Monday, April 28, 2008
posted at 12:23 PM
DOREEN IS ON A SAVING PLAN TO BUY EVERYTHING SHE WANTSSO SHE WILL BE SAVING (& DIETING) & WORKING :)
posted at 11:48 AM
can i choose not to like you anymore?
this is like the dont-know-how-many times i've been telling myself.
thank you very much,
LAW the cool (
yes, whatever you called yourself on my tagboard -.-)
i really needed that encouragement i guess :D
yeah, reassured totally in myself:)
I CAN DO IT!!thanks again!
but i really think my drawing sucks
why cant the school just let us draw whatever we're good in
all the people who draw manga, draw manga.
those who draw portraits, improve on it
and those abstract artist, draw abstract!
its at such a big disadvantage being an abstract artist in school.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
posted at 12:27 PM
i want a easel so badly.
i want canvas boards to paint on (which i just found out its DAMN EX :X)
i want pails of acrylic paint .. :(
haha, i really use this to draw my pictures
yeah, i would be really good to have this and use it to draw canvas abstract drawings.
then, i would be on cloud 9:)
haha, im freaking looking for one now.
im starting to lost so much faith and hope in myself
just look at my drawings now, suck to the core when i see hannah's and jocelyn.
its like abstract drawing is totally abandon.
i can just go and be my taitai who stays at home and paints canvas abstract drawings.
yeah, and sell them to have money to go shop shop.
its really sad to be a artist.
everything a arty/film/media student needs are all so EX!!!
damn it.
thats why im freaking working 4 days next week.
if i dont work, where does the money drop at to buy all my art stuff?
Friday, April 25, 2008
posted at 8:38 AM
I OFFICIALLY HATE SBS
it like totally suck to the core.
and i seriously should post about customer service & SBS in my school blog.
its like damn the services mann.
i like freaking hell hate the transport but that's the only transport other than taxi huh
&& I FREAKING LOVE TO COMPLAIN
but i choose not to this time
cos i really cant get bothered with it cos it happens so often
and i freaking think that they wouldnt even bother resolving anything
sucks to the core
its just so MY day
AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO COPY!
those who copy music,dramas and movies!!
DAMN to them.
AHH
and those 'silent supporters'
i mean, they should seriously feed the people the support
LIKE HOW I BUY ALL MY ALBUMS TO SUPPORT AND FEED MY BOYS :):)
lol, going off now cos im so damn pissed.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
posted at 3:19 PM
yes, this is how i feel today.
i thought a picture would represent best how im really feeling
i dont know.
thoughts just rushed into my head so suddenly.
(editted on 270408: I chose to take off this part. too bad if you havent read it yet :P HAHA!)
yeah, i really do love sad songs i guess.
i really do okay
but if you make me choose between sad song and happy song?
i guess, i cant choose
cos i love both cos they are music?
haha.
haha, i have been only listening to sad songs just
its just tonight i guess.
its like i'll just skip any fast beat songs that comes along,
and listen to my sad music through the big big head phones you saw me wearing at the above picture, all alone in the living room in the middle of the night.
emo, aint it?
but thats what i am? i guess so
many have said that
and i just had yet another person coming to be just last month saying that 'doreen, i just realised that you're damn emo.'
i unconsciously do release arrows of emo huh.
dont get hit by my emo arrows yeah??
sighx, what's up with the world and me?
yes, i need to agree on this,
this is a totally a doreen problem.
i know not many know about this.
hang on, i think one or two people on this earth knew about it
but, even when i feel like shit now,
like a total loser in everything,
a emo asshole who only dares to sit in the living room, listening to her blasting loud sad songs, tearing her emotions away,
i'm glad i didnt gave up myself 7 years ago.
at least im still surviving now.
imagine if i really had the courage to do it then,
i'll be in total damnation now.
lucky i manage to hear those words.
if you have that sort of courage, you should have enough courage to live on.
think whatever you want about whatever i've got to say today.
i will be better after a good night's rest?
i dont know.
na molla, eotteon-ke?
now, that girl is indeed fading ...
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
posted at 12:30 PM
haha, its been a one of the weekends ever!!
