Friday, June 15, 2007
posted at 11:39 AM
aiyo,
okay stop it.
jo asked do to update.
so here it is dear.
went to lydia's place with cass yesterday.
KBOX LIKE SIAO!
HA!
yeah, i had to sing 4 solo songs cos i lost in the kbox game.
i came out with the punishments and i got most of it..
shit it mann..
heehee
sighx,
life is so useless now.
sometimes i really wonder why im living for ..
im glad im going out tmr.
just staying at home for so long, following my study time-line plan, im going nuts.
not saying that im really studying my brain out everyday..
its just that at this point of time, its a time where i have no motivation to COONG for.
haiya,
i really wanna be that person i dream to be.
but in everything you do, there are pros and cons.
i think i can get over with the cons and the pros are mainly for myself.
i know im selfish
but, with this great ambition of mine that i wanna fulfil,
im still aint sure if i can take the stress and lonliness..
okay, im not say not lonesome now but it would be worse.
yeah, i keep on telling myself
PASSION PULLS ONE OVER EVERYTHINGPASSION PULLS YOU ONPASSION IS EVERYTHINGPASSION IS ALL I NEEDyeah, the more i see people fulfilling their dreams and ambition,
the more jealous i get and wanna do the best to my passion.
here i come my passion.
to JO:i feel quite bad that i cant really 'rejoice' with you in everything you are facing now in life.but, yeah ... im still stuck in my own world of emo-ness with lemon.im feeling so depressed after that time.okay, you can ask me about that cos i havent told you about that incident yet.im..nevermind.i trust that you can pull through whatever that is happening now.yeah, i think the daddy will just allow everything ..at least you have the mummy's support..heehee.i know you know what i mean and i trust that you will read this :xha..love you, jowill help you if you really need..thats my post for jo:)
going to hang out with cousin and grandma for the whole of my weekend.
miss those faces :)
i just realised, when i saw my previous post,
im still in that nightmare that i cant get out.
im still am being haunted by it
i feel everything rushing back when i just took a glance at that post.
i cant get out of my past.
i wonder how some people forget events in their lives easily and continue walking forward.
i cant
im still in the past, thats for sure
just today, i found out that my blood pressure is getting worse.
now when i stand up, my vision is almost total blurness and i take long to recover from that
i dont know, is this a sign of ... .. whatever sickness??
cos as i sit infront of the computer, i can feel myself going to faint.
I ATE dont worry
but, my low blood pressure is getting worse
i dont want see the doctor no more.
why is it that in every time of the year, a sickness will come and i will see the doctor almost monthly..
i HATE HER