Sunday, November 16, 2008
posted at 5:29 PM
i was like feeling damn shit today
(apologies for those who really hate people who uses shit :/)
it was the regular time-of-the-month that every single girl will experience almost monthly.
damn, today was just bad.
i didnt have coffee in the morning, but i usually dont feel sleepy at all during sunday school since its early in the morning.
we all sat on the floor as usual, my head felt damn heavy, i was having giddy + headache.
i thought it was just because i missed my coffee for the day.
then i felt like i wanted to vomit.
before that i was feeling very cold so i wore my jacket, which i felt very warm in. (<-- according to the girls, its because i was running a fever)
i was thinking of all the ways i will do if i suddenly vomit, i couldnt concentrate during the whole sunday school.
then it became so bad i started 'holding' my head up, which seems as if i'm dead tired and wanna just sleep infront of teacher.
as last class ended, and i manage to take out my forever-by-my-side pills called painkillers.
wanted to like eat all the painkillers at one shot cos my body was killing me.
it was bad, i started tearing, and very nice bon realised it :/
then all the nice girls, bon, char, maylin, elizabeth and shermin came to my rescue.
the rest accompanied me while may and elizabeth went to get hot water for me which helped reduce pain a little.
'forced' mum to fetch me home after her service cos i really didnt wanna rest/sleep in church.
went home and slept for a long 4 hrs 5 hrs nap,
it have been a LOOOONG time since i've taken a 4 hrs5 hrs nap.
my body must be really screaming with the fever, giddy-ness and headache that doreen's little korean body needs a good rest.
yes, its a sign of breaking down.
dad and brothers back at last, family dinner now:)
shall blog later about mkmf :P:P
THANKS FOR EVERYONE WHO SHOWED THEIR LOVE AND CONCERN FOR ME.
i felt real weird that i didnt attend service this week.
thank God i sat through 1/2 of worship prac on friday, at least i took back something that night:)