HAHA!
lol, to me that is.
yeah.
i dont know why, but :D
anyhow, how did i spend my weekend?
on FRIDAYi had a last minute meeting with jo at her school.
and i sort of pick her up after her school at woodlands mrt.
then we headed to westmall together.
haha.
then we met up with the forever-making-me-wait zhijing
went to eat at sakae cos i felt like eating udon badly (as usual)
haha, so the others agreed on going there :D
got to eat yummy miso-chesse udon. (ITS GOOD OKAY!!!)
and the green beans there.
as usual, jo would help me take the beans out!
dont think i'll get to eat it if she's not there!! :D (thanks dear:D)
i think we would so head to swenses' if i wasnt ill :X
me, jo and jing had this last minute decision on staying over at jo's place.
oh no, its more of the 'dodo-suggest-it-and-everyone-was-fine-with-it' kind of thing
yeah, so ..
we wanted to watch a late night/midnight movie (maybe the more of 'dodo-suggest-it-and-everyone-was-fine-with-it' kind of thing again)
jing suggested FORBIDDEN KINGDOM, the jackie chan movie.
so, yeah and that was the only show that has a midnight timing..
11pm was our movie!! HAHA
okay its the second last time slot at westmall at least.
went to buy jo's bag at zinc which took REAL LOOOOOONG .. HAHA
&& I REALLY LIKE THAT BLINK BLINK BACKPACK OVER THERE!
SOMEONE GET IT FOR ME!!!!?? ^_______^(this is so bad cos i just got a new one & moreover, currently broke:S)AH!, anyhow.
we wanted to go bowling BUT all the lanes were taken.
jing went home to grab some stuff for stayover while i went with jo to her place for a shower first and put all my stuff down.
okay, then we met up for the movie at 11pm.
FORBIDDEN KINGDOM is not bad. yeah, i LOVE the director cos he was really paid great attention to the surrounding and all. i dont know how to say it clearly here, so thats the more you should just go catch it for the sake of how well he filmed it!
as for plot wise, hmm, nothing realy great about it.
i mean, jackie chan's show dont always have a great plot but they always end up in top rated
watch it if ya jackie's fan :D
okay, then after the movie, it was almost 1AM.
NO BUSES TO GO HOME :S
so, yeah you probably guessed we took a cab home.
NO!, we didnt take one i dont know why
i think jing insisted on walking home
(yes!!! from westmall all the way to jo's place, which was not far away from signature park?? about 10 busstop's distance?)then jo insisted that we should hitch a ride from some random car on the road.
i was more for the hitch a ride i think.. i dont know!! HAHA
then here goes our crazy night,
we walked in the direction to jo's place while trying to hitch a ride.
A VAN ACTUALLY STOPPED FOR US!!!great job by jo for getting the van.
as we approach closer to the van, jing had to say 'UNCLE UNCLE!!'
then the man drove his van away.
STUPID JING!yes, that was when we officially started walking all the way back to jo's place in the middle of the night.
walk walk walk walk...
i dont know how, but somehow we made it to jo's place.
LOL!!
while walking, we saw this on the busstop!!
then i told jo to do that stun
here's jo's
okay, maybe she shouldnt have attempt it.
hahah!!
LOL!
then back home.
whatever happened until we slept shall be left confidential :D:D
yeah, PLAYED POOL AT LAST!!
okay okay , no more details going to be revealed :D
the next day (sat), we were suppose to go for MG's past vs present at 8am
but,
at 1030am, jing woke me and jo up. whoops ..
jing conned me and jo there saying there's good food.
we reach school at about 11 plus and ...
the event just ended -.-''|
okay, a total waste of our time.
but ohwells, at least i got a mg-past-vs-present bag :D
i went to church to print bulletin later in the day.
and it was THE BEST & MOST FULFILLING ever !!
dont know why. but i just LOVED it.
haha
later in the night that day, went to the airport and pick my brother up.
yeah, BACK FROM TAIWAN!
TAIYANG BING!!
yeah, he bought me 4 boxes :)
ROCKS!!
okay, anyhow.
