Sunday, September 28, 2008
posted at 11:45 PM
i'm grateful and happy,
that even though
all most of my nights are terrible with the emo-ism getting into me, He sends something in his very own special way to comfort me, to cheer me up.
Yes, God cheer-ed me up once again via the internet.
Well, cause
Seungri totally made my night.
That was too cute.
I know you did it with no intentions to make someone's day,
but it totally made me smile.
Thank you for being yourself.
I'm thankful for everything, everyone around me.
saranghae:D
Nights.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
posted at 11:53 PM
" Just another day, Walking through the Pain ... "
I'm so disturbed.
I'm so
ugly.I'm physically ugly, mentally ugly, emotionally ugly.
I dislike so many things about myself.
I don't like my physical self, mental self, emotional self at all.
Is it wrong to dislike something that You've created?
I'm sorry if i hurt You.
These days I've been thinking.
I've been feeling so physically disabled.
My right shoulder have been giving me a lot of problems today, which is very irritating.
And i know that it will continue giving me problems tmr.
Though I look fit, inside I feel as if I'm half handicapped.
I can't (well not suppose to) run, jump, do sports, ...
Doesn't that make me half-handicapped?
I've been hearing a bit of people telling me that I'm not fat these days.
Well, i sort of figured it out a little, but i still see the tummy.
Then, you'll tell me everyone's got a tummy.
Its just this stupid thinking I have alright?
Watching a video just now, I just realised that I really do have very short legs and it looks so ugly, damn.
I already don't look that pretty and the legs are even worst, though i used to be very proud of my legs till just now.
My emotional self bit, let's not go to that, no one wants the details yeah?
My mental self, i made myself sound like a psycho the other time, whatever, i'm a sadistic freak.
How will I die to end this sad life?
Probably a cancer, I've always believed that if i die of cancer, it would be leukemia, tell me I'm watching too much korean dramas where everyone dies of that.
I didn't intent to blog all these to hurt your eyes from whatever that is in this polluted, bad mind of mine.
I suck i know, but I needed to get all these off my brain.
There's more to it, but ... if i start to blog my every single thought, it would be endless.
Unless you come to me, nothing will happen.
If we're meant to be, something will happen.
Its only 10 minutes, but ... nothing will happen.
posted at 1:17 AM
" ... that a relationship between a twenty-one-year-old man and a seventeen-year-old girl would end in some Shakespearean tragedy, ... "
ironical, it did.
I've completed Sweet Love by Sarah Strohmeyer and its good.
Its not a Shakespearean tragedy kind of story, but it quotes alot from Shakespeare.
Considering the fact that i'm not much of a fan of books, I'll be reading more of her books from now onwards I hope.
Well, since I've got a major writers' block for my own story :X
Would it happen to me? Maybe my life is already some Shakespearean tragedy ...
I told her today that, 'I want nobody, nobody but you'.
Would you say the same to me too?
Friday, September 26, 2008
posted at 12:10 AM
at last, haha, IT JO's BIRTHDAY!!
HAHA!!
okay, PS Cafe wasnt that bad.
just that it was kinda of pricey.
food was much better than expected, it was kinda of under-rated online.
ohwells, i love the ambience at PS Cafe!
Dempsey is the next hangout spot :D:D
lol, that's the dojojing's place to be.
well, technically we can only go there when we feel rich :X
it was kinda of funny.
during dinner, i looked around at the crowd getting into PS Cafe, and realised that we (dojojing) were the youngest group of people there.
haha!! lol, but i lovelove dempsey still :)
haha, it sucks to not have photos when you wanna photo blog so badly.
ohwells, i've almost no photos cause the camera kinda of died on me, the batt is definitely pretty screwed.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR!
I LOVE YOU LOADS :D.
tagged jo's blog 17th times just :D
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
posted at 10:43 PM
being alone is that bad after all.
i did loner shopping today cause i had to get some stuff and ... no one really likes to walk around westmall yeah?
so, i do loner shopping alot at westmall and toa payoh.
lol, but i did spend quite a bit as usual.
that's bad, i've been spoiling myself a little too much these days :|
with all the korea products i've been getting. haha!!!
anyhow, just a thought.
i seriously make a good boyfriend.
i'm usually the one waiting when i go on dates,
i'm usually the one who decides on where we should eat,
i'm usually the one who ain't that pickey (overall) ...
and i wait for others is really true okay, ...
i waste most of my life waiting -.-
yes, if i was a boy, that would be at all the girls advantage.
lol, i'm a better option for being a boyfriend.
okay, if you think i'm just being ego here yet again, ignore me totally please.
seriously, if i could be your boyfriend, you would love me to bits.
i plan romantic surprising dates.
you'll know what i'm talking about soon.
yes, dear. its for you.
well, if you even know who you are.
Monday, September 22, 2008
posted at 10:02 PM
the good MVs with the good singers and good dance just keep on coming in :D
enjoy.
