happy ba. 3. Are you bored - no :D 4. Are you fair - skin: no :( personality: depends on situation? 5. Are you Italian - no!! 6. Are you intelligent - no :( 7. Are you honest - hmm, depends on situation too ;D 8. Are you nice - i guess so ... am i? 9. Are you Irish - no.. haha, why can't you just ask am i korean TT_____TT 10. Are you Asian - yes i am! korea is in asia too :D
TEN FACTS 1. Full Name - Doreen Soon Yun Hui 2. Nicknames - do/dough/dodo/dodofishball/korean/korean-do 3. Birth place - Singapore 4. Hair color - looks like black but under some lighting its very dark brown 5. Natural hair style - i dont know how to explain this! haha, a little of natural curls? 6. Eye Color - dark brown! 7. Birthday - 13th May! :D 8. Mood - a little emo, as usual. but feeling a little more happy because of, .... :D 9. Favorite color - pink, red, grey. 10. One place you'd like to visit - KOREA!!
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 1. Have you ever been in love - yes. 2. Do you believe in love at first sight - yes, i do 3. Do you currently have a crush? - yes, i do. 4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yes, many times. 5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - yes. 6. Have you ever had your heart broken - yes, many times. 7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - yes .. even until now :X 8. Are you afraid of commitment - i dont think so :) 9. Who was the last person you hugged - does Mr. Happy counts? if not i cannot remember. haha. 10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - my hub :X haha!
TEN THIS OR THAT 1. Love or lust - love! 2. Hard Liqour or Beer - hmm, Hard Liquour 3. Cats or Dogs - EKK! i dont want both leh, they are both as annoying. 4. A few best friends or any regular friends - A few best friends. 5. Creamy or Crunchy - creamy. 6. Pencil or Pen - pencil. 7. Wild night out or romantic night in - romantic night in, please :D 8. Money or Happiness - Haha, its very typical if i typed happiness? i want both leh ... :X okay, half money half happiness? :D 9. Night or day - both. 10. IM or phone - crap, this is tough. both?
TEN HAVE YOU EVER 1. Been caught sneaking out - lol, no. 2. Seen a polar bear - yes! 3. Done something you regret - yes, many things. 4. Bungee jumped - no, dont wish to ever do it 5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - yes! HAHA! duh! 6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - yes, many actually! 7. Been caught naked - by? lol, yes by females. but none by males :P 8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - no. 9. Cried because you lost a pet - no, do i look like i have a pet to begin with?! 10. Wanted to disappear - yes, from the surfaces of this earth.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER 1. Smile or eyes - both can? haha, i'm a little greedy :X 2. Light or dark hair - they can dye their hair anyways right? but should be dark hair lah :D 3. Hugs or kisses - haha, both? 4. Shorter or taller - duh taller. i'm freaking short le! 5. Intelligence or attraction - a little of both can? i dont want a super intelligent or a super attractive boy. 6. Topman or Zara - topman! 7. Funny or serious - Funny, but must be able to be serious at the right times. 8. Older or Younger - Older. 9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing 10. Sweet or Bad - sweet.
TEN HAVE YOUS 1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yes :D 2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yes :D 3. Ever tried walking on your hands - when i was younger? 4. Ever been to a rock concert - no, haha. 5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - no, sadly. 6. Ever been on a dance team - yes! 7. Ever been on a sports team - yes. 8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yes!! my own production! 9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - siao ah?! lol, no. 10. Ever been in a rap video? - eek, no!
LASTS 1. Last phone call you made - daddy 2. Last person you hugged - Mr. Happy. 3. Last person you hung out with - kenna :) 4. Last time you worked - last friday, 2 days ago. haha! 5. Last person you talked to - my oldest brother. 6. Last person you IM'd - jocelyn 7. Last person you texted - hannah 8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - jo and jing!! 9. Last person/thing you missed - dont know :/ 10. Last website visited - joanne lim jia yuen's blog! HAHA :D
TEN... PEOPLE TO DO THIS 1. kenna! 2. kendra. 3. felicia. 4. renee. 5. jocelyn (though i know she will not!) 6. jolene 7. linghui 8. minghui 9. oldest brother - darryl. 10. isabel!
