today was super slack. for once. & I'm damn happy about today :P
okay, firstly, i got to sleep for more than 8 hours. secondly, my daddy brought me out to get 640 GB harddrive. thirdly, i've got to take another 2 hours nap after lunch. fourthly, i talked to cousin, ISABEL, online :) its been long since we've really talked.
... yeah, its been loooooong, too long since i've an awesome day. i pray that nothing screws up today.
i'm seriously happy over my ... 640 GB HD! daddy dont usually buy stuff for me okay .. and i'll just take it as my first christmas present of the year :P one thing off my wishlist!!
and this also mean, donald dont need to burst anymore with all my photos, music and alot of HQ videos. lol. Donald have been very like .. laggy and all these days like itunes can play half way, then stop singing like for 1-2 secs then continue singing.. maybe its a sign of protest.
by popular demands, i'm going to post my conversation with Hannah on MSN yesterday night:P
korean-do: i told you all today already lor, its just that you have stupid brains and ears Hannah: wat? why you may nt be able to make it? ni dont haf brains ok korean-do: okay, got that stupid Hannah: i mean i dont haf stupid brains korean-do: i'm going to the airport. You said you dont have brains okay. LOL, I"M TELLING BITCH! Hannah: i mean i brain is not sstupid Hannah: wat the shit... im typing errors now.. korean-do: yes, cos you have no brains Hannah: wat the shit you told bitch! Hannah: nooooo! korean-do: lol, HAHAHAHA, and now we are telling more people you've no brains korean-do: LOL Hannah: its just typo error korean-do: LOL, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHA! korean-do: out of ALL TIMES AND ALL THINGS, when i'm talking to bitch, you tell me you've no brains korean-do: LOL. Hannah ... poor LL Hannah: .... you good.
yes, Hannah the L with bangs, I've completed the mission on telling MORE PEOPLE that you said you've no brains. Cause now, its on the net. lol.
So, its official that Hannah, who also happens to be L with bangs, has NO brains. For those who not know, L is the character from the jap movie/anime 'Death note'. Yes, picture L squatting on the chair eating his chocolate or lollipop. then you but away the fringe that covers his face into a nice straight bangs. there you go, that's how Hannah looks like. THAT's the Hannah who self-proclaimed that she's got no brains. LOL.
You are getting real famous this year, Hannah. With all the advertisings and nice names i'm giving you. I'll make sure a good artist manager in the future.
If you happen to be a celebrity who wants to increase your popularity, don't forget to leave your name and email here at the korean-do productions :) LOL!!! KOREANS ARE MOST WELCOMED :D:D
10 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself. 1. I scratches/dig out the skin at the side on some of my fingers. 2. When i was younger, I suck my left thumb so often that i can tooth marks on it, even until now. 3. I used to take ballet when i was 7. 4. When I was 12, i was so crazy over blue that everyone knew me as blue-girl. (like how i'm known as korean-do now :P) 5. When I was 12, i used to hang out so much with this particular girl friend, i thought i was turning lesbian. 6. When i was younger, my cousin said i was fat and i cried very badly. (i wouldnt mention names :X) 7. I always wanted an older sister, though many tell me, no point wanting it even now. 8. I want to fetch my siblings to school and my parents to work when i learn how to drive. 9. I hate to cook. 10. I start soaking myself in the Entertainment world since 9.
write 10 things about myself & pass it to other people. 1. I am Doreen Soon Yun Hui. 2. I really love what i'm doing in school now. 3. I love all my girlfriends very much. (you know who you are :D) 4. I do emo alot, but not for the attention. 5. I camwhore alot because i believe it does help to destress. 6. I want to be a director someday. 7. I want to study in korea university, or even work there. 8. I want to stay in korea for at least 3 months, just soaking in the full korean culture. 9. I want to learn to love myself. (though i do alot of self-praise, that doesnt mean i really do love myself.) 10. I want to love Him forever.
and the following is the magic list of names that are being tagged by me to do this :P - DARRYL - KENNA - KENDRA - FEL - JOCELYN
have fun, though i know not all of you will do it :X
i realised that for once, in a school, teachers treats me damn nicely.
okay, in np, we usually refer to our teachers as lecturers or tutors.
yeah:)
first went to school at about 11.30pm, hopped into joc and hannah's cab to go class.
then when we alighted and waited outside class, we saw Mr Siew again.