TODAY!went shopping today with hannah and jocelyn :D:D
yeah, went to get my art stuff and did some necessary shopping for my wardrobe !!
yep, and check out my shoppings
yeahyeah.
haha I'M LOVING THE PINK SHORTS AND SLIPPERS
i seriously think that turning pink.
lol, all sungmin's influence.
oh for all those who dont know, sungmin is my pink boy!! (or rather pink prince:D)
lol, all for today,
&& DODO IS STILL REAL SICK+________+
OH! ITS TWENTY-TWO MORE DAYS TO DODO's BIRTHDAY(
hinthint:D)
Sunday, April 20, 2008
posted at 1:52 PM
OFFICIAL PUBLICITY FOR MY WORDPRESS BLOG::
CLICK HERE!! :D
yeah, this is for like school.
there's a module that my grade is dependent on this blog and i really wanna do well :D
so please, visit it anytime possible and leave a good comment :D
its quite plain now, just an intro of me.
it will have more stuff as the week past as we need to post a proper one every week!!
hahaha,
yeah.
:D i know jo is giving me her 200% support
love you loads jo :D:D
&& im officially sick.
down with sore throat, cough and flu with an ulcer on my gum.
just your information, my average recovery time is 2 weeks.
haha.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
posted at 11:37 AM
YAY!
got the pictures from my phone at last.
so, here comes my picture post :D
LAST LAST SAT (05 APRIL)at grandma's place
HAHA! my cousin, zachary.
he loves to jilian on my phone too, just like retard.
haha, and he's turning 5 next month!!
jilianing by doreenyeah, i realised that i jilian loads too :X
okay, wouldnt attempt to post anymore jilianing pics of me :X:X
SUNDAY (06 APRIL)pot-luck breakfast for sunday school
there were loads of food but few people :'(
all these food were for 5 students and 1 teacher ..
FAITH's BIRTHDAY (07APRIL)
pretty fountain at heeren !!
FMS Orientation (10APRIL)
the laptops of bitchy bimbos :D
i think thats hannah on the left and jocelyn on the right.
haha
LAST SAT (12APRIL): ISABEL's BIRTHDAY
Bel's birthday present
haha, yeah she IS 15 this year.
but she made me get her a dora bottle that MUST HAVE a strap for her birthday
haha, she can never grow up huh.
yes, retarded isabel.
MONDAY (14 APRIL) @ THE FACE BOARDwhere we were suppose to be taking pictures of people and printing the pictures to paste on the face board in school!
yeah, a great picture of euminl there.
i love this one loads!
and when we went around taking pictures, i saw this!!
L~~!
and then i got hannah to pose with her love
HAHAH!
i was so bored, then i started to play with the used ink cartridge from the printer.
it was multiple colored inside, and everyone started to play with what i found out.
retarded jocelyn
okay, bimbo me.
haha. everyone's mood went high after seeing this toy that i started playing with
jocelyn and DO
now, with idiot
sighx, people camwhoring on my phone like mad ... -.-
haha
had to post up, EVERY PICTURE we took cos jocelyn wanted them..
haha
FRIDAY (17APRIL): FANTAZIA @ NPwent with jocelyn and euminl :D:D
finally, got to spend time with my BITCH
ohh, and at last, i got to see renfred in campus.
haha
he performed at the concert and seriously, he's singing really improved.
no, maybe he's chinese improved loads as well..
oh wells, its a LOOOOOONG post for today.
haha, ENJOY TAKING THOSE PICTURES IF YOUR BIG FACE IS THERE :D
going for lunch now !!
Friday, April 18, 2008
posted at 3:19 PM
i knew i wanted to blog something here real badly but now im here, i cant remember just what i wanted to blog about -.-
school life have been quite alright now, just getting really uptight about transport still.
now, i literally run down the hill to make sure i dont board crowded buses.
i'm getting sick all over again
having like cough and a really painful sore throat.
its so bad that i cant eat much solid food cos even drinking water hurts badly :'(
and i cant laugh properly (cos i'll end up coughing)
the worst thing is I CANT SING NOW.
:'( thats why i said the worst thing that can happen to me is a sore throat,
but im getting it TOO OFTEN this year.
i think its the sick year for me once again.
sick of all these crap mann.
i hate how my MACBOOK is so not user friendly
mummy always says donald is self-fish
yes, you are dear.
