Sunday, November 23, 2008
posted at 10:46 PM
i know i can be super annoying and a chore at times.
i think too much, feel so much, kill so much.
lol.
(i know its a chore to even check this blog. i know. because you start to get all emo after visiting korean-do.blogspot.com )
and i'm sorry for hurting you when i said 'UNFRIEND ME'. i thought life would be better for you at least, if you less one friend like me.
because being my friend who i tell everything to can be a very tiring thing, because i'm totally dumb in the head.
sorry for being a dumb doreen.
(gosh i feel like i've so much different things to blog about suddenly, so SORRY if this post jumps around like mad)
i'm suppose to be studying for korean, do my emo-clown, do research and outline for my thousand word essay.
and i felt as if i wasted a whole afternoon.
whatever.
today during service, spreaker was saying that he is one person who needs high maintenance.
then i looked at him and thought, 'if he thinks he needs high maintenance, i think i'm like mountain high maintenance.'
he dont seem to be that pamper.
i think people just dont know doreen is really that spoilt.
but, again, many thinks i'm super duper spoilt.
i dont take celery, onions, chilli, seafood, carrots, garlic, peas, any meat that has too many bones, those bread from loaves that most people eat for breakfast, milo, chocolate of almost any form e.g. chocolate milkshake, hot chocolate, chocolate cake, chocolate cookies (if possible), chocolate bars itself, chocolate ice-cream.
i dont take brown rice, wheat bread, whip cream, pear with skin, ... so many that my little brain can't think now.
out of everything, i am only allergic to mango (though i take it secretly:X) and seafood.
oh, and did i mention that i love and need my hot water when i bath, don't like camp lifestyle (such as cold water and sleeping bags), don't like sand getting on me when they are kinda of very dirty, don't like to sleep on hard ground, don't like to sweat, don't like to be under the sun, ...
talk about being high maintenance.
oh, and one stupid fact about me that i found out a while back, I'M ALLERGIC TO SUN/SWEAT. lol, as in like, after doing sports, my eczema area to hurt and itch alot?
crap, i should shut up before people start ice-princess-ing me all over again.
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i'm a lazy stupid pig who is so caught up with her own mind and emotions that she neglects everything else in the world.
she curses and swears a lot more now.
she learns how to silent murder well now.
she is a tough person to deal with.
she doesnt feel like changing.
she wants to kill.
Labels: emo