(we happen to see him EVERY WEEK there cos we happen to be EARLY every week)
and again he will ask us the golden question, are you early or late for class?, which we'll, or rather just me, will scream WE'RE EARLY into his face.
and he will say that we are being bias cause we were never early for his photography lessons last sem.
lol, he's so funny. he says the same things and gets 'jealous' every tuesday afternoon when he sees us there.
and every week, i'll tell him 'I know you miss us'. LOL.
then, Mr Ng (who teaches me Computer Graphics) laughed at me last week when he saw my computer screen when i asked for help.
lol, i didnt dare to ask him this week initially cause i dont want to hear him blurting into laughter again.
i told him that i scared of him, dont want to ask him for help anymore cause i'm afraid he will laugh at me again, and guess what he said? he was just too happy last week that's why he burst out in laughter.
yes, i'll forgive you, Mr Ng.
for some reason, he became a lot livelier this sem, and he's so crappy, with all my good influence.
haha, he was being so forgetful today, like teaching us .. then suddenly after we did whatever he said on photoshop, he will go like .. 'sorry class, that was wrong.
SUDDENLY during computer graphics, MR SIEW CAME IN.
and then i said the same line, 'Aww, i know you miss us...'
and FOR ONCE, he said 'I miss all of you'. aww, Mr Siew is so sweet.
lol, nevermind i'll be seeing you for 3 years i know.
then in korean, it was so different today.
teacher asked us to go study our korean then she will make us do some market scene today.
but end up, she bought like A LOT OF KOREAN FOOD and she asked us the only way we can eat the food is, speak in full korean. to ask for the food, tell the amount you want .. lol.
a few of my classmates where 'sellers' and i just went up to them, and eat.
lol, seriously the food was SO GOOD and teacher bought SO MUCH!
its like when we all thought we finish eating the food, she suddenly bring out another box, exclaiming, 'EAT MORE!'
i was right about koreans being very cute okay, cause even my teacher is.
and and, i was the only one she offered food to let me bring home.
so ohwells, i brought home a little only.. LOL.
some korean rice cracker, which was healthy and nice!
okay, today was overall happy day.
mum and sister should be traveling to the airport now, probably boarding the plane at about 5-6 am.
can't wait for them to come back, cause i hope they got me stuff.
i forgot to ask them to buy my drinks at the airport :X, damn. i hope mum did remember her daughter's addict, though i already have a lot at home.
yes, and my sister needs to get back into town soon.
they went to cambodia and according to my mum before she left, she told me that they will be SLEEPING ON HARD GROUND, eating 1-2 course meals which will be the same for a few days, bathing cold water ( ithink :X), ...
my poor sister :X, suffering at the age of 11.
i promised her that i will bring her out to eat as long as she protest to me that she suffered.
i am so lucky to have school now, but my mum said she will never bring me along to trips like that cause her qianjin daughter cannot take any form of suffering.
lol, i still recall that day when they were getting the tickets to Cambodia, i shouted to my mum in her face immediately, DON'T GET MY TICKETS!! I DONT WANT TO GO!!
lol, and she immeidately said, 'No one's getting for you, i then dont want to bring you go.'
'Good, i dont want to suffer there.'
okay, i should be sleeping soon.
have been working on emo-clown just now.
its been a great day after all the bad events.
thanks for all the care and concern, i really do have short term memory to some things ...
Big Bang G.R.E.A.T Concert: G-Dragon - But I Love You
But I Love U translation
Why did you do that? Why did you do that? Love? Don’t make me laugh
Yeah with bitter beer and I cigarettes that I quit because of you Because of you I smoke them again goes out to you To you who left without one word Can you hear this song right now
This lonely morning I meet without you After you left, the compass of the map in my heart Has lost its way, my life is all ruined I was unprepared, you ran far away from me My Venus, I’ve prayed to God to try to hate you Because it was so unfair, because my life felt so miserable My tone, actions, even my steps have gone away My habits that have copied yours are bothering me You can’t be forgotten, how can I forget you You’re on the first page of all of my memories Birthdays, the beach, over the cliff of deep love You’re the first girl who’s given me the pain of a first broken heart Even if in my craziness I feel sad I’ll try to smile I don’t want your empty feelings, we just too late Uh if it’s your’s, if you’re going to do whatever you want This is the way you love? If I hadn’t started the beginning yeah
The time I had with you was so hard Everyday I waited for you by my phone And every time you have no blame You told me you were sorry and avoided me then left
