Saturday, January 31, 2009
posted at 11:14 PM
crap.
i was just reminded about all of them again today.
how i really really still dislike them, or for some, hate them.
its really bad.
i've been prayer for these anger and hurt to be removed for ages.
but i'm always reminded about what they did.
Girls are more emotional, that's true since
Social Psychology taught me that.
well, but that's that a very valid excuse for me to bear those grudges?
No, i have all the excuse to bear that one big grudge, that grudge that many in school knew, the grudge that many stood up for me.
I can still never forgive you.
probably only on the day i feel that my back injury is fully recovered, the day that i feel that i can start exercising and be that lively girl who runs here and there, be that girl who loved sport so much.
you practically just killed half of me, with that push.
you're so amazing selfish.
i hope we'll never ever meet again.
Well, in fact, we were never friends, we never talked.
How i wish you read this post and feel guilty a whole lifetime.
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Sorry, this is Doreen being very evil after 2 ++ years of hate.
But only one can take away all my hurt, my struggles, my anger, my hate, ...
Because He did it out of Love.