&& i hate how i cannot transfer my pictures on my phone to the computer -.-
okay i know this is a damn boring post cos i would only wanna keep my post till the pictures comes up:D haha!!
my brother is coming back soon!!HAHA!, 3 weeks to taiwan is almost!
then i'll get to see him (and my taiyang bing!!)
okay, i promise myself that i shouldnt get mad with him if he didnt get me that.
but he better get me something else since i made it SO CLEAR what i wanted there !! HAHA
he better be glad i didnt attempt to write a 'shopping list to buy for doreen'.
okay, i seriously did that for my mum when she went taiwan.
oh well, i seriously need some sleep?!
yeah, have been getting 6 hrs sleep all week long
mum says thats why im falling ill again..
i need to see the doctor soon (yet again) since i didnt during my break.
OH WELLS I HATE TO SEE THE DOCTORS AND GO TO HOSPITALS -.-
who dont..
Thursday, April 17, 2008
posted at 11:55 AM
i dont know why i suddenly became so quite in school
i dont know why i suddenly became some how anti social in school
im not really being really hyper and all anymore
im sure jocelyn and hannah did realised that till some extent
its like, i dont even feel like hanging out with them out of school hours
its not that i dont like them or their accompany or anything, i guess the main problem is really in me.
i just realised how anti social i am becoming today when i was making my way home from school
its like bad bad bad.
i mean, im already not that sociable,
and now i feel that im turning for the worse
was thinking if i ever behaved like that in MG
no, i never did
or at least, i cannot remember me doing that
shit im really getting into the emo shit all over again
i think its much worse than days in MG
cos, i dont really interact with humans as often as before.
its like in school, i will walk all my own when the rest walks slowly at the back.
i dont even know what im rushing for
i dont like being alone, but i really dont know what's up with me.
its just shit huh.
i hope for hannah and jocelyn to understand that not that i dont like them, i really dont know what im going to through
i dont know what made me like that
crap, this is getting real bad
forgive me if i make lame excuses to not meet up with you all
i just dont know what's up with me.
&&
i just realised that
i really miss my bitch badly
i really miss my other half badly
i cant say 'WE'RE BITCHY BIMBO' as often now,
cos i dont get to see my sexy bitch as often now.
i really want you back BITCH.
"im bimbo, you're bitch and together, we're bitchy bimbo" :D
promise me we will go out someday??
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
posted at 9:56 AM
gosh going to school in the morning is really hell-load sick.today, i left the house at 9 and i only reached school at 9.55am.
(take note i only stay about 10 stops away from ngee ann)
&& at my home's busstop, i waited for the DAMN bus to like stop.
i mean, i saw 6 buses that was FULLY PACKED WITH HUMANS just flew past me like.
and the damn funny thing is, the buses that go to ngee ann (184, 75) was fully packed while the other buses were damn empty -.-
obvious domination of np students on the public transport
I WAS SO DAMN FREAKING PISSED.
fine i called my mum up, she said she didnt wanna fetch me cos of ERP
okay -.-
then i was thinking of cabbing, so i was looking out for cabs and EVERY SINGLE ONE WAS HIRED
then i took my mum's advice and just take other random buses to go a busstop nearer to ngee ann which has more busstops
&& at that busstop which was 2 stops away from ngee ann, the buses to ngee ann didnt wanna stop, and that bus had loads of students waiting to get onto the buses.
then i was thinking, how i wish one nice vehicle would just come here to pick ME up.
out of no where, this small bus came !!
its the ngee ann shutter bus.
okay, i totally didnt know ngee ann was rich till the extent of busing students from 2 busstops away to school.
LOL!, but at least i got onto that bus which not everyone got to get in.
haha, i was PISSED OFF over transport the whole day and didnt really feel like talking to anyone in school.
like WHA LAO LAH!
okay okay,
im so going to leave the house tmr at 7am with my dad to send me to school after dropping my sister off at mg.
like BOOO to singapore's transport system.
im going to SO complain to whoever i can now.
SBS and Ngee Ann?? yeah.
during lunch, when the rest went to buy lunch, i was sitting there taking care of belongings.
the stupid canteen was packed with so damn many hungry people.
all those people who took my bus earlier in the day.
