Tuesday, July 8, 2008
posted at 12:26 AM
why, why do i always make myself look so sad?why, why do i always make it seem that i am standing alone?
i dont know, i just realised that i always portray myself as a sad and lonely person.
okay, no doubt i really feel like that in some places, such as ______. (perhaps its only at this place i feel lonely at)
but, it still couldnt be my reason for being so emo.
its been so long,
that i think i'll go mad any moment.
the only thing i can go mad is because, i dont know what exactly made me like that
(& law just dejavu-ed me)
what am i looking for?
someone who would be there for me?
but there are already so many who are willing to stand by me.
why am i forever unhappy?
i cant continue living like that can i?
No one understands me, do you?
I dont even know why im like that.