Saturday, March 10, 2007
posted at 11:26 PM
filled with much emotions now.
dont know why im like that.
its just some stuff that i dont even understand by myself
i dont even have the rights to tell anyone about it
cos im not even sure about this heart that belongs to me
who am i?
im such a weirdo.
i need to admit
i wanna write it all out
but i dont know what to right.
maybe what i m experiencing is something like an inner VS exteral comflict on my own.
sighx.
who can help me man..
aiyo, i made such a weird dream yesterday night mann.
i wanna see who it is
but i cant
i can only wake up and guess who it was with my own heart
but sometimes, my head tells me its not him.
what can i do for myself?
for this dying world?
i can type everything i want here..
thats for such.
cos no one will bother anywaysas long as i dont hurt anyone, i will be left along.
o levels are coming.
its really freaky.
i know its like 7 months away.
but still, i cant wait to graduate.
now i dont really know if i still wanna do my chinese studies that badly.
im just desperate to see my future.
i need someone.
i need that someone that will give me that happiness i can feel when i go to bed.
i need that someone who will lend me that shoulder to lean on when i need to cry.
i need that feeling i wanted..
that feeling i had in my dream.
when will it be?
Labels: emo