&& then i just had this sudden thought,
"maybe i should just stop schooling and get out of ngee ann. I HATE SCHOOL LIKE MAD."
yeah, i dont know
oh, if you havent yet know, i hated school so much that i didnt even thought of going to secondary schooling after PSLE in primary school.
in sec, i didnt wanna go to poly/jc.
and now, i really dont wanna go university after poly.
like duh, i hate school.
its really the worst thing in life.
with all the hill and sun and my heavy donald.
Friday, April 11, 2008
posted at 2:12 PM
LOL.
AND EVERYONE FOLLOWS WHAT I GET AGAIN -.-
okay,
it all started when i brought my laptop in a black casing.
yeah, it was like i got a new 'home' for donald and he was inside when i brought him to school.
then, one fine day, euminl messaged me about where to get donald's 'house' from and all,
yeah so gave her details about the laptop bag.
fine, she got it.
so the bitchy bimbos had the same laptop, same laptop bag with the same bitchybimbo attitude.
okay, then another fine-r day(or rather NIGHT cos she just told me), jocelyn told me that she will be getting the laptop bag i got for my donald.
so another, same laptop, same laptop bag with the same craze for kpop.
LOL!,look yet another trend set by doreen.
im sure all the macpro users will start to get it because my followers already started getting it.
damn sian mann, we'll have a hard time recognising laptops for 3 yrs
i wil really 'LOL!!' if one fine day we bring the wrong laptop home.
then you all will really OWE ME A BIG ONE!
haha who ask all of you to get my bag..
this is so BITCHY
lol.
(i feel like getting another bag to put my laptop and another laptop cover:X)
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
posted at 1:55 PM
i'm depressedam i not what i am anymore?
am i really fading away with every tick of the clock?
am i really that useless??
im just a average girl now, perhaps below average.
i cant find any good in this person any longer.
ask me and i can give you a thousand word essay why i suck.
i really starting to hate myself all over again at this very moment
its like,
all my passion and talent,
suddenly lost
so can you please tell me, who am i?
everything is so not going in my way.
i cant it anymore.
(im worse off than a bimbo.
at least, a bimbo have looks.)
Sunday, April 6, 2008
posted at 2:20 PM
yesterday was
DPA-FMS party :D:D
yeah, and
PICTURES TIME :D(grab it if you really want it badly, all taken by DOREEN)
but before that,
RIM went to jp :D
forever camwhoring
forever styling her hair
ohhh, and check out my shopping!!
I GOT A NEW BAG FOR POLY!!
love the design!!
look quite emo .. ^__^
haha, its really quite funny how i got a bag specially for dpa poly in jan and now, getting another one for april :D
its nice && donald can fit in!
anyhow, the HIGHLIGHT of the day (yesterday)
DPA-FMS party @ Hume Park Function Room
haha, viki pasted directions to the function all the way from the bridge.
and WE REACHED THE VENUE!!
food food food!!
and we found 2 big mirrors in the function room, so we started to ..
take pictures!! (duh)
and we saw mirror in the toilet as well.. :D
euminl and do :D
ME!! ^____^
me and hannah!
me and euminl's video camera
me & ziq
ziq wanted to imitate me taking pics..
so..
haha, he's so funny
me and jocelyn
me and serene
me and carylyne
me and viki!!
me and sexy sarah!!!
me and huishan:D
me and juu!!
euminl started to do her famous crawl suddenly towards sarah, who was totally unaware.
yeah, sarah was writing something on the wall and then...
she screamed when i told her 'sarah, careful.'
okay, and a nice picture of euminl and sarah
sexy slut and bitch!
RIM!
i wanted to ji-lian.
and i started making some photo taking trend of RIM
haha, ji-lianing with the mirror.
lol,
and doreen's twin appearing again!! lol-.-
ohh, the 'taking picture with almost everyone there' felt like it was prom night.
haha, okay.
maybe you could consider it that way??
its prom of fms-dpa??
yeah yeah!!
plus, dress code was formal :D
lol.