Did you realized that in most of the dramas, if there's a love triangle between 2 guys and 1 girl, there will always be a very arrogant, aggressive, rough, super not gentleman guy VS really nice and gentle, almost-perfect-boyfriend guy?
Did you realized that in those dramas, usually the girl would end up with the very arrogant, aggressive, rough, super not gentleman guy? Why?
Yes, i still dont get it. + the very arrogant, aggressive, rough, super not gentleman guy is usually the main lead. (and the really nice and gentle, almost-perfect-boyfriend guy usually is quite sad, emo guy :D)
In reality, girls will naturally like the really nice and gentle, almost-perfect-boyfriend guy. But in dramas, they tend to bring out the you-must-be-a-very-arrogant-aggressive-rough-super-not-gentleman guy to the girl you like.
That's how jerks are bred. Cos they think they are so wanted by girls, they want to play hard to get, they want to make the girl chase him because he doesnt want to seem desperate. jerk jerk jerkkk.
-- & its still true that i always like the 2nd leading actor compared to the main lead. :D
I just realised something from watching k-drama, Boys Over Flower, 꽃보다 남자. (yes, its korean's remake of Meteor Garden/Hana Yori Dango)
I am pretty similar to Yoon Ji Hoo . No wonder i felt like i could relate so much to him.
It's bad for girls to watch Boys Over Flower. They'll start dreaming that they will meet such a guy in their own reality life, they start altering their already very high standards in their criteria for their boyfriends.
But still, its been very awesome though i'm only on episode 6.
내 남자 친구는 어디에 있어요? 몰라,진자몰라. 너는 나 보지 않습니다.
내 마믐은 아파요. To be direct for once, I'm a little sad now. Maybe, watching too much of Yoon Ji Hoo, like seeing myself on film. I love it when he appears on screen, when he fights for what he wants. But you, you dont even fight for what you want. You loser ...
Yes, I am. I'm a combination of loser and loner.
[ question removed ] i think i still do. i was so happy and excited over something that others will think its so so small. thanks.
I am super bothered by this misconceptions that everyone has ... the misconceptions of me. yes, ME, Doreen.
I understand if people on the streets have misconception of me, that's alright. But, how come you still bear more misconceptions of me the longer we hang out together? Why do you make more and more misconceptions of me the longer we are friends? Am I really that misleading?
Well, most of the things you think about me in your heart is not me. You may befriend me because of who you think I am, but i am not! I know how you think of me, how you think you should friend me for your own personal benefits. Well, I can tell by your words and actions.
I've been told that i'm unreadable. But i did drop hints that I am not what you think i am. But you just took it as a joke.
Whatever, dont even bother asking me if you are this person i'm talking about. or if you fall into this category. because if anyone asks me, i will just tell them, i dont know.
so dont ask, i dont want to lie for nothing. if i wanted to tell you, i would have already done so. I have reasons for not saying.
Well, cos partly you would take it as a joke, cos partly you wouldnt listen. cos partly, i dont really bother talking too much about myself to you.
oh, and my phone died on me. anyone wants to get me a new phone? HAHA, samsung LG pink ice cream phone is loved by me! lol!
and i seriously need to take donald to the doctors soon! but he needs to be there during work :X damn, and i still need to save $$ and buy him a present next month!
i'm like currently jo's makeup consultant. lol, she's like talking and asking me for advise for make up online .. haha
anyhow, i know many of you dont know this, but I'M LOVING MY CURRENT JOB ALOT!! haha, but its been only for a day ... maybe its too early to say?
I'm currently working at Cousin's + church friend's company. (yes, if you know them, its Ben + Jasper's company!) I'm not teaching!, i'm like the ... designer there? (<- i was going to put creative director!!) i do all the photoshopping, website, .... all the arty bits :) its really really fun. since i know my bosses and colleagues already :D (+ there's donald around!) we talk and laugh like we are doing a big project for school .. its very nice to be there! just laughing and '...'-ing jasper on msn during work. he was like sitting RIGHT BETWEEN me and elizabeth, but yet he added both of us on msn to have a mass conversation, and he went like, ' I'm watching you ... '. i kept like ' ... '-ing him on msn, then he finialing gave up and just talked to us. lol, jasper's so dorky.
can't wait for work tmr :) my new project coming up!
