Wednesday, March 4, 2009
posted at 2:05 AM
dont know for what particular reason, i have this funny feeling inside of me. well i cant really describe it ...
then again, i always have weird retarded emotions.
those that make me high and happy for a particular moment or hour,
those that make me super emo for ages,
those that make me super troubled and dont know what to do.
fine, its probably just me.
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went out for dinner at Buddy's with bitch, L, renee and fel.
we had a great talked during dinner, which was great.
it have been a while since i've caught up with euminl in person. lol, we usually just talk everything online ...
then we headed to school, to do some nra stuff. well, not me or L, its for the other 3:)
haha, then i was telling them how i want to join nra. should i?
i hope i can still cope with school and all even after i join. but will they even take me to begin with?
well, cos i feel at least more human now. that period of being 'a physically dead person' is over.
i feel like a human now, a normal human. i can run, i can play sports like anyone else.
i need to go and do whatever i was doing, whatever i wanted to do before i had my whole back screwing up on me.
Thank God.but half of me secretly still wants to be physically disabled.----
one more day closer to Donald's return :)
missmiss him :/
Labels: bitchy bimbo, dance, donald, emo, God, Him
