Thursday, April 17, 2008
posted at 11:55 AM
i dont know why i suddenly became so quite in school
i dont know why i suddenly became some how anti social in school
im not really being really hyper and all anymore
im sure jocelyn and hannah did realised that till some extent
its like, i dont even feel like hanging out with them out of school hours
its not that i dont like them or their accompany or anything, i guess the main problem is really in me.
i just realised how anti social i am becoming today when i was making my way home from school
its like bad bad bad.
i mean, im already not that sociable,
and now i feel that im turning for the worse
was thinking if i ever behaved like that in MG
no, i never did
or at least, i cannot remember me doing that
shit im really getting into the emo shit all over again
i think its much worse than days in MG
cos, i dont really interact with humans as often as before.
its like in school, i will walk all my own when the rest walks slowly at the back.
i dont even know what im rushing for
i dont like being alone, but i really dont know what's up with me.
its just shit huh.
i hope for hannah and jocelyn to understand that not that i dont like them, i really dont know what im going to through
i dont know what made me like that
crap, this is getting real bad
forgive me if i make lame excuses to not meet up with you all
i just dont know what's up with me.
&&
i just realised that
i really miss my bitch badly
i really miss my other half badly
i cant say 'WE'RE BITCHY BIMBO' as often now,
cos i dont get to see my sexy bitch as often now.
i really want you back BITCH.
"im bimbo, you're bitch and together, we're bitchy bimbo" :D
promise me we will go out someday??