i'm really glad that i get jobs for every single holiday since i grad from MG. thank God. Really, not that i pang saiseh all my other friends cos i told them i wouldnt work this holidays but rot at home and hope to do some social work. but cousin just happen to approach me during granduncle's wake ... which i initally thought he was just say say only.
haha. paiseh.
okay, i'm going to sleep now.. (i know its SUPER EARLY!) cos i overslept today and was late for work for 10 minutes because i thought i would end up too early, i walked 3 bus stops distance ... lol
Today was last day of school for this semester, last day of Year 1 in np. Oh wells, FAMILY did many things today to mark this last day :)
First, for once, all 5 of us skip class, only because we had to wait for like 4 hrs for a 30 mins briefing -____- haha. Second, we went back to eat Yong Tau Foo at Canteen 1 for the last time! which is actually our one and only time we ate that together this sem because makan place have been great! i will miss canteen 1!! Thirdly, we went out together, all 5 of us, just to go out for a date at last! haha! we all are super busy people ... so its a great achievement! PLUS, we caught a movie together at last! haha, what rare chances mann!! (lol, ever since our never-took-place christmas dinner, we havent dated yet!)
Left school at 11am, we make our way to Vivo City for our early Vday celebration! My gifts for the girls
Girls gift for me :)
Reached at 12nn, bought tickets for Slumdog Millionaire. (<-- new show in town!) Then, we went walk walk around vivo... guess where we went?! RIVER ISLAND :D:D i was super high there lah, haha. the clothes are nice but the heels were disappointing! Singapore should import ALL THEIR HEELS OVER! cos those online were prettier. damn. but we were running around like it was our own walk in wardrobe store style lol, well, since the mall its so empty at that kind of timing!
I have a changed opinion on F21 now after stepping into it today. Note: Its not my first time in F21 but its just the empty shop that allowed me to really see the designs and all. They have pretty tops, and accessories. They have super pretty belts which i think i will buy it the next time i step into F21. Seriously, F21 at Vivo is wayy better than Orchard's. Orchard's outlet still freaks and scares me out. For some reason, Orchard's give a bad image for F21. Anyone second that?
The way i'm stepping into and eyeing at the big brands these days, i really need my job this hols badly :( We were thinking of working at F21 since they are hiring :D:D
Anyhow, continuing. .... it was a great day with the girls.. and i know you want to just see those photos. Okay, i'll shut up and see photos for yourselves! All photos on fb, girls!
joce (ahboy) + Renee (other half)
Fel (ah girl) + Renee (other half)
Me in River Island :D
Me + Fel ( yes, you saw correctly, she was wearing my specs!)
Hannah (pet dog :D) (dont ask me what she was doing!!)
my pretty ah girl :D
Me & Renee!
flowers joce gotten for us :D
Yeah!, the 'dong bang' family. (inside thing) (* i think joce wouldnt mind calling us that! LOL!)
yesterday was a crazy day. i ate so so much! for lunch, me joce and hannah went to the korean eating place we usual patrol! i ate like a bowl of black bean noodles + shared a bowl of ramyeon with joce. madness. then had like more side snacks in school. then ate super alot at home for dinner. plus munched on those cny goodies i didnt manage to eat because of ulcer.
maybe its from the starve my ulcers gave me for almost 2 weeks! lol. i'll drown Singapore with the amount of fats i have if i continue to eat like that.
today was a crazy day too. lol, i slept SO MUCH! i slept from 2.30am - 10am. (7.5 hrs) then i was bored, no one at home and dad was talking to some people at home, so didnt wanna get out of my room and smile at them so i ended up playing neopets. i was starved in my room, so grabbed some cny goodies in to chew on while i wait for mummy to buy some food back for me. then somehow, i just slept at about 12pm. Lol, its either because i was using my computer on my bed or i was just tired. the next time i woke up was at 2pm. (2hrs nap) realised that mum actually did cook before going off for work so grabbed lunch then munch more nuts. when mum and sister came home, they decided to take a nap, so i just went off to my mum's room, went to irritated my sister while massaging my mum. THEN SOMEHOW, i just slept!!! everytime when i try to pretend to sleep (to irritated sister), i do really end up sleeping TT______TT okay i sound damn childish above... but its really what happened okay! i slept from like 5pm to 7pm ... another 2hrs
haha, so i had a double 2 hrs nap today ... lol! which result in me feeling super awake now must be from all the long over-due sleep from last November!! from all the iINC camp and all!! haha.
