Monday, April 28, 2008
posted at 12:23 PM
DOREEN IS ON A SAVING PLAN TO BUY EVERYTHING SHE WANTSSO SHE WILL BE SAVING (& DIETING) & WORKING :)
posted at 11:48 AM
can i choose not to like you anymore?
this is like the dont-know-how-many times i've been telling myself.
thank you very much,
LAW the cool (
yes, whatever you called yourself on my tagboard -.-)
i really needed that encouragement i guess :D
yeah, reassured totally in myself:)
I CAN DO IT!!thanks again!
but i really think my drawing sucks
why cant the school just let us draw whatever we're good in
all the people who draw manga, draw manga.
those who draw portraits, improve on it
and those abstract artist, draw abstract!
its at such a big disadvantage being an abstract artist in school.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
posted at 12:27 PM

i want a easel so badly.
i want canvas boards to paint on (which i just found out its DAMN EX :X)
i want pails of acrylic paint .. :(
haha, i really use this to draw my pictures
yeah, i would be really good to have this and use it to draw canvas abstract drawings.
then, i would be on cloud 9:)
haha, im freaking looking for one now.
im starting to lost so much faith and hope in myself
just look at my drawings now, suck to the core when i see hannah's and jocelyn.
its like abstract drawing is totally abandon.
i can just go and be my taitai who stays at home and paints canvas abstract drawings.
yeah, and sell them to have money to go shop shop.
its really sad to be a artist.
everything a arty/film/media student needs are all so EX!!!
damn it.
thats why im freaking working 4 days next week.
if i dont work, where does the money drop at to buy all my art stuff?
Friday, April 25, 2008
posted at 8:38 AM
I OFFICIALLY HATE SBS
it like totally suck to the core.
and i seriously should post about customer service & SBS in my school blog.
its like damn the services mann.
i like freaking hell hate the transport but that's the only transport other than taxi huh
&& I FREAKING LOVE TO COMPLAIN
but i choose not to this time
cos i really cant get bothered with it cos it happens so often
and i freaking think that they wouldnt even bother resolving anything
sucks to the core
its just so MY day
AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO COPY!
those who copy music,dramas and movies!!
DAMN to them.
AHH
and those 'silent supporters'
i mean, they should seriously feed the people the support
LIKE HOW I BUY ALL MY ALBUMS TO SUPPORT AND FEED MY BOYS :):)
lol, going off now cos im so damn pissed.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
posted at 3:19 PM

yes, this is how i feel today.
i thought a picture would represent best how im really feeling
i dont know.
thoughts just rushed into my head so suddenly.
(editted on 270408: I chose to take off this part. too bad if you havent read it yet :P HAHA!)

