Friday, May 25, 2007
posted at 12:13 PM
okay, angela teo yu hui asked me to update.
yeah, im updating now.
sighx, it have been lifeless life for me.
yeah, thats how i view these 3 weeks.
im tired.
i wanna end everything.
i getting sick of chinese cos i dont see my As.
and my vision of my future is getting more blurred out once i thought i was clear about everything.
now, i dont know where i wanna go.
i seriously think, only simei ite wants me.
even my teacher makes me seems as if im good for nothing, stupid in otherwords.
yeah, i shant mention who she/he is.
but i really am ANNOYED with it.
you dont wanna help me, its okay.
i wanna make it really big one day and i would just not give a damn about you in the future when you acknowledge me as your student.
YOU SUCK!
okay, enough of that emo talk.
i promise myself i cant let stupid school stuff hurt me!!
it wouldnt!
i will enjoy the most out of this year when everyone is buzy mugging.
cos, this is NOT LIFE!
LIFE IS NOT ABOUT STUDYING!!
ITS ABOUT ENJOYING IT!
and i seriously schooling is such a waste of time.
wasting half my life on it.
if i was a korean living in korea, i would definately live a totally different.
if you know what im hitting it, you will get it :)
i was going to post about the recent crazy stuff i did.
OKAY AND HERE COMES THE CRAZY THING EVER.DOREEN STALKED A GUY!!if you think im joking, definately not this time.
first time doing such a thing.
i saw this guy that is SO MY TYPE at rail mall the other day.
he smokes but MY TYPE!!
so i decided to stalk him in my school uniform...
heehee.
yeah, then stalked all the way to the busstop.
i was like staring at him and thinking of how situations will turn out if i get his attention and if we talked.
i will definately asked him to quit smoking..
HA!
and then, oh my.
when i was staring at him while i thought, he suddenly turned back and look at me..
oh my!
i was like pretending to talk on the phone mann..
HA!
its so cool to see a long hair dude around singapore mann..
but, he never appeared at his smoking corner ever since.
maybe he is terrified by me.
was thinking of posting my type of guy here.
but nah.
would just tell some close friends and FULLSTOP.
no one else will know :)
i just thought, i have so many conditions
and singapore guys will not really fit in..
i shall just migrate to korea then :)
lalala,
this is my break from writing my chinese essay.
other than updating this blog (cos angie asked me to),
im crazily getting pictures of korean guys.
i shant attempt to post it now.
another day :)
HAHA!
okay, all for today.
i wanna learn BALLET :)
