Wednesday, October 11, 2006
posted at 11:47 AM
LAST PAPER TO MAJOR MUG FOR ENDS TODAY.
yes. the eoys for me this year is going to be wrapped up with chinese paper 2 and 3..
yeah. and thats it, the worse time will arrive soon.
getting the papers backi know alot of people just wanna do and end the eoys just for the sake of doing it but dread for the paper to come back.
for me, i study and do my exams to get my results.
results that will determine my uncertain future.. sighx.
I YOUTUBE FOR LIKE ALMOST 6HRS ++
HA! yeah.
call me pro.
watched TVXQ + 2 espisodes of goong..
so far its okay lar.
just not that anticipating yet..
ya, i have LOTS OF TVXQ videos to cover still.
i will NEVER FINISH watching mann..HA!
dont ask me why i changed my url to this current one.
the other one is damn cranky with the blogskins...
sighx.
its like a little weird now how free i am.
i am like not used to it.
its like, i feel like mugging for something.. BUT WHAT??
for tvxq??? HA! i am so joking...
my back is so seriously
DYING on me.
i dont even think i can walk in town like how i use to do.
i can just imagine myself bedridden for the rest of my life..
maybe not so serious lar.
wheel-chair my whole entire life left??
i dont know.
x-ray report out on friday..
the medication given by the doctor just SUCKS!
it doesnt help at all..
all i know is that, i am dying with my back..
now, i regret not going to fulfil and finish doing all those things i wanna do with my back.
i hope its curable.
at least, it wouldnt hurt for every single second in the whole of my life.
i wanna learn how to dance... :(
i better go do that before everything become worse..
my dad dont even allow me to go for camps now.
so it would be, i cant even have a stayover kind of thing..
for gb, its like damn screwed.
i cant go for camps, cant march, cant play games, cant even stand there like a stick for long..
i just sit there and do worship..HA!
being a squad leader, i am almost useless..
being a gb-er, i am almost nothing.
sighx, the moral of the story is...
PLS TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE NOW BEFORE YOU LOSE IT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!!pls dont regret like me at such a young age.
i only own my back for 15 yrs 4 months of my life..
sighx.
all i can do now, is sit and bear the pain..
ARGH!
perhaps you can feel that anger or hatred inside me..., dont get affected by me.
this is just doreen's fate, doreen's life.
what else..OH! my neck..
i just realised that i cant look backwards..
as in, i can bend my neck and like look up..
its like lifting you head 90 degrees to look at your ceiling..
SIGHX!, i am such an loser.
anyone wanna to have a backbone and neck bone transfer with doreen??
okay, i am so joking..
imagine having someone else's backbone...scary.HA!
tvxq! i am so going mad.
the fact that raina is SIAO over them makes me so crazier and LOVE HER MORE!!
ya. HA!
raina is so DOREEN!!
yeah, i cant wait to fly over to her house one day..
i can just imagine 2 weirdos youtubing on the same thing together..HA!
pls stop saying that my picture or the picture on the right look gay or booby and all.THEY ARE GUYS!HA!
vera and genia are so mean.
I JUST LOVE PRETTY GUYS CANNOT ARH!!!
HA!
you better stop saying bad stuff about my darling korean guys okay..HA!
the other talking to squeak about me youtubing everyday looking at guys.. korean guys...
they are SO COOL OKAY!!
yeah, and it doesnt seem to be a very bad thing KOREAN boy looking your whole day.
its better than going out and flirt..
ya..
I LOVE MY KOREAN BOYS!!
and if you dont like, i cant help you but just tell you to accept doreen like that.
I AM DETERMINED to learn korean for the korean guys!!HA!
yeah, i am seriously going nuts.
my phone is like flooded with their pics and songs...ARGH!!! save doreen!
HA!
yeah...
KOREAN GUYS~~, here i come..
HA!!
tvxq rock my korean dream!!
