Wednesday, July 1, 2009
posted at 10:37 PM
Why do people keep choosing to end their own life before God take them back?
People laugh at these people, saying that it's stupid for them to end their own life, it's not worth it.
But I guess, we are not in their shoes to say if its worth it or not.
We
only have the right to be sad and disappointed for what they have did.
We don't have the right to judge.I know i don't, i only get very very sad and emo and disappointed.
But yet at the same time, I'm envious of what great courage they have to do something like that.
Be it jumping off a building, overdose of pills/detergent, cutting themselves, stabbing themselves, ...
They know the consequences, they went through so much emotional struggle before deciding to take the flight to ending their own life.
I really am sad that they have to go through all these alone in their head, in their heart.
If I had their courage, I probably wouldn't even have the chance to type this post, or even have the chance to open any of my blogs.
I know it's the trend to end one's own life now, but it's not a trend we should follow.
Or rather, me.
But though I'm envious for their courage to end their life, people always say, if they had such courage to die, why not face it.
I think its 2 different kind of courage to compare. (am i making any sense here?)
Well, but I'm still glad that I didnt chose that flight to end my life.
Cause i recently was aware that behind me, a whole lot of people do love me and are concern in everything i do.
To them: Thanks so much and I'm really sorry.
I'm glad that God made me vain.
So i wouldn't even attempt any methods to kill myself.
Cos i did think of all the methods and try thinking of the consequences if i fail to kill myself.
I wanna go Clarke Quay to just sit there infront of Singapore River and just think and talk, who's game for it?
Labels: emo
