Sunday, April 27, 2008
posted at 12:27 PM

i want a easel so badly.
i want canvas boards to paint on (which i just found out its DAMN EX :X)
i want pails of acrylic paint .. :(
haha, i really use this to draw my pictures
yeah, i would be really good to have this and use it to draw canvas abstract drawings.
then, i would be on cloud 9:)
haha, im freaking looking for one now.
im starting to lost so much faith and hope in myself
just look at my drawings now, suck to the core when i see hannah's and jocelyn.
its like abstract drawing is totally abandon.
i can just go and be my taitai who stays at home and paints canvas abstract drawings.
yeah, and sell them to have money to go shop shop.
its really sad to be a artist.
everything a arty/film/media student needs are all so EX!!!
damn it.
thats why im freaking working 4 days next week.
if i dont work, where does the money drop at to buy all my art stuff?