But I love you girl, I wish you would stay here But I love you girl, I wish you would hold onto me But I love you girl, even if I don’t say it Please don’t lose my eager heart ma girl
In my eyes you are just beautiful My friend told me not to fall too deeply First I get mad that girl is different She is nicer and more pure than anybody Uh lo-… no I really like you Let’s not change I’ll make you happy, you Stay by my side time flows by when 1, 2 years goes by More better than this year Your voice seems so tired You need a place to lean, please lean on me Don’t you see me? Why do you fall alone? Lower my head, my heart tears and breaks
It was great when we first met We were happy just seeing each other Actually I’m still like that, but why aren’t you? Lately when I see you I don’t get the same feelings yeah
The memories with you were so hard Of course it may be my fault, I’ll probably comfort myself like this When time goes by this memory will be like smoke too Fly far away, a new love may find me too
But I love you girl, I want to make you smile But I love you girl, I want to wipe away your tears But I love you girl, nothing anymore I can’t turn back your changed heart I know girl
I call wanting to see your face one last time But till the end there’s no answer from you Oh why are you avoiding me? Please tell me Girl I’m still standing still
But I love you girl, I wish you would stay here But I love you girl, I wish you would hold onto me But I love you girl, even if I don’t say it Please don’t lose my eager heart But I love you girl, I want to make you smile But I love you girl, I want to wipe away your tears But I love you girl, nothing anymore I can’t turn back your changed heart I know girl
credit: http://itja.wordpress.com
i love this performance. this performance GD's got there made me love the song even more. i love to rewatch this performance cos its just really good. though he raps through the whole song, its still very good. he's one of the most talented people i've ever seen on this little earth.
yes, and i wasted time today afternoon doing these. okay, i DIDNT waste time. ITS G-DRAGON YOYO! (yes, its the same guy on my wallpaper and the guy on my blog) lol,
okay, crap. i should seriously get off here now before someone kills me ..
today, school was slack. the usual 1-3pm monday school, but it ends today. from next monday onwards, its 1-5pm T_________T i'm ultra sad.
anyhow, i met my wife at rail mall today after she ended school.
then we had subway for dinner while waiting for the pig to arrive.
she arrived and cleared our unfinished 6 inches of subway melt and 1 cookie. (told you she's named pig for some reason!)
yeah, and then we grabbed some awesome organic ice cream that pig doubt was going to taste great.
well, she should seriously trust in my taste.
i always loved the ice cream flavours there! (especially durian, rum&raisin, earl grey, mango)
ate rum&raisin with strawberry and they tasted great as usual.
everyone should eat ice-cream there!
anyhow, then the pig left when all the eating was done at Rail Mall.
she went for some squash gathering while me and wife made our way to wife's place.
we played pool and talked a little.
then i found this cup that looked kinda of gross in the pool room.
it was a cup with 1/4 filled with ribena (as wife said) left at the corner of some box with a lot of dead ants floating on it, and it totally made me wanna eat jelly.
okay, it seriously looked kinda of gross we both didnt dare to touch it.
and my very nice wife went to hunt for jelly for me.
she returned with a box of lichee (as spelt on the box) jelly from taiwan (its lychee actually .. lol, probably spelling error)
awesome, she's great in doing food magic.
haha.
then we played more pool and talked a little more, then pig came.
we tried doing some stupid hiding and scaring pig stunt but it didnt work.
and that was when i started to get so high that i felt as if i just drunk a bottle of alcohol.
(thinking about it, its the RUM in the ice cream lah!!!)
anyhow, then about 10.40pm, daddy came to pick me up.
AND GUESS WHAT?!
i've yet studied for korean, awesome ain't it.
i don't wanna embarrass myself in front of the class tmr ya know?
lol, and someone was being ultra nice on msn just now!!
my msn nick : once again, i'm damn screwed for korean cos i've yet studied :X
charlene: once again, jiayou DO! korean-do: haha!!! korean-do: char's always so nice
yes, char is always so ultra nice. I LOVE YOU CHAR!! :) like what she have told me to, i better get studying now before i start feeling all tired.
lol, and i bet you're starting to feel jealous.
Hub was jealous when i said that he was distracting me.
i know i can be super annoying and a chore at times.
i think too much, feel so much, kill so much.
lol.
(i know its a chore to even check this blog. i know. because you start to get all emo after visiting korean-do.blogspot.com )
and i'm sorry for hurting you when i said 'UNFRIEND ME'. i thought life would be better for you at least, if you less one friend like me.
because being my friend who i tell everything to can be a very tiring thing, because i'm totally dumb in the head.
sorry for being a dumb doreen.