yeah, i really do love sad songs i guess.
i really do okay
but if you make me choose between sad song and happy song?
i guess, i cant choose
cos i love both cos they are music?
haha.
haha, i have been only listening to sad songs just
its just tonight i guess.
its like i'll just skip any fast beat songs that comes along,
and listen to my sad music through the big big head phones you saw me wearing at the above picture, all alone in the living room in the middle of the night.
emo, aint it?
but thats what i am? i guess so
many have said that
and i just had yet another person coming to be just last month saying that 'doreen, i just realised that you're damn emo.'
i unconsciously do release arrows of emo huh.
dont get hit by my emo arrows yeah??
sighx, what's up with the world and me?
yes, i need to agree on this,
this is a totally a doreen problem.
i know not many know about this.
hang on, i think one or two people on this earth knew about it
but, even when i feel like shit now,
like a total loser in everything,
a emo asshole who only dares to sit in the living room, listening to her blasting loud sad songs, tearing her emotions away,
i'm glad i didnt gave up myself 7 years ago.
at least im still surviving now.
imagine if i really had the courage to do it then,
i'll be in total damnation now.
lucky i manage to hear those words.
if you have that sort of courage, you should have enough courage to live on.
think whatever you want about whatever i've got to say today.
i will be better after a good night's rest?
i dont know.
na molla, eotteon-ke?
now, that girl is indeed fading ...
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
posted at 12:30 PM
haha, its been a one of the weekends ever!!
HAHA!
lol, to me that is.
yeah.
i dont know why, but :D
anyhow, how did i spend my weekend?
on FRIDAYi had a last minute meeting with jo at her school.
and i sort of pick her up after her school at woodlands mrt.
then we headed to westmall together.
haha.
then we met up with the forever-making-me-wait zhijing
went to eat at sakae cos i felt like eating udon badly (as usual)
haha, so the others agreed on going there :D
got to eat yummy miso-chesse udon. (ITS GOOD OKAY!!!)
and the green beans there.
as usual, jo would help me take the beans out!
dont think i'll get to eat it if she's not there!! :D (thanks dear:D)
i think we would so head to swenses' if i wasnt ill :X
me, jo and jing had this last minute decision on staying over at jo's place.
oh no, its more of the 'dodo-suggest-it-and-everyone-was-fine-with-it' kind of thing
yeah, so ..
we wanted to watch a late night/midnight movie (maybe the more of 'dodo-suggest-it-and-everyone-was-fine-with-it' kind of thing again)
jing suggested FORBIDDEN KINGDOM, the jackie chan movie.

so, yeah and that was the only show that has a midnight timing..
11pm was our movie!! HAHA
okay its the second last time slot at westmall at least.
went to buy jo's bag at zinc which took REAL LOOOOOONG .. HAHA
&& I REALLY LIKE THAT BLINK BLINK BACKPACK OVER THERE!
SOMEONE GET IT FOR ME!!!!?? ^_______^(this is so bad cos i just got a new one & moreover, currently broke:S)AH!, anyhow.
we wanted to go bowling BUT all the lanes were taken.
jing went home to grab some stuff for stayover while i went with jo to her place for a shower first and put all my stuff down.
okay, then we met up for the movie at 11pm.
FORBIDDEN KINGDOM is not bad. yeah, i LOVE the director cos he was really paid great attention to the surrounding and all. i dont know how to say it clearly here, so thats the more you should just go catch it for the sake of how well he filmed it!
as for plot wise, hmm, nothing realy great about it.
i mean, jackie chan's show dont always have a great plot but they always end up in top rated
watch it if ya jackie's fan :D
okay, then after the movie, it was almost 1AM.
NO BUSES TO GO HOME :S
so, yeah you probably guessed we took a cab home.
NO!, we didnt take one i dont know why
i think jing insisted on walking home
(yes!!! from westmall all the way to jo's place, which was not far away from signature park?? about 10 busstop's distance?)then jo insisted that we should hitch a ride from some random car on the road.
i was more for the hitch a ride i think.. i dont know!! HAHA
then here goes our crazy night,
we walked in the direction to jo's place while trying to hitch a ride.
A VAN ACTUALLY STOPPED FOR US!!!great job by jo for getting the van.
as we approach closer to the van, jing had to say 'UNCLE UNCLE!!'
then the man drove his van away.
STUPID JING!yes, that was when we officially started walking all the way back to jo's place in the middle of the night.
walk walk walk walk...
i dont know how, but somehow we made it to jo's place.
LOL!!
while walking, we saw this on the busstop!!

then i told jo to do that stun
here's jo's


okay, maybe she shouldnt have attempt it.
hahah!!
LOL!
then back home.
whatever happened until we slept shall be left confidential :D:D
yeah, PLAYED POOL AT LAST!!
okay okay , no more details going to be revealed :D
the next day (sat), we were suppose to go for MG's past vs present at 8am
but,
at 1030am, jing woke me and jo up. whoops ..
jing conned me and jo there saying there's good food.
we reach school at about 11 plus and ...
the event just ended -.-''|
okay, a total waste of our time.
but ohwells, at least i got a mg-past-vs-present bag :D


i went to church to print bulletin later in the day.
and it was THE BEST & MOST FULFILLING ever !!



dont know why. but i just LOVED it.
haha
later in the night that day, went to the airport and pick my brother up.
yeah, BACK FROM TAIWAN!

