Wednesday, August 27, 2008
posted at 8:42 PM
I've been thinking and feeling alot. I can't believe all these are happening to you.
We used to the best of friends, what everyone labels as BFF (best friends forever) kinda of besties. I looked at you these days and tried my best to recall, how exactly close we were in the past. Are we just friends close? No, i realised that you made a big part of me. You were a big part of my girl-turning-a-teenage life. I remember how one march holidays, i asked what you were doing for your holidays and you told me nothing special. I invited you over to my family's chalet. I felt as if you were a part of my family, playing so well with my cousins, talking so well with my parents. Everyone knew that we were the one of closest pair of friends, so close till the extent many thought we actually looked alike.
Things changes drastically in just a year, the year that both of us were experiencing different events in our lives. You were considered a youth and i was just a primary girl taking her psle. We still met up that often until that time we fought over the
childish-est thing ever. I still don't understand why you had to fight with me over something like that. It was seriously plain immature. I don't blame you.
Now, look at us. You probably never been into this place, but I read your blog often enough. What have become of you today? Its really too scary for me to comprehend everything in detail. You are like that bestfriend of mine then, who is the total stranger i don't even exchange eye contact with.
We used to be so alike, but now, whatever you're doing is what i hate most. I know you were popular, but i didnt know you would use your popularity like that. Man, i don't know if i can really hate you. Maybe if i foresee your behaviour today, did something back then, i would have been able change your today.
Even mommy thinks that its scary how you were my bestfriend and now, you've became like that. Well, look at the both of us now. We
used to be so alike in all our ways, but now, we're heaven and hell, angel and devil different.
What happened? I'm totally disappointed. Just don't come back into my life since you've left for your naughty world.