(gosh i feel like i've so much different things to blog about suddenly, so SORRY if this post jumps around like mad)
i'm suppose to be studying for korean, do my emo-clown, do research and outline for my thousand word essay.
and i felt as if i wasted a whole afternoon.
whatever.
today during service, spreaker was saying that he is one person who needs high maintenance.
then i looked at him and thought, 'if he thinks he needs high maintenance, i think i'm like mountain high maintenance.'
he dont seem to be that pamper.
i think people just dont know doreen is really that spoilt.
but, again, many thinks i'm super duper spoilt.
i dont take celery, onions, chilli, seafood, carrots, garlic, peas, any meat that has too many bones, those bread from loaves that most people eat for breakfast, milo, chocolate of almost any form e.g. chocolate milkshake, hot chocolate, chocolate cake, chocolate cookies (if possible), chocolate bars itself, chocolate ice-cream.
i dont take brown rice, wheat bread, whip cream, pear with skin, ... so many that my little brain can't think now.
out of everything, i am only allergic to mango (though i take it secretly:X) and seafood.
oh, and did i mention that i love and need my hot water when i bath, don't like camp lifestyle (such as cold water and sleeping bags), don't like sand getting on me when they are kinda of very dirty, don't like to sleep on hard ground, don't like to sweat, don't like to be under the sun, ...
talk about being high maintenance.
oh, and one stupid fact about me that i found out a while back, I'M ALLERGIC TO SUN/SWEAT. lol, as in like, after doing sports, my eczema area to hurt and itch alot?
crap, i should shut up before people start ice-princess-ing me all over again.
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i'm a lazy stupid pig who is so caught up with her own mind and emotions that she neglects everything else in the world.
some sadist person who bears all sort of grudges, who are waiting for the right time for revenge.
whatever.
I dont know when is time to go back, to go back to Him.
its like that for like slightly a week before i stopped working, which is actually almost 2 months.
crap, this is bad.
someone should just kill me for ignoring Him for the whole time.
and this made me think,
maybe all these while,
all the silent self-murder i had, all the tears i cried, all the pain i felt, all the agony i experienced, all the angry i couldnt control, all the evilness i had,
its the result of ignoring Him.
But yet, he always still is there for me.
I can feel Him being right beside me when i need Him.
But, stupid me just choose to ignore Him when i dont need a genie to perform magic for me.
I suck, seriously.
Icy is trying to make me happy.
But, i'm sure Icy forgot her friend is stubborn.
My emotions can't just change because of that.
Thanks for the effort still, dear.
One thing makes me happy for sure, Fangirling.
which is bad, because i start to be so dependent on entertainment.
well, no one's loves me that much to make the effort to make me smile, other than Icy.
It's like how my spiritual life is still stagnant cos its just left there too long.
i've put in alot of thought and tried hard but nothing works.
i seriously need to get a book to start reading, those in far east i saw with Kenna was great.
i just need a sponsor. (i shall wait for my mummy to come back, hope she does sponsor)
Why am i always waiting for my spiritual life to get better and not do something on my own?
Cos its been left that so long that i dont want to even peep into it anymore.
I'm so sorry, Father.
You just got a super stupid, dumb, ugly daughter.
Your creation ruin herself.
It's getting bad, i skip Christian tracks when they play on my itunes.
I tend to stone during prayer meetings.
I tend to get very distracted during service.
I tend to think about all other things than to focus on You.
What's up with me thinking so much and wasting all my time?
I've my emo-clown model to work on, drawings to complete, korean to revise, ...
I should totally just dig out my brain and heart out of me and grind it.
i was feeling very very tired that i was going to like sleep infront of donald. but, guess what? after that backstreet boy's trouble is on constant replay on my itunes, i suddenly felt very awake as i kept listening so hard to the song and mouthing the words.
so, in conclusion: EMO SONGS KEEP ONE AWAKE, or at least DOREEN AWAKE.
i'm not sleeping tonight going to leave the house at 4am to send mum and sister off at the airport, and come back at 6 ++ am to sleep. craziness i know. now i totally understand how those korean singers feel when they only sleep 3-4 hrs everyday.
------------ anyhow, this song suddenly got into me.