Dong Bang Shin Ki - Mirotic MV
they are finally back into the kpop scene after 2 years at jpop:D
Labels: BoA, dong bang shin ki, eat u up, korean, mirotic
Sunday, September 21, 2008
posted at 11:25 PM
It was an awesome dinner with joanne and her family yesterday night.
and guess what was awesome other than the company?
we ate at a korean restaurant at Amara Hotel :D.
this so rocks.
haha, though the food wasn't that good,
bimbibap was such a letdown :(
but
meat tasted really good, so did the
ginger tea :D
oh, and at last!! I TRIED
SOJU!
but it was cold .. but still!! :D:D
oh, but jo took away my cup after seeing jing's red face :|
HAPPY early BIRTHDAY, JO!!
gave her a scarf that she once told me that she liked it when we were out :D
haha, so i've decided to get it for her :D
yeah jo, dont be too excited on your part 2, 3, .... birthday presents :D:D
HAHA, it will rock still cause i'm such an awesome hubby :P
i should speak no more, let the photos talk!!
korean restaurant.
i was seated beside my pretty wife :)
who was .. ji-lianing.
yeah, she's into camwhoring which was KOREAN-DO influenced :D
but oh wells, this is one of my favourite photo ever!!
Among all those i've taken, this is awesome!!
some foody photos
ginger tea rocks!!
oh talking about food, i was reminded again by how jo's dad kept on offering me and jing soju to drink though we are
not supposed to ... lol
but who cares, it wasnt even our first time drinking.
haha, whoops ~
then he kept on wanting to fill up out soju shot, until jo's mum had to stop him. LOL.
wayne + joyce + jo<33>
3 different cakes there.
haha.
jo's family + family friends photos :D
now, photos of
dojojing 
seriously dont know what was wrong with me that day, my stupid fringe looked damn ugly.
whatever to stupid hair, make me look like i'm half balding... :|
THE DOJO LOVE<33
I LOVE JO:D
to jo: look forward to thursday lah.. haha!!
Labels: korean
posted at 10:58 PM
I've got tagged by Kendra to do this! HAHA, but its something to take my mind off those things that hurt i guess.
Thanks Kendra.
1. The age you will be on your next birthday:
18~! It would be a year closer to my dream age 21~!
2. A Place You would like to travel to:
This is so not fair, everyone knows i wanna go to S.Korea badly.
United Kingdom (UK) - Something you never knew? haha.
Japan
Taiwan
3. Your favourite places:
My room - this is not anything like my own room, its in a too messy state now and i'm too lazy to snap a shot for this. lol.
But thinking about it, i dont really have a favourite favourite place, the company is all it matters.
4. Your favourite food(s):
Bibimbap - Korean food
Sushi
Carbonara
Cakes - in particular, Oreo Cheesecake
5.Your Favourite Pet:
I don't really like pets to begin with, but i once told my mummy if i am really rich in the future, i want a ...
DOLPHIN! - i know i'm just fantasying yet again. but its a total irony, i have a great phobia of water.
6.Your favourite colour combination:
I have 3 listed here!
White with Red; Black with Red
Black with Pink
7. Your favourite piece of clothing:
This is so tough. I'm going to have quite a few.
Beanie/Hat
High Pants/Shorts/Skirt
Dresses
8. Your all-time favourite song:
I'll just specify the genres maybe?
Of course, keeping in mind that i only listen to korean music. (& selective jap music)
Emo
Hip-Hop (BIGBANG:D)
9. Your Favourite TV Show:
Yeah, i watch alot of korean dramas and selective jap dramas.
haha, so these are 2 dramas that impact me alot this 2 years.
Hong Gil Dong
Snow Queen
Both of them have a sad ending, a terrible one, at least to me.
10. Town in which you live in:
Yes, this island called Singapore
11. Your Screen Nickname:
This is what i saw when i typed korean-do on google.
SUNGGMINN from Super Junior :D
HAHA, my display photo on crunchyroll and some forums, lol.
12: Your First Job:
I worked at Coffee Bean & Tea Leaves as a barista for 6 months. haha.
13. Your Dream Job:
GOSH I've got so many, bet more than kendra i bet :P
1. Singer
2. An Abstract Artist like picasso.
3. Be a rich TAITAI.
4. Film Director (i wanna film movies, dramas and MVs!!) <- i think it includes writing my own story and filming it. haha.
5. Creative Director
cannot really find a suitable one for this, haha. only managed to get photos of creative directors with their macs. lol, so here's one :)
6. Designer
this one also can't find a suitable image, so here's what i've got when i googled designer.
14. A bad habit you have:
Being EMO
15. Your worst fear:
Water
This is apparently the deepest pool in the world. look kinda of fun though, but no thanks.
Total darkness
Losing the people around me
16. The one thing you’d like to do before you die:
To meet and have a great conversation to everyone I love. I'll definitely even go up to those I used to crush on, and tell them how long and why I liked them, ... ...
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This is the looongest quiz i ever done.
Took DAYS to finish this, almost 4 days??
HAHA, so its your turn now.
Tagging: JOANNE LIM! ; KENNA ANG! (though i know you've been tagged by your sister, means you really need to do it)
Labels: BoA, F.T Island, hongki, korean, Sungmin, Super Junior
Yes, this island called Singapore
