Friday, June 12, 2009
posted at 12:35 AM
I'm really sorry.
And I really dislike it when I am getting heart aches. (yes, literally heart aching when i touch my heart)
I think I'm going to have a short life.
But, I don't wanna leave just yet, Father.
There's many things leave undone.
I seriously can't chill this month if you think that I'm just being damn uptight about stuff.
Cos with one wrong move, everything crumples and millions of fingers will be pointing at me.
I'm sorry.
And I seriously need to stop tearing like some baby which I'm doing super often these days. I don't know why. But, ...
Doreen, you just need to grow up and stop being a baby. It's time that you grow up and stop tearing like a weakling.
Love you and miss you.