"Trouble Is" by Backstreet Boys
[Howie:] How come you never know What you got until it's gone Too bad Because I never felt so good with anyone How fooled was I into thinking I was gonna be alright Okay Fine
[Nick/Howie:] So every day I try a little harder To forget her Lie here convince myself Tomorrow will be better
[Chorus:] The trouble is I can't get her out of my mind When I close my eyes at night Who's gonna save me Now she's gone The trouble is there's a part of me That still can't let go of her memory And now I know what it is Love is what the trouble is
[Howie:] Love is what the trouble is
[AJ:] How come she said You never wear your heart Where I can see Too bad Cause now I'm the one Who's sorry How stupid was I into thinking I was gonna be alright Okay Fine So everyday I find a little something To remind me No matter how I try I can't put the past behind me
[Repeat Chorus]
[AJ:] Love has let me go I'm alright, I'm okay I'll be fine, give it time
[All:] But the only trouble is I can't get her out of my mind When I close my eyes at night Who's gonna save me Now she's gone (she's gone) The trouble is there's a part of me That still can't let go of her memory (I just can't) And now I know what it is (now I know) And now I know what it is Cause love is what the trouble is The trouble Love... Love is what the trouble is
how much was the writer going through when he wrote this? how much pain was the person going through? why must we let go of our memory after we're over with a partner? even its a hurtful memory, shouldnt we try to remember as much as possible? or maybe its memory so painful that he wants to erase it all? Love is what the trouble is, yes love is a trouble.
i really love the chorus. i dont know why, its not like i've alot of memories with any particular someone special other than my sweet girlfriends and husband. but, somehow i still can relate and feel so much with songs like such. i dont know.
i'm super happy now. as compared to my really lousy, awful, bad mood this after noon.
today, it was the usual location production and animation. location prodution; well we are working on our next film, and i'm the DP(directing producer?) / Camera person this time. hope it turns out fun. hope it turns out well. and the studio set looks super cool. animation; did my PHAW presentation, my character i created. he's super cute.
i really really regret and didnt like going for animation today. felt like i've wasted my life for 3 hours i was glad Icy was there to accompany me though she wasnt there. haha, and i sent a confession via sms incase i dont make it through animation. aww, i love my Icy :)
after school, Renee and I cabbed to Queensways Shopping Centre. Went to collect her specs then went to hunt for a shop to do my pretty extensions. Managed to find it after like a little walk, then did 1 hot pink + 2 dark red purple :) i love it so much, it totally made my day ^____^
but it can't really be seen, i may just end up doing more tmr or next week. lol.
THANKS SO MUCH DEAR DEAR RENEE :) for accompanying me to do those pretty extensions and sending me off just now ^____^ i love you dear!!
okay, and now i love my Icy dear so much for making time for me :):) aww, you're so nice :) muack muack.
and i accidentally cut my thumb with the penknife :X
yes another finger getting cut on my right hand.
aiyo, stupid me.
yes, i'm this stupid
and i want to give my loved ones alot of love this year.
i suddenly had the urge to
if i have the time, the cash, the ability to do something for all of them, i will.
but i dont like this, i really dont
because i've once heard, if someone suddenly starts giving others things, starts giving others his/her personal belongings, means he/she is going to die.
He/She may not know that he/she is going to die, they will still give.
MKMF (Mnet KM Music Festival) The followings are the results:
Female newcomer award - Davichi Male newcomer award - SHINee Best Ballad and R&B - Brown Eyes Auction Style Award - DBSK Auction Netizen Popularity Award - DBSK (dedicating the award to Cassiopeia) Overseas Viewers Award - DBSK Album of the year - DBSK Dance Music Award - Lee Hyori OST award - Kim Jong Wook and SG Wannabe ‘East of Eden OST’ MKMF Special Award - Shin Seung Hoon House and Electronic music - Jewelry Hip Hop music award - Epik High Rock Music Award - Nell Best Female Singer - Lee Hyori MKMF 10 anniversary commemorative award - Group HOT (Received by Moon Hee Jun) Best Female Group - WonderGirls Song of the Year - WonderGirls ( Nobody) Best Male Group - Big Bang Artist of the Year - Big Bang Best Music Digital - Big Bang *edit* Mnet Music Portal - Big Bang *edit*
Yeah, congrats to all, especially to BIGBANG, DBSK, HYORI and WONDERGIRLS:) YAYYYYYS! (i bet lyna is damn happy and excited that wondergirls' won 2 awards. but i didnt get to HIGH with her today :( )
==__________== whatever i just typed here just disappeared. hate safari :( oh i think i can remember slightly what i typed in this fangirl-ing portion of this post.
i rewatched Big Bang and Hyori's Special Stage a few times after dinner. yeah, of course Dong Bang's performance too. rewatching them just now made me realised that MKMF didnt really suck that badly this year (though i still think last year's rocked so much better)
and duh, only after watching high quality videos would it make you wanna rewatch it again and again. you can ask joc, hannah and fel how insane i am on HQ videos ^ when hannah was watching my video the other time on donald, she literally went 'HOW COME SO CLEAR?!' lol, which was damn funny.
