Wednesday, April 11, 2007
posted at 10:58 AM
blehx.
okay, now chinese we have been doing this issue on 'is it right for teenagers to chase their idols in any form..?'
(somehow i really hate this topic... argh)
but i was thinking, if i was a mum, i think i would give my daughter the cash to chase her idol and watch their concert and support them!
yeah, but its spoiling them i know.
but, you see, i know how it feels to have to sqeeze out that $20 for every album your idol cuts.
yeah, and how painful i feels to not being able to buy their album and you dont wanna download it cos you give him/her lots of respect.
so, yeah.
i will be the 'bad' mother.
i dont think its wrong to chase after your idols.
really, i think its no one at fault for teenagers to chase after their idols and model after them.
i tell you, if there werent singers in this world, i would have died off much earlier.
yeah, i have spend almost 1/2 of my life chasing after and modelling after a particular singer/artist.
yeah, so i really think its no one fault!
and i think idols are actually good as long as you know prioritize whats is the most important thing in your life.
yeah, for me.
i often put idols as first.
yeah, i can afford to not study so hard for my eoys/prelims/psle for my idol.
yeah, but i wouldnt go to the extent like that girl who was crazy over andy lau.
i really hate the chinese topic on all these.
laoshi says it the parents' of the teenagers fault if they chase after idols.
NO ITS NOT OKAY!
acutally its pretty cool to admire the same pple, same band as your parents!
like for me, my mum and i admire and go crazy over similar korean dudes.
and it helps us bridge up alot of gap between us!
really!
we used to cannot see each other in the eye and have verbal fights pretty often.
but now, we can just specially go out and just talk about the korean dudes.
yeah.
so, i totally disagree that parents are the one at fault.
they are only at fault if they give you unlimited money to spend chasing your idols.
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okay this was a really random topic.
but who cares.
i need to get the load off my chest.
i mean, no one will agree with me if i spout all these in class.
cos, we have to write our compo's in a point of view that teachers can accept.
if this question ever comes out in midyears, prelims or even Os, i will just drop dead i tell you.
cos, i would really wanna write what i feel instead of being artifical.
sorry, this is me :)
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faith said that i looked sad in class today.
gave me a hug.
do i look like a girl who is suffering from depression?
do i really look that sad?
she is not the first one giving me such comments.
but,
sighx, sometimes i just lie and give a stupid reason than im sian and tired.
i dont know.
now im only living to complete my Os.
i dont know
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how can they say that of rella?
make me feel all upset after reading.
now he went to the extreme of cutting his hair short.
SATISFIED?
i wanna see his long hair still..
sighx, stupid pple.
cant get bothered anymore
pple all failing me.
who cares ...
at least i know i can depend on my music!
i will walk out of everything myself..
hopefully.
after hearing kerry saying that old mg girls of the grad year are all committing sucide, it just hit me so hard.
what if i grad from mg and 5 years later, i commit sucide,
will pple bother?
i dont know.
but since sucide rates are so high now, i think it wouldnt make a differences.
no one will be reading this anyways .
so i dont really bother if anyone is read this.
im just typing to get my thoughts out of my head.
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rella, i miss you.
singing and dancing can make pple forget trouble
