Friday, June 5, 2009
posted at 11:21 PM
It's not funny how stm (short term memory) is really hitting super hard on me.
Maybe it's from all the stress, maybe its from all the lack of sleep/tiredness, i dont know.
I was just learning the dance steps at 5pm with the girls, cos i missed yesterday's prac, so need to learn in like 1 hr what they took to learn in 3-4 hrs. Great, so learnt like some mad person and managed to actually learn pretty fast and kinda of get something out. Cool, then we went ahead to learn the new steps that were intended to be taught today. After that we had super late dinner at 8pm, then after dinner, i totally forgot what the girls taught me.
This is so bad, i think i can barely remember what i learnt today. All i know is i'm damn tired now and my muscles are crazily aching. Shit, how am i suppose to do my intended self-prac at home tmr :(
It sucks when you have super a lot of things to do but dont have the time, energy and capability to do so.
& It sucks even more to know that you are not doing well in what you like. I really always loved and wanna dance, but .. that stupid thing in my head (yes, it's what everyone calls the brain but not sure if mine is one) is not working.
So like what I was saying, June sucks. June just won
Best Suckiest Month in the Year 2009.
But I'm hating myself more.
Not very glad to know that I might be spending 2 hrs on the road to just travel to and fro church just to take a photo with the dance group. Nothing goes well.Labels: dance, emo