aww, i really love love MKMF, still spazzzzzing on it now. not only am i pampering myself so much on all these korean entertainment, even MKMF loves me so much by making MKMF filled with so much Big Bang, Dong Bang and Hyori's performances :) lovelove. korean entertainment loves korean-do :P
Again, well done Big Bang, Dong Bang and Hyori for the awesome awards you deserve after all the sweat and tears into everything you've been working for! But, it would have been perfect if my other favourites were invited. i still can't figure out till date why FT ISLAND didnt appear -______- miss hongki and jaejin :(
---- my teacher asked me to play this particular site which has korean games.
which darryl (oldest bro) asked me to stop playing with korean games when he entered my room. hey! i don't always game, and i don't play such korean games all the time okay?!
yes, i could play all those games with english instructions okay :) aww. but one thing sucks, i was like looking around that game site, and i realised that they have a specific age group for some games. the one my teacher asked me to play, was for age group 3-5 -________- okay, yes. you got that right, its THREE to FIVE years old. ohwells, my korean teacher once told my class that she will be so glad if we speak korean as well as 5 years old kids.
okay, now you know. my korean age is 3 years old. cos i'm sure its tough to speak like a 5 years old korean kid.
haha, i should go around introducing myself as a 3 years old korean :P
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN MY DEAR KENDRA :):) ^ this is really ugly cos i just quickly did it and i'm very tired :| i promise i'll do you a proper one by next week :( i'm so sorry!!
anyhow, yes. its kendra's birthday so wish her NOW!!! i was the FIRST to wish her! how honoured ;)
LOVE YOU MY JUNIOR :) (to kendra: you're seriously skinny enough!!!)
Choose one of the following to kill: DOREEN or ANIMATION cos both of them dont co-exist together.
Either Doreen dies from doing animation, or animation dies to give Doreen live or Doreen stops doing animation and only watch it.
&& this is official, I HATE ANIMATION !!! IT SUCKS TO THE CORE BECAUSE ITS NOT CATERED FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO DO ABSTRACT. i mean seriously, have you ever since an abstract animation? no!
cos abstract is seriously a higher level that artists take years to just do a good abstract canvas painting. which i seriously doubt i will ever reach ... i just want to do a decent canvas abstract painting.
gosh, and i have been made to do animations of paper flying, ball bouncing, ball turning, water dropping .. and now, seaweed moving on the sea bed -__________- seriously, enough is enough.
i am SO NOT ANTICIPATING final project: a human running. seriously, get a life.
animation is not for me. and i dont see the point why everyone needs to do it..
even studying chemistry can be so much more fun than doing animation. yes, i hate chemistry. but i hate animation more.
i like animation movies, but when its your turn to do it, it really sucks.
if you beg to differ, please leave your name and contact on my tagboard and you're MOST WELCOMED to do all my homework.
cos i already feel like skipping the remaining lessons for animation le. though i've only attended like 4-5 so far.
DOREEN IS BEING LOCKED OUT OF HOUSE NOW. yes, i managed to get through the big gates, and currently am seated in front of my main gate waiting for either mum, dad or sec bro to come to my rescue. which would probably take an hour or 2 -____- i hope donald would last until then. i didnt even bring my charger out.
but its not as bad as it really seems, i have like soy milk, water, phone, cash, donald and ipod with me. PLUS the internet connection that my brother forgot to turn off before leaving the house, which i can connect to!! THANK GOD!! they are seriously enough to last me for 2 hours. and i have a ceiling fan here, and at least some clean space to place my butt. plus the weather is great, just cool and not too wett.. HAHA
anyhow, i dated ice-piglet to a day out on friday. i went to watch and half treated her to watch HSM 3 before she left. haha, yeah. HSM 3 was okay lah, not good enough to make me wanna watch it thrice in the theatre like what one of my male friends did. yes, emphasize the MALE bit. haha!! crazy.
back to what i was saying, we just walked around and talk rubbish as usual. we both love 'the better toy store' which was my favourite. haha, seriously want to get everything there for my kids, though they are kinda of all very overly priced.
yeah, i can't really remembered what we exactly did and all.. cos no photos and i seriously think i'm getting STM (short term memory) which is very bad. but kinda of love it cos my brain remembers only things it wants, save memory space.. LOL
YESS!! at last i managed to get to my mum! she's coming home :), great! & she laughed at me -____-
anyhow, i had this very weird conversation with jo just.