yay!!!, did i ever mentioned that i really love my ah boy? (joce is my ah boy!!) ah boy went for a SM Concert just last weekend at Bangkok. and she didnt forget me on her trip!! (rather, the whole family :D) she kept on telling me she got something that i will really love. and i really do!!
i always wanted to get a pair of shuttle shades but many people commented that i dont look with it cos its too big for my face. (or rather i have a small face for the shuttle ...)
So ...
haha, yes its shuttle-shades necklace, felt so GD (pun intended, you will get it if you look at my blog picture carefully!! :D) when i saw it! i want to buy it once at IMM when i saw it, but felt it was too over price so didnt get it! and my dear boy just read her mum's mind :) thanks my dear ah boy!
now, look at Mr. Happy! He wants the shuttle shades too!! haha, he's so coolio and look good in it :D
they laughed, they thought it was funny, they considered those attributes weird, they thought people hardly will be like that.
But what if i told you, told you right in the face when you were laughing away, that i was one of those you laughed at, one of those you considered weird, because i am this sort of person.
I was probably the only one not laughing, probably the one who took it seriously, cause my head was lowered, didnt want to see the face of those who were laughing at me.
And probably you didnt know that your little actions hurt me, your 'genuine laughter' made a genuine hurt. (the usage of words are wrong but you know what i mean by genuine hurt, yeah?) that because of these little hurts, i think its impossible to be as close.
Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company
He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue The clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer
I feel it in the air As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss upon my cheek As he reluctantly Asks if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer
Our love, his trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore Uh Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why And everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside And I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
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Yes, some of you may think, who would love so much to die for someone? some of you may even think, anyone must be really stupid to do anything like that.
But, He did it, out of love. Though we are actually indirectly the murderer.
He knows, I know that i dont want to this anymore. He knows, I know that i want to improve this relationship. He knows, I know that i am not giving my best shot to improve this relationship. He knows, I know that He will be the only one who will still love me though i may be 'unfaithful'.
Thank you for this love. I don't want to live like this, anymore.
i was feeling hungry, or rather, my stomach was making too much noise i can't ignore it. then considering the fact that i have yet started studying, i will be up till pretty late tonight and need to fill that stomach before it explodes from growling and being so annoying.
i know i cant take solid food now, but just decided to gain weight by popping a cny snack into my mouth. OUCH!!!~~ i had to drink a whole cup of water down.
yes, i will be drinking water to fill my stomach the whole night since i have no soy milk at home. should just buy a carton back tmr :(
today was the most fun conissues lesson i had :) weining bought like a cup of bee bee which she got sick of it very quickly. she tried to make us finish it for her. but huishan and i got sick of it so quickly.
haha, so after our presentation, weining suggested that we just play with it. then i suggested that we should play tic-tac-toe with it.
lol, we were playing almost like 10 rounds while the other groups present. haha, we poured it out on the class table and play ... teacher knew we were playing with something but he didnt tell us to stop ... so we just kept on playing :)
haha, then we got sick of tic-tac-toe, we decided to do a take turns to draw game. we drew a face and it came out like that! cos weining was seated opposite me, we can 2 different point of views of the face.
from my view, a man with hair.
from WN's view, a bald man with alot of beard.
lol, damn cool! we made an abstract art and we were super proud of it :D:D it was at first attempt okay!! :)
the fact that i'm blogging, means i've yet started studying for locpro :) i'm so pro :D:D okay, better get off to study now
ulcer sucks, i can't even eat rice properly. i think its a sign to go officially liquid diet huh..
whatever, she's like whore. seriously, i find no other word in my mind when i wanted to describe her. its not me being like super mad here, it's me being more disgusted by her.
by all her behaviors and little acts, by the way she lives her 'big' life, by her thinking that she just darn popular, by the way she thinks everyone loves her, by the fact that she used to be my bestfriend.
i was so glad the friendship broke. damn, it calls for celebration.
cos i can't imagine or dont wish to be like another you. Thank God.