TODAY!!!i cut my HAIR!!
yeah, its just trim and, alittle change of style
at last im totally off bobby style
(about the fact that everyone started cutting the same style as me weeks later i cut mine?!)
yeah, i feel damn cool in my new hair style :D
&& i wanted to camwhore a little more on donald.
heehee, lol.
tried a new effect, Thermal Camera
the only thing im loving obviously on donald is PHOTO BOOTH!
bet jocelyn's feeling the same too!!
ohh, its a lloooooooong post and lots of pictures :D
that's all,
probably sleeping earlier today?
cos i havent really gotten good rest though its the hols.. haha
see you soon!!
Friday, April 4, 2008
posted at 1:53 AM
haha,
i was quite bored today.
and i started taking photos on donald!!
HAHA!
check these out mann. its DAMN cool!! HA
(duh, cos im cool!)
show you those i took the other time first
okay and those really cool ones today!!
when doreen/bimbo meets her twin she havent seen for her whole life
how about their heads stuck to each other, what will bimbos do??
(pull it apart!!) --> thats so bimbo
what if they are eyes are stuck to each other??
have you seen a 3-eyed doreen??
lol, better said you never!!
how about korean's saranghae? the heart shape thing that most korean artistes does?
okay, bimbo doreen twin did with her!
but they still scream at each other...-.-
i totally dont give a damn about you TWIN
'shall we dance?' haha
we continue to glare at each other
(i just realised that this is so L)
okay, lets stop this. how about just a smile?
all credits to DOREEN AND DONALD :D
haha, doreen loves donald like mad for these pictures:D
off to meet hannah!
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
posted at 3:11 PM
havent had a picture update for a looong time.
yeah, cos my samsung studio dont work in mac/safari
and cannot resize pictures.
sucks la.
anyhow,
haha.
holidays for me still.
gosh, and i slept from 0105 to 1403 today!!
LOL!
its like 13 hrs, yeah.
i could have slept longer but i saw 2:03pm on my phone so i was thinking that i should get out of bed already.
haha, its my best sleep ever in 2008.
cos i havent been sleeping well for more than a month.
like only 5-6 hrs everyday.
YES!, second time in my holidays i slept more than 10 hours.
the last time was 10 hrs.
i should have more this kind of sleeps:D
ohwells, cut the talk.
pictures!!
ji-lianing with sister
david's birthday
Golden Pillow for him!! (bet many of you dont know what this is!!)
it looks like a big bun
but when you open inside it is actually ....
CURRY!!! yeah, we've got 2 mutton curry that day :D
the macbooks of the PRIM
okay, this were the macbook pro of jocelyn, euminl and mine cos hannah got a macbook
now, PRIM's
ACJC's fun-o-ramagosh, i've not seen my friends for the loooongest time!!!
lydia and doreen
lydia, faith & kaiting
davina
dodo and faith
jo and cassie playing 'royal flush' (some throw things in a hole kind of game)
this was the best thing there!!
i saw a white chocolate fondue there!
so i bought a colourful marshmallow with it!!
(the pictures are NOT edited!)
acjc banners near the school gates
kendra!
&& i bought a I LOVE AC note book there!!
@matthew's partyonly took pictures with huiyu ;X
sending brother off at airport
sister(doretta)
mummy
brother (david)
daddy
**i just realised out of my whole family, i didnt take a picture of the brother that was leaving..
WHOOPS!!
haha, both brothers! (the one sitting down in white is the one left for taiwan)
&& a great abstract drawing i saw a loooong time back at T1 and i saw it there AGAIN!!
yesterday,
grandma's birthday dinner:D
isador
retarded isabel -.- i dont know what she was trying to do..
lol, my drink
lol, bel again..
caught her candid at last.
bel & DO
our first dish!
and all the people around me (which is bel and dor) rushed for the piggy IMMEDIATELY!
dor kept on asking where's the pig earlier on and when she saw it, she couldnt leave it alone any longer. ohwells.
shark's fin soup.. like the REAL one.
yeah, when i first looked at it, i felt real bad.
bel and dor couldnt take it so they gave theirs away to grandma.
haha, but when i ate the shark fin, it tasted quite alright.
but i felt so guilt that i didnt finish the fins only the soup.
its super cruel la..
that's all the pictures i have for the dinner.
more pictures with my brother and isador!!
yeah, so SEND ME PICTURES DOR!!!
haha, watching hana kimi jap version now.
nights!