korean-do: we are meeting at west mall right? 心臓の例: jing said no chinese. 心臓の例 : i said eat mayim korean-do: lol korean-do: eat sakae then korean-do: lol 心臓の例: xD 心臓の例: no buffet. 心臓の例: jing dont like sakae korean-do: how about ... pasta mania? 心臓の例: nooo. korean-do: then you choose lor korean-do: so picky one korean-do: i dont mind macs :D:D korean-do: HAHAHAHA korean-do: fattening 心臓の例: xD 心臓の例: i just ate macs. korean-do: lol, i want the magascar toys!! korean-do: you got that? 心臓の例: hahas, i got it。 korean-do: -__________-, i want the penguin badly cos they are so smart 心臓の例: I GOT! korean-do: :(:( 心臓の例: i got the penguin toy. korean-do: is it this week's toy?! 心臓の例: ya. korean-do: gosh, i can't believe we're having this conversation about what toy is for happy meal this week ... LOL 心臓の例: xD
yes, i better this mac happy meal this week to get my toy. maybe i should ask joc and hannah to eat at macs tmr for lunch :D then i can get my toy :D:D HAHA, .. yes i'm a small little kid. && MUMMY SAVES THE DAY!! she's back :D
I WILL MISS ICE-PIGLET SO MUCH!! i wouldnt be seeing her for like 2 week -_____________- cry with me ...
yeah, so sad.. its like me having no friends anymore. no one to talk online with me and all.. aww, i think i will start msg-ing you so much.. i dont care about my stupid bills le.
got tagged by jo/wife to do this. shall do it now cos i dont really feel like sleeping though tired...
Starting time: 12.46am
Name: Doreen Soon Shoe size: 6 Height: 155 cm where do you live: Singapore Favourite drinks: green tea, oreo milkshake, coffee, juices:)
Have you ever - Been on a plane : yes Fallen asleep at school: yes, a couple of times Broken someone's heart: yes Fell off your chair: if i'm not, i remember someone pulling my chair when i wanted to sit on it... (you should never do this to anyone) Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: i dont think so. Saved e-mails: yeah, tons.
What is your room like: white walls, black windows, a blue table, a 3-sided mirror + one dressing table with another big mirror + wardrobes, a very messy bed and 7 posters on my wall. The last thing you ate: deep fried fish fillet Ever had chicken pox: yes, when i was 14 Sore throat: yes, i get this easily cos i dont drink enough water Stitches: no Broken nose: no, and dont wish to ever break my nose (since its already so ugly to begin with :X) Do you believe in love at first sight: yes. Like picnics: hmm, okay la... Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: can't remember... Last made you smile: Kenna:) You last yelled at: my second brother, David. if not its doretta, my younger sister.
Today did you - Talk to someone you like: yes, my girlfriends :) Kiss anyone: no. Get sick: no. Talk to an ex: no... haha. Miss someone: yes. Eat: yes, how can anyone not eat for a whole day?
Best feeling in the world: to feel loved and wanted. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yes, with a sheep, pooh and a tortoise. What's under your bed: erm a sliding bed that has no mattress but my shopping bags.. lol. Who do you really hate: this is so sensitive, but i dont think i hate anyone at this moment of time. What time is it now? : 12.59am
Random - Is there a person who is on your mind now: hmm, not until i saw this question. Do you have any siblings:4 3. 1 older sister, 2 older brothers, 1 younger sister. Do you want children: yes, 2. A older boy and a daughter. Do you smile often: hmm, that seems to be the case. but sometimes, the smile don't last. Do you like your hand-writing: yeah, kinda of i guess. Are your toe nails painted: is vanish counted? haha, then yes. Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parents. which i do sleep quite often. (don't ask me about this, its complicated) What color shirt are you wearing now: red, mg jackson shirt. What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: having korean singing lesson in school.
I can't wait till: friday, cause i've got a date:) Are you a friendly person: hmm, i'm friendly but anti-social. Do you have any pets: no. Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: in little island called singapore. Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: gosh, i can't remember who last held my hand :X should be ba... Do you sleep with the TV on?: no, i dont watch much tv to begin with.. What are you doing right now?: chatting online and listening to music while doing this. Have you ever crawled through a window?: no, i dont remember Are you too forgiving?: no, not forgiving at all to start with. Are you closer to your mother or father?: my mum. Who was the last person you cried in front of?: my mum, just 2 days ago. How many people can you say you've really loved?: are girlfriends included? that's a bunch, i shall not attempt to count .. Do you eat healthy?: yes, i hope so. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: no .. i dont have one to start with -.- Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yes, definitely. If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: donald, kenna, mum Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: depends where i am? i'm loud in school, very loud at home and not so loud in church. so, you do the judging. Are you confident?: of what? i'm confident in certain aspects of me, but some things i'm totally not confident in.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago: 1. crying every single day because my brothers would never fail to make me cry daily. 2. getting bullied by my nice brothers. 3. first year in MG. 4. took ballet lessons 5. being chauffeured where ever i went
5 things on my to-do list today: 1. look forward for korean and listen well in class 2. to smile 3. get rid of those thoughts 4. do mask 5. complete big bang's come to play episode.
