Tuesday, July 1, 2008
posted at 11:32 PM
im working on a essay on
depression now.
haha, yeah.
i chose this topic cos i've read it up before.
but now its in a more condense form i guess.
the more i read and research on it, the more i think i suffered some form of depression before.
i hit most of the symptoms.
yes, im mad.
but there's an extent to my madness, i would make sure i wouldnt enter IMH for emotional madness.
though my uncle did, that's the more i would make sure i dont.
oh wells, be it me suffered from depression/suffering depression at the moment, i would let myself think too much huh.
sighx, kendra said something that was so right.
okay, we had this cranky conversation just now on msn, 2 girls going high on fasting and crazy things on a tuesday night on msn.
and then she told me, 'there is no reason why we should be emo, cos we've got Jesus. We're the light of this world.'
(okay, correct me if its wrong kendra. its just something along those lines huh)yeah, and that was the same reason why im still living until today.
the reason that i gave myself when i wanted to do nasty things to myself.
well, if i actually did it years back, i wouldn't have the courage to face Him in heaven and tell him what i did.
Thank you.
