Friday, January 2, 2009
posted at 2:01 AM
This is my first post for 2009. This post came late. I was busy with my own little life.
I wrote this yesterday at Kenna's place yesterday. I wanted to write it before the year 2008 ended. So here it is,
Recalling the days in 2008
The craziest ride of emotional roller coaster ever. I can't say that it was a bad year, it was a sad year for me, since to sad seems to fit better than bad. I did alot of thinking throughout the year. About the world, the people around me, loved ones, ... even for myself, my past, my present and future. I started to show more of myself to the world, to the people around me what i really am. I learnt alot about myself this year. For once, i cursed and scolded myself so many times in the year. Oh wells, i hope i'm growing into a better person with all the inner scoldings and mean things i say to myself.
The only thing i'm satisfied and happy about 2008 is the time and effort i have in serving my Lord. He really have blessed me, and its about time i do a little something for Him.
Haha, i thank God for everything and everyone He blessed me with in 2008 :D
lovelove, the only KOREAN-DO ever.
I was thinking of my new year's resolution.
...
which i can't think of anything.
There's more of the I-Must-Do list in 2009.
#1. I must pick up myself from this shit i'm in. All the stupid emotional rides, which happens that i'm always in the dumps.
This is one thing that i want to get out of, but feel weird if i get out of it.
Mummy says that i'm depressed for too long and its not good.
Because she knows that i'm still holding on to that Depression book she bought since the year 2008 started.
Oh wells.
