Friday, June 29, 2007
posted at 11:54 AM
school is fun :)
for friends i mean ... HEE
yeah, look what i did in class with jo.
i did the drawing, she did part of the talking
this is jo and do's AH XIANG~~
lol.
like i said i drew it.
i editted and made a clean up version cos its really messy :X
look at our cute ah xiang~~ !!
HEE
TO JO:if you want the acutally size of both pictures, tell me!will give you the url!!it all started when jo challenged me to draw the word xiang in bubble version.
so i did it and she said i cheated cos i used pencil and went over with ink... -.- ''
HA
then i became a little bored and started doodling.
yeah.
the round thing on its body with the AIYA on its body is its tatoo.
so cool right?
our ah xiang~~ so hip.. have tatoo.
its tatoo have black shadings..
why ai ya?
its girlfriend's name is called 爱呀.
lol.
ha,
jo there goes the picture you have been waiting for.
I LOVE THE VOODOO JO DID FOR ME!!!
<33
thanks dear
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
posted at 12:15 PM
i've gotten the album i wanted!!
super junior '05
&
the single that everyone wants :)
U 
yeah :)
from huiyu :) who went somewhere in east asia.
i know where she went okay, but i was suppose to be confidential :P
thanks YUU!!
was pretty shocked to see that she have the same hair style as ME!
HEE!
we didnt even see each other for almost a month and we both cut the hairstyle!
rocks man ^^
i just realised that i havent bought an album in ages
in the past, i usually like get 2-3 per month and the last album i bought is like, BoA's Outgrow in sec 3??
beginning of sec 3 in march
yep, that was really LONG ago.
ha, though it was like last year.. but still.
WOAH! that was like almost a year ago!
the reason for not getting an ablum for ages is that, i've been receiving ablums as gift recently..
okay, over one year.
yeah, it all started from end of last year when jo got me 4 albums from taiwan and japan.
-TVXQ's Triangle
-TVXQ's Heart, Mind & Soul
-TVXQ's O jung.ban.hap
-BoA's Love & Honesty
then, my mum got me 4 more albums this year from taiwan for my birthday
-TVXQ's Rising Sun Single
-TVXQ's Five in the Black
-Shinhwa's Brand New
-Shinhwa's State of the Art
finally, huiyu got me
-Super Junior '05
-Super Junior U single :):)
yeah, LOVE THESE PPLE LOTS *muacks!*
i just got 10 albums like that.
hee, thanks again!
okay, really happy that these nice sweet pple manage to fulfil my wanted list of albums.
yeah, i still cant believe that i have albums of the 3 boybands im mad over now.
still cant believe though im so broke, i still went to spend money buying taiwan magazines, stickers and photos of these boybands.
yeah, im like the worse person you can have a money saving plan with.
i mean i will save money and try not to spend so much but my saving plan doesnt extend to THESE KOREAN STARS
ha, i will still buy excessively .. whoops.
(mummy, pls dont see this *crosses fingers and toes*)
good news for myself.
I LOST 2 KGS:)
i think i will aim for the weight i gave as a target for myself.
not telling you :P
i lost and didnt grow..
darn.
lol.
have been having 3 hours afternoon nap and taking pills to sleep in the night
i know its bad..
but, .. ..
gb sec 4 farewell tmr.
giving little swifties sweets :)
i know im nice :P
Saturday, June 23, 2007
posted at 6:31 AM
hee.
change my blog picture :P
he says he is a 3 years old kid.
believe him?duh, he is too cute not to believe.
AHHHHH
how can a
26 going on 27 guy look so adorably cute (^.^)''
lol.
he totally just look like a little 3 year old boy ...
i'm loving this picture now, JUNNIE
HAHA
dont be mean.
cute cute KAWAII!
shinhwa HWAITING!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
posted at 4:19 AM
oh my,
i just realised that i spend almost $300 this hols.
okay, maybe $250.
buying clothes, eating, going out like mad, ...
yeah.
the economy here loves me i know :P
i really dont wanna go back to school :X
school would be bad.
i havent done
any homework
cos i did my own revision instead
so is it wrong of me ??
confused.
