Tuesday, October 7, 2008
posted at 9:26 PM
i thought today was an awesome day.
since it was the start of my break from work, since i was 'alone' at home. (brother was sleeping, so that makes it the same.)
packed my room, its a lot neater now which is satisfying.
watch BoA's MADE IN TWENTY concert, which was awesome.
did a number of house chores which i thought was good enough as a daughter.
well, since i never did house chores, by doing some should be good enough right?
but yet,
everything sucks now.
everyone seems to have something against me.
everyone hates me.
please just tell me that you hate me if you really do.
(its like how you should just tell me you love me if you really do)so i was in too much hope for this day.
everything's in vain, even the little things i do for you that you never chose to see.
i didnt say i hate you, did i?
Now let me let you all hear it once again, I don't hate you for making all these happens, making me feel miserable and angry. I hate my life which just sucks to the max. Nothing goes well for me and its just my fate. I hate myself, because I'm living this sucky life that I wanna end.Labels: emo