TAIYANG BING!!
yeah, he bought me 4 boxes :)
ROCKS!!
okay, anyhow.
TODAY!went shopping today with hannah and jocelyn :D:D
yeah, went to get my art stuff and did some necessary shopping for my wardrobe !!
yep, and check out my shoppings


yeahyeah.
haha I'M LOVING THE PINK SHORTS AND SLIPPERS
i seriously think that turning pink.
lol, all sungmin's influence.
oh for all those who dont know, sungmin is my pink boy!! (or rather pink prince:D)
lol, all for today,
&& DODO IS STILL REAL SICK+________+
OH! ITS TWENTY-TWO MORE DAYS TO DODO's BIRTHDAY(
hinthint:D)
Sunday, April 20, 2008
posted at 1:52 PM
OFFICIAL PUBLICITY FOR MY WORDPRESS BLOG::
CLICK HERE!! :D
yeah, this is for like school.
there's a module that my grade is dependent on this blog and i really wanna do well :D
so please, visit it anytime possible and leave a good comment :D
its quite plain now, just an intro of me.
it will have more stuff as the week past as we need to post a proper one every week!!
hahaha,
yeah.
:D i know jo is giving me her 200% support
love you loads jo :D:D
&& im officially sick.
down with sore throat, cough and flu with an ulcer on my gum.
just your information, my average recovery time is 2 weeks.
haha.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
posted at 11:37 AM
YAY!
got the pictures from my phone at last.
so, here comes my picture post :D
LAST LAST SAT (05 APRIL)at grandma's place

HAHA! my cousin, zachary.
he loves to jilian on my phone too, just like retard.
haha, and he's turning 5 next month!!


jilianing by doreenyeah, i realised that i jilian loads too :X


okay, wouldnt attempt to post anymore jilianing pics of me :X:X
SUNDAY (06 APRIL)pot-luck breakfast for sunday school



there were loads of food but few people :'(
all these food were for 5 students and 1 teacher ..
FAITH's BIRTHDAY (07APRIL)
pretty fountain at heeren !!

FMS Orientation (10APRIL)
the laptops of bitchy bimbos :D

i think thats hannah on the left and jocelyn on the right.
haha
LAST SAT (12APRIL): ISABEL's BIRTHDAY

Bel's birthday present
haha, yeah she IS 15 this year.
but she made me get her a dora bottle that MUST HAVE a strap for her birthday
haha, she can never grow up huh.

yes, retarded isabel.
MONDAY (14 APRIL) @ THE FACE BOARDwhere we were suppose to be taking pictures of people and printing the pictures to paste on the face board in school!
yeah, a great picture of euminl there.
i love this one loads!
and when we went around taking pictures, i saw this!!

L~~!
and then i got hannah to pose with her love

HAHAH!
i was so bored, then i started to play with the used ink cartridge from the printer.
it was multiple colored inside, and everyone started to play with what i found out.

retarded jocelyn




okay, bimbo me.
haha. everyone's mood went high after seeing this toy that i started playing with





jocelyn and DO
now, with idiot





sighx, people camwhoring on my phone like mad ... -.-
haha
had to post up, EVERY PICTURE we took cos jocelyn wanted them..
haha
FRIDAY (17APRIL): FANTAZIA @ NPwent with jocelyn and euminl :D:D
finally, got to spend time with my BITCH










ohh, and at last, i got to see renfred in campus.
haha


he performed at the concert and seriously, he's singing really improved.
no, maybe he's chinese improved loads as well..
oh wells, its a LOOOOOONG post for today.
haha, ENJOY TAKING THOSE PICTURES IF YOUR BIG FACE IS THERE :D
going for lunch now !!