ARHhh
hate studying
Friday, June 15, 2007
posted at 11:39 AM
aiyo,
okay stop it.
jo asked do to update.
so here it is dear.
went to lydia's place with cass yesterday.
KBOX LIKE SIAO!
HA!
yeah, i had to sing 4 solo songs cos i lost in the kbox game.
i came out with the punishments and i got most of it..
shit it mann..
heehee
sighx,
life is so useless now.
sometimes i really wonder why im living for ..
im glad im going out tmr.
just staying at home for so long, following my study time-line plan, im going nuts.
not saying that im really studying my brain out everyday..
its just that at this point of time, its a time where i have no motivation to COONG for.
haiya,
i really wanna be that person i dream to be.
but in everything you do, there are pros and cons.
i think i can get over with the cons and the pros are mainly for myself.
i know im selfish
but, with this great ambition of mine that i wanna fulfil,
im still aint sure if i can take the stress and lonliness..
okay, im not say not lonesome now but it would be worse.
yeah, i keep on telling myself
PASSION PULLS ONE OVER EVERYTHINGPASSION PULLS YOU ONPASSION IS EVERYTHINGPASSION IS ALL I NEEDyeah, the more i see people fulfilling their dreams and ambition,
the more jealous i get and wanna do the best to my passion.
here i come my passion.
to JO:i feel quite bad that i cant really 'rejoice' with you in everything you are facing now in life.but, yeah ... im still stuck in my own world of emo-ness with lemon.im feeling so depressed after that time.okay, you can ask me about that cos i havent told you about that incident yet.im..nevermind.i trust that you can pull through whatever that is happening now.yeah, i think the daddy will just allow everything ..at least you have the mummy's support..heehee.i know you know what i mean and i trust that you will read this :xha..love you, jowill help you if you really need..thats my post for jo:)
going to hang out with cousin and grandma for the whole of my weekend.
miss those faces :)
i just realised, when i saw my previous post,
im still in that nightmare that i cant get out.
im still am being haunted by it
i feel everything rushing back when i just took a glance at that post.
i cant get out of my past.
i wonder how some people forget events in their lives easily and continue walking forward.
i cant
im still in the past, thats for sure
just today, i found out that my blood pressure is getting worse.
now when i stand up, my vision is almost total blurness and i take long to recover from that
i dont know, is this a sign of ... .. whatever sickness??
cos as i sit infront of the computer, i can feel myself going to faint.
I ATE dont worry
but, my low blood pressure is getting worse
i dont want see the doctor no more.
why is it that in every time of the year, a sickness will come and i will see the doctor almost monthly..
i HATE HER
Sunday, June 10, 2007
posted at 1:59 PM
IMAGINE YOURSELFsleeping in the car as you are going home from a long dayand the next thing you know,you flew out of the vechicle, bleeding and full of injuries inside outyou had a broken foot, fractured hip, broken ribs, and facial scratches/bruises. PLUS your fractured hip was bleeding and broken ribs caused an internal bleeding at your lungs.or you could haveglass shards that were in your back, scratches near your eye and various cuts and bruises.you need to a total of 170 stitches on your face and back to deal with the injuries------
vechicle are really scary.
now, i have a new fear added to my long fear list.
im afraid of sitting at the front sit of a car.
yeah, im afraid when im in a car and the driver have to suddenly break to prevent an accident
shit, whenever this incident comes to my mind, i can feel the pain in me.
the pain i think would be when my broken rib hurt my lungs and caused an internal bleeding.
ekk.
really, i can feel it like at this instance.
crap.
THANK GOD THAT HE IS RECOVERINGTHANK GOD THAT HE IS ALIVETHANK GOD THAT HE IS KEPT IN PRAYERthank God for YOU
posted at 1:14 PM
sighx, no words are needed.
i just found out some news yesterday.
she told me before that it would be a good news and i wasnt worried much for her since i was good!
but i still dont know whats going on.
its good for her.
she will be going the way she wanted (i think)
yeah, she is leaving singapore for taiwan.
back there.
sighx, i shant mention any names.
if you get it, you will.
if not, dont ask me.
you will find out soon enough.
i want to know of her reason of going to leave.
sighx, i really respect this ______ of mine.
but, i hope she will be able to fulfil or do whatever she wants.
all the best and jia you!
1207, i dont want this day to come :XX
cos i really dont want you to leave.
i was talking to her on the phone yesterday clarifying stuff.
shit mann, i felt super emo after that..
lucky clique went for a walk.
i got to settle my emotions a little better.
-------
clique stayover yesterday.
so much fun stuff happened.
memories just between the 7 of us :)
pictures will come soon i hope.
the cake family was born yesterday by doreen's nonsense yesterday night.
all these names came from
EUGENIA KEK (kek sound like cake)so doreen got these nonsense out!
doreen - korean cake (officially changed to KIMCHI cake today afternoon)rachel - short mushroom cake (why mushroom? inside joke:))pet - awesome cake (dont ask me why awesome... she's weird .. heehee)vera - VERY cake (no other V words so i just gave her very cake..)raina - CABBAGE cake (why cabbage? inside joke :) attempt to change to japanese cake; got rejected by doreen so, its still cabbage for now)& last but not leastfaith - the FAITHFUL cakeHUG RAINA TO SLEEP!!
I <3 MY RAINA!
to raina:we should try to do the hug sleeping thing the next stayover!
HA! cant believe we thought of doing the same thing to each other!
LOL!
<3 my clique :)
US/theCAKEs
Friday, June 8, 2007
posted at 12:34 AM
02. Weak Mantranslation by: Yoonie (also credit: aheeyah.com)
I can't live a day without you 24/7 always think about you I think I will go crazy You meant everything to me It's so hard for me to move on But it's so hard I pray to God I want to believe that you'll come back to me Please, I want to believe it
Because I am a weak man Tears continuously fall, it's like I'm broken You know that I'm like this without you
After a month passed by My heart was pained, not receiving a call from you Today I'm crying once more
How could I forget you? How could I erase someone I loved? When our photos reflect wonder memories... I want to live as your man Why did you leave me? Did you really believe that I would be alright?
Like a habit I think of the way he looks at you I think about it several times a day The more I think, the more it hurts I don't think I will be able to forget you How can I continue to live this way? I'll love you until I day This tragedy, please stop I'm barely breathing Under the influence of alchohol I dance at the club Can't I touch you, No Then can I meet you, No I just want to hear your voice, answer my phone call
I picked up the phone I want to see you, hold you, please come back I hung up without saying a word
How could I forget you? How could I erase someone I loved? When our photos reflect wonder memories... I want to live as your man Why did you leave me? Did you really believe that I would be alright?
You don't need to love me, you don't need to come back But just remember that I loved you
I love you, I only love you My lips know those words My heart aches because it can't say those words
I've come so far. Now will I be able to forget you? Even if I'm only for you? Will I have to erase the promise my heart made for you?------------------
do you see my pain?
the pain that runs from my heart to my whole body
nothing's left for me
i love this song dearly.
make me tear everything i listen to it
thank God for music
Thursday, June 7, 2007
posted at 1:14 PM
DRANK
DRUNK not
heehee.
i drank so much today.
shant specific drink :)
and who i was drinking it with.
i was drinking with TH & CH
happy guess mann.
:)
we were playing cards and whoever loses that round of game, would have to drink the drink.
there was a point of time i kept on losing and drank lots.
yeah, it was pretty bad cos the other time i drank with the same group, i was almost drunk.
this time, my resistance was still not bad..
heehee
but, face turned super hot and red at like after the 5th cup?
ha, then TH decided to be nice and made me drink super sweet honey water..
lucky, i didnt get to drink the concentrated drinks.
changed games, blackjack - loser: huge concentration of V(drink)
i won, so honey water for me again :):)
stupid CH
gets the terrible one :P
before going to TH place to do all that,
3 of us went to BPP to have dessert after school.
i was like so into the donuts stall, missy donuts when i saw the pictures of the pretty nice donuts in all sort of flavours !!
yeah, so decided to get them.
queue was quite long, i thought i wouldnt be long till i get them.
and we waited
and waited
and waited.
at last, after an hour of queueing, GOT MY SEXY DONUTS :)
it wasnt that disappointing.
tasted quite nice in fact..
other than being very sweet, high concentration of sugar :X
to monel:thinking about you, the feeling is coming back strongly at me now
the feeling that i thought left and abandon my heart
but, i face the same problem all over again now
shit, i dont think there will be any ending for us
we just seem impossible
how can 2 get together when they are not close ??
i want to be close
but my character doesnt fit in at the place we meet
if we were schoolmates, everything would have been better
if only i did get that results for psle.
sighx,
can you see me?
you are in my life.
but am i in yours?
im getting tired of always being the one there for you when i seem to be invisible in your life.
2 years together, can you feel me?
To _______:
nothing's left.
im brooding something that will never be mine,
something that wasnt even originally mine
selfish, i am
with who i am, i have nothing left
even you, i can only watch from afar
a fate that i possess right from the start, the same with monelfate & destiny,
i see none.
all i see the hopeless self i am with you.
its doreen and her music
what will she do when her music fades away?
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
posted at 8:23 AM
as usual,
school was boring like crap.
sighx,
but treasure the days i have left for schooling..
i desperately need help for chemistry and amaths.
I CAN DO IT :):)
whoops,
i havent blogged about my results yet..
but, sighx not going to talk much about it.
just need to boast,
i've got #1 for chemistry in my class,
MY FOOT!
from the BOTTOM i mean.
eh, need to boast okay.
first time i've gotten the lowest in the class
second time getting a first in class :)
the last time was primary 4, first in class for maths.
:)
heehee
many think i was crazy to go around comparing results in class
i got 20.8% for chemistry for mids
anyone wanna compare?
lol.
i love my 女人(girl in chinese)
yeah :)
dont bother knowing who :P:P:P
Friday, June 1, 2007
posted at 12:27 PM
(doreen in really low mood today)
aiya, i have been finding things to cheer me up.
but now, im deeper into this hole.
shit.
Cai laoshi, Mdm Lau, one of my dearest laoshi ever have left..
passed away.
i told myself to get over it.
and just tell myself that God want her back home.
but, i cant help but feel like crying everytime i think about her.
i know some of you think its nuts, she is just another teacher.
she is not just another teacher to me.
she is one of the best teacher who have ever taught me.
i remember rachel once told me that she can never imagine her goodfriend pass away.
but now, let me tell you this,
i cant imagine a teacher passing away, one that i admire and look up to.
i know im not suppose to cry though i already did yesterday.
i dont wanna cry infront of her relatives tmr.
yeah, im just too emotional you can say.
i hope everything will be alright tmr when me and trina goes for her wake.
trina, hold me.
sighx,
i just realised how much this teacher is in my heart.
i cant take another blow of such anymore.
even though i would have to in the future.
i really dont want to.
its just part and parcel of life.
thinking about how one person i know survived from a interal bleeding in his lungs, i know there is some good and miracle in this world.
situation: he had a accident and his some ribs broke, one injuring his lungs
my mum told me that he could have easily died.
im so glad that he is pulling through everything and recovering faster than the doctor expected.
Thank God.
for saving another that could have make me cry.
i will be better.
i hope.
by next week? or by the time school reopens?
i dont know.
i have so many unhealed wounds within me that no one knows
and i dont know when will the wounds turn into scars that wouldnt haunt me that much
bleeding. ....
my heart hurts.
