Saturday, January 27, 2007
posted at 3:10 PM
shit.. doreen feels all weak, tired and sick from this week..
my bone have been hurting this week cos i have been always been coming home late and the minute i finish my meal, i need to rush to do work.
yeah, that is how much stuff and pressure i am facing from school.
and gb stuff are alot too.
my throat is hurting like crazy and i think i am getting on a flu as well..
the 'best' thing is, i have got a class party tmr.
hope i can pull through it mann..
i didnt stay so late on a friday night cos there is no school tmr..
i have been doing work on the computer since 5 until now..
yes, this is hell..
and i am intending to wake up early to study.
i am really stretching myself to the extreme..
i think i will just fall anything..
or rather, snap.
yeah, one week of not enough sleep, my body is telling me that 'doreen cannot function properly anymore'.
and i am still thinking about that ambition i have always been hanging on for these 6 years 1 month.
if my body cant take one week of tired-ness and stress plus pressure, that ambition of my requires so much more than just one week of weakness..
i dont know, i cant think much...
i am just like totally mentally, physically strained person here.
yes, i am emotionally strained too.
i have been talking lesser now.
pple do realise and i hope all my lame reasons could cover up for my emptiness i am facing.
yeah, i will just keep it to myself.
yeah, as far as i can remember.
today is jae jae's birthday.
im glad that i manage to keep awake yesterday and pray for him and his 2007.
yeah, thank GOD for everything.
i will be watching you from afar..
i like my spot here.
dorean dead..
Labels: dong bang shin ki, jaejoong, korean