5 snacks I enjoy: 1. lay's original 2. gummies 3. ice cream 4. muruku 5. nougats
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire: 1. fly to korea! 2. invest in properties! 3. buy all my albums! 4. complete my shopping list + to do list. 5. donate a part of it to charity and to church re-development.
5 of my bad habits: 1. peeling my skin surrounding my fingernails 2. emo --> getting hurt easily 3. get anger easily 4. thinking too much 5. being unforgiving and bearing long expired grudges
5 places I have lived in: 1. Singapore 2. Australia 3. Malaysia 4. - 5. -
5 jobs I've had: 1. coffee bean's barista 2. teacher 3. some manual labour in a factory sort of place 4. - 5. -
5 people I tag: 1. kenna 2. kendra (though she's fighting the big Os now :|) 3. felicia 4. isador 5. melina
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yes, that's it. its 1.28am le. time to sleep since my stomach is calling for food.. haha!!
oh, if you didnt know, i feel happy when i sleep on a empty stomach.. lol nights!
gosh, i totally loved my thursday and friday, to some extent.
okay, i really loved today:)
(p.s. this post is going to be kinda of very wordy cos i've taken no photos, they are all with jo:/, so bear with me!)
anyhow, thursday, after a LONG day in school (9am to 6pm :|), i met jo, davina, cass and lydia at Holland V, where i coincidentally meet Ms Su and her bunch of students who were my juniors from MG at the HV busstop.
haha, yeah its been a while since i've met her.
and there was so many MG girls there, it was so shocking.
imagine the whole busstop flooded with MG girls, PLUS 2 classes more of students standing just beside the busstop cos there's not enough space? lol.
and the first thing Ms Su said when she say me is, "wha, you look like a flasher"
------.------- all i did was wear my trench coat jacket and she had to say something so nice after not seeing each other for a loooong time. thanks Ms Su. HAHA
bumped into the rest i was suppose to meet while i was talking to Ms Su.
So we spend a while at the busstop sending Ms Su + big bunch of juniors & lydia off.
Went off to Crystal Jade for dinner, i was kinda of hungry but didnt know what to eat.
lol, so i just let hungry jo ordered whatever she wanted to eat and eat a little here and there.
but the meal was like SO FEELINGfilling though i didnt really have a proper main course.
all those side dishes we had, xiao long bao, beijing water bao (i think its something like that for direct translation), and pork bao (direct translation cos i dont know how to spell it in hanyu :/)
(i know you are calling me bimbo in your head, whatever... haha.)
then we went around walk walk a little around HV, got some ice cream.
we then parted, and me and jo made our way to jo's place for stayover :D
called up stupid pig (aka zhijing) who reached jo's place only very late.
we pool-ed, play a few rounds of cards, ... some guitar hero III, ... haha and alot of eating.
hmm, then today, we were suppose to leave the house super early cos we wanted to play the whole halloween out.
but, well, we waited for jing to return from training, didnt feel like leaving the house when the sun is shining so brightly ...
yeah, so we pool-ed more, played more cards and reading your future game (which is a total nonsense game created by jo), ate even more and we finally left at 5pm for IMM.
gosh, we shopped for like 5 hours.
haha, went hong kong cafe for dinner then we went to complete jo's very last minute must do shopping list.
however, we being girls, ended up buying alot more things which never existed on our shopping list.
haha, oh wells, but i love how i got my shopping deals today though i just realised that i have just spent another $100 in just 2 days.
i seriously need to control my spendings and save money..
okay, i'm very super tired and having this stupid headache the whole of today though i kinda of went out for like 2 days in a row,
well considering the fact that i didnt sleep at home :)
haha.
okay, doreen is going to sleep now.
OH, and i just have an interesting finding just now!!
okay, its not exactly that exciting, but i just realised that my backbone have a S shaped at the lower half of my back.
its like straight, then suddenly have a crazy S groove.. LOL.
well, it used to be just a little groove.
now its a bigger groove.
it should be okay right? haha..
but i hate to see doctors, seriously.
i remember telling people how i waste so many hours of my life waiting for other people.
but i waste alot of my life waiting to see